it felt like things are getting out of control … somin this is not what you wanted … you have always wanted to stay until your weeding night .. you‘ve always want it as a precious weeding gift …

_ baby stop .. I don’t recognize my voice ; low and husky .. but he doesn’t stop indeed he increased the speed and deepen the kiss even more .. his eyes full of lust and killing desire

_ hyun jonng I said stop .. I say again but in a full words and with quiet a confidence .. just then he let go of me .. I look into his eyes darker yet soft .. then to his pink lips which are swollen from kissing me .. yup kissing me … this what I can do to the prince of soul night life

_ it is my fault .. I ve never mentioned that I want to stay up until my weeding night …

I felt his face fall from disappointment the reason why  I hold his face with my hands planting a soft kiss on his lips .. cheeks .. nose .. eyes and forehead….

_ baby I love you so much … never thought I would love s.o this much besides my dad .. now I know what it means to give love and get it back .. now I know why love really deserves that pain and sorrow … because once you get enough luck to have it from both sides you will leave in heaven and loose control of yourself …. Caring for nthg but the one you love and live your life as no one besides you two exists …  since I met you everything changed in life even the thoughts I believed in the most .. I gave up for a lot of things to you yet I m not sure if I want to give up this also …. I promise you to think about it … I really don’t want to regret things …

Before I could give more excuses try to convince him because his eyes showed nthg … wasn’t sure  if he is going to comfort me next or get angry at me , he hug me tight as I was about to run away from him … tight like no one has hugged me that way …. I felt his warm body envelope me make me look small and tiny … and then he said in my ears

_ even though I feel like I wanna eat you up as a wild animal , I would wait because I know sooner or later you will be mine … I don’t care if you change your mind or not .. because I would try with all the strength I have to make you mine in all ways … he stopped a few seconds while kissing me under  my ear …. You’ll be mine in front god and the law …

And that what made me  unable to move or to react … was he kind of proposing to me … oh wait what the hell I’m I thinking about … sure he is telling me to make me fall harder under his spell ….

_ and if you are thinking that I might be proposing to you … you can say that …. But wait until I make it official … you are so damn lucky to have me somin …. But you know what I am the luckiest to have you in my life

And suddenly a heavy rain started to fall .. but I would care less … his words have a special magic on me …

_ somin you are not the only one who changed … it is the same for me … and that what made me love you … sure I want to make you mine … yet I want to make love to you and make each part of it a memory … and I would wait for that because unless m previous relationships … I m with you because I love every single thing in you and I would never get bored from seeing you smile while faking your anger  … I would do anything to spend sometimes with you … I would do anything and everything for that …. I love you and I mean every single letter in these magical words

I can’t handle my tears anymore … like we are filming a top romantic Indian movie … it couldn’t be more perfect … hearing him making a very sincere love confession under the rain … the only thing is missing is a small kiss … full of love … we kissed like that for god knows how much .. in a very slow motion … letting out nthg but love and happiness … trying to show each other what can’t be expressed enough in words ….

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oopppss i know u expected a rated M chapter but nooooo still early for that even though i'm going slow i wanna make it long ... u know things needs time to change .. this chapter for my dear readerswho sent me private messg wanting me to continue this story ... love you alll ... like really thank you so much .. if i can change smthg plz let me know ...