Genre: fluff

PG

Layhan in Sehun's eyes

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Their laughing again. I dont understand the world, nor i understand Luhan and Yixing. One time i asked Luhan the reason why he was laughing, he starts to translated the joke to Korean but it didnt have the same effect. Although Luhan and Yixing did laugh again. I chuckle alittle just so Luhan would think i got the joke.

I never do.

There's time where Luhan wakes up in the middle of the night to go and pick Yixing up, since Yixing doesnt leave the rehearsal room until the choreography is perfect. Something about 'our fans give us everything, we should give twice as much'. I kinda envy their friendship, it makes me think if im close to someone like they are.

"Suho"

"yeah"

"Suho"

"yeah"

"Suho!!"

"what!!?" Suho finally leaves his food and pays attention to me, "are you my best friend?" "i dont know, do you consider me your best friend?" it was hard to know. I respect Suho alot, his our leader. He is like a second father to me, but do i see myself with him, like Luhan and Yixing? No, i dont. "no"

"see, wait no? why not?" I shrug, "im gonna talk to the other members"

"wait, Sehun!! wait why not?" Suho yells, but i ignore him ones i enter Kyungsoo's room. Kyungsoo cooks for us, and takes care of us, he must be my best friend. "Kyungsoo, are you my best friend?" Kyungsoo stops picking his clothes to look at me. "best friend? me? i thought Jongin was your best friend" Jongin? i had a best friend, and i didnt even know.

"thanks Kyungsoo!" i leave Kyungsoo's room, when i see Yixing and Luhan coming my way. They keep on whispering things to each other, and they both laugh at the same time. "hey Sehun, where are you going?" Luhan greets me, "im gonna hang with Jongin, where are you guys going?" "oh Yixing, is gonna teach me this cool move"

"do you guys mind if i go with you?"

"no, not at all, come"

Yixing and Luhan walk ahead of me, for the first time their actually quiet. I wonder if their like that because im with them. "hey Yixing remember when we were in China and" I think Luhan couldnt find the word for it in Korean, so he ends up saying it in Chinese. Yixing turns around, and puts a hand behind my back, so i can be in the middle of them.

"dont stay behind"

"how about after this, we go buy some coffee, would you like that Sehun?" I nod to Luhan, maybe my best friend wasnt Jongin but Luhan? and of course Yixing. Maybe.

We enter the rehearsal room, and Yixing goes to the stereo while Luhan stretches. "if you want to join Sehun, you can" he tells me, i nod. Im to lazy right now to join. Yixing picks a song, and stretches alittle. He starts to count in english, before he starts to make the dance move slow, so Luhan can follow him. By the third time, Luhan can be in Yixing's speed.

I remember when Yixing said he was to lazy to change, when they ask him why he chose Luhan. Now seeing them, i think i know what Yixing was trying to say. Luhan was his comfort zone, no one wants to leave their comfort zone. It wasnt necessarily bad, it was kinda beautiful. If you think about it, aish what am i saying. I have to stop seen those melodramas.

"guys!" Yixing and Luhan turn around, when they see that i want to tell them something, Yixing turns the stereo off. "im leaving" "are you sure?" Luhan asks me. I think he notices that sometimes his over the moon when his with Yixing. "yeah, i have to hang out with Jongin" "okay, i'll bring you guys some coffee" even when Luhan might not think of me of a comfort zone, he still cares for me.

"thanks, bye guys"

Yixing puts the music back, and i turn around when i think their not looking. Both of them are serious this time, getting lost in the moves. Luhan was Yixing's shadow, and Yixing was Luhan's shadow. And maybe something more that both of them havent realize.