You:

If only u were back here with me. If only u were beside me today. If only u were by my side everyday. If only ur here so that I can share with you all the hurt and pain I've been receiving after u left me. If only I could hear your y voice again. If only I could hear you whisper 'goodnight' in my ear again. If only I didn't leave you alone standing in the middle of the road. I should have pulled you with me when u were trying to get the dust away from your eyes. I'm so stupid for not thinking. Stupid for leaving you alone. Stupid for just standing there with my eyes wide open and screaming loudly while seeing you crashed by the car. I'm so stupid for doing that. It's all my fault. I'm sorry. If only I could rewind time back and save you from that accident. Now, ur not here by my side. Not here to be with me already. Not here to make me laugh and smile always. Baby, I just wanna tell you that I'm not myself again after you left the world. I've remind myself not to accept any boys in my life again. Your the only first and last for me. I'm sorry and I love you. Bye, baby. (After a few months) I thought u were dead? Am I dreaming or what? It can't be.