Tired

I Wish I Didn't Love You
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Mei POV

     Sometimes I believed Kris would change and just accept that we just weren't right for eachother without us having to fight but I guess that's just a dream that must wait for another day. I can't even count on my hands the numerous times I have caught him with other women but when the man I love shows up i'm trapped like some kind of slave. Why must I have my heart torn to peices while he just sits back and watches?I refuse to live like this. I understand that I promised my family to be his wife and all but that's all I promised. Never did I promise to love him or be faithful. Not even at our wedding.

"Mrs.Wu you have a visitor" my assistants voice sang through the intercom as I pressed the button to let them in.

"Send them in" I sighed through the intercom.

"Why so mellow" a husky voice chuckled."Yixing" I mumbled as I looked up to find him standing there before me dressed in a sleek and fitted black blazer and dress pants to match.

"Mrs.Wu" he sighed still standing there as perfect as ever. I could feel my eyes begin to burn with tears as the memories of the past began to flood into my mind "Mei" his velvet voice filled my ears as he walked towards me.

"I'm so sorry" I choked as tears began to slip from my eyes.

"Mei" he sighed as he began to walk toward me.

"I'm so, so sorry Yixing" I whimpered as he pulled me into his embrace.

"I know you were forced to marry him, I know it all so don't feel sorry" he comforted as he rubbed the back of my head while bawled into his shoulder. I couldn't even reply to him I was so distraught by my own actions. 

"I missed you so much I thought I was going to die" I sniffled as I pulled back to face the man who's eyes were brimmed with tears.

"I've died a little more everyday since you left" he whispered as he pressed his forehead against mine.

"I love you" I whispered as I placed a light kiss on his forehead.

"I love you too. No matter how much I tried not to I just couldn't stop loving you" he sighed as he cupped my cheek with his hand. I grasped his hand in mine as he ran his other one through my hair."Do you love Kris?"

"No" I sighed "How could I love a man who tore me away from you?"

"What are we

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vegazKpopWinneR #1
Chapter 23: Sometime we have to only think about ourself too........our happiness is our first love...if luhan mum and dad divorce people will say he is from broken family but she didn't divorce kris she will broken...lay take care of her but kris please refuse to divorce cuz i want more drama author-nim love ya storie i used to love kris but now my love for him start to fade
abcdefghijk1987 #2
Chapter 23: i don know what to say am not sure if mei should leave kris and go to lay i don rly think lay could make her happy am not saying she happy with kris but wouldnt it be better if kris and mei could fix their problem and they should raise their child together ......then maybe she could have the normal family she wants ..........but if she leave kris for lay ....even if lay could be like a father to luhan i dont think its gonna be the same for him so she should stay with kris .......anyways i ship mei with kris
KpopBooty #3
Chapter 23: I feel so happy that you updated this story ;-; I'm a bit teary eyed reading this chapter because of Mei's mother. But I'm glad that she's letting her daughter do what she couldn't accomplish c':
sukwonlove
#4
Chapter 22: Well i love drama&this chapter was full of it! i want to ship mei&yixing, but mei&kris had something going on too......plus who'll raise poor luhan if the family's dysfunctional,but i surely don't want jia ending up with either yixing or kris. Ok now i'm really confused about who to ship together XD.
lolsome387
#5
Chapter 22: I'm speechless. I don't know what to say but I definitely want to read the next chapter.I don't who to ship but I don't want Kris and Jia together. Can't wait for the next update!!!
KpopBooty #6
Chapter 22: Yixing and Mei <3 <3 omg I love this chapter becuase they ran away together asdfghjkl

If it wasn't the middle of the night, I would be screaming my head off. Urgh but I hate the thought of Jia and Kris together

*mentally killing Jia in my head*

I've been waiting for this moment bwahahaha >;D
sukwonlove
#7
Chapter 21: I'm reading this story after a long time cuz i just foundout you updated again. i hope kris doesn't cheat on mei again,but i'm expecting more drama to unfold in the next chapters. i hope you update this story soon(as well as your other stories if your not busy.) i'm a big fan of your work and i really like all your stories.
KpopBooty #8
Chapter 21: Yayy you're back \(^-^)/
Oh no, I wonder what's going to happen now O_O Does Kris still like Jia? Does Lay want to make Mei jealous? I have so many questions in my head right now
Rae_Mun
#9
Chapter 20: Hahaa..thank you for the shout out Author-nim!!

And also thanks for the update.. ^-^v

I'm still with my decision that is shipping Mei n Kris ..I feel bad for Kris n Mei :(.. Why??!?! Why can't they have a perfect family.. like everyone else.. it's frustraiting me(in a good way^-^)... I HATE THE IDEA OF LAY AND MEI ( I'm sorry KpopBooty we didn't have a same thought ).. and I Also HATE THE IDEA OF KRIS N MENG JIA TOGETHER \(><)/..

Your story is unique author-nim.. every single chapter is amazing and full of drama.. I'm suprise of how your brain works with this story.. it's really is amazing.. You make me smile right now (eventhough your story is full of dramatis scene) with your update.. Hope you update tomorrow.. really is hoping.. FIGHTING AUTHORNIM.. SARANGHAE.. can I ask you something? (I don't care I'm gonna ask you^-^v)...
May I tell Kris to read your story??.. Coz he once read a story in asianfanfic.. hehe.. I want to advertise it to Kris, may I?? (Even I didn't know if he gonna read it)..



author-nim your Jjang!!! ♥♥♥♥♡♡♡
KpopBooty #10
Chapter 20: Hehe thanks for the shout out Author-nim ^-^

This chapter was full of suspense and drama and I loved every single part of it.
Woohoo go Mei. I just love how even though she's suffering she's still tough. I honestly ship her more with LayChips than FanFan bc uuuuurffffhhhhdfj just thinking about FanFan and Meng Jia ahshxhdjsjd
It makes me wanna high kick them in the face.
Lol not really but still. (Actually I do O_O)
Can't wait until Lay announces his marriage with Meng Jia (I have a bitter feeling in my mind whenever I think of her lol) so a lot of drama can occure bwahaha >;D

Ok I really need to stop. It's 3 am but I just have to stay up and fangirl

Anyways I'm glad you're back and updated
^-^