I will shine

"SM Global Audition?"
my heart beat like crazy at the sight of the huge vertical banner hanging down from the mall's ceiling. hey, don't judge me, it has been my lifetime dream to someday become an idol and live the dream life. unfortunately, my parents were the kind the forbid that strictly.
"what? do you want to go in?"
my friend's voice made its way to my ear, waking me up to reality.
"h-huh? n-no, of course not! why would you think I would want to go? it's not like being an idol was my lifetime dream or anything..."
my friend snorted. she gave me an 'oh-really?' look. crap, I must've gave it up. screw you uncontrollable tongue of mine!
my friend sighed. "you know, it should be nice to see you do something you want for once, and not what your parents want. besides, it wouldn't hurt just to try out the audition. it's not like you'd pass or anything, right?" my friend chuckled. I gave her a look. was she mocking me by saying that I have no way on passing? I sighed. yeah, whatever, it's not like auditioning for SME would cost me anything. besides, there's no way I'd get accepted, would there?