Kim hyun jonng pov

It was a silent ride, I really expected much more than that for our first day. God knows how much I wanted to kiss her right now, to feel her head warming my shoulder, to hear her saying those 3 magical words… I wanted her to talk nonstop about the things she wants to do during this holiday, and most importantly I wanted her to make me believe in some further future with her in which she could warm the coldness I have in heart … the one that made me a man with no soul for a very long time  … I thought that no one could break the iced wall that hard days have built all around my heart .. yet she made it  and I can say I don’t want more than that in my life .. at least for now because I have never thought that I will be in love with a girl who loves me for who I am not for what I own

I wanted to talk yet every time I look at her I see she is overwhelmed with thoughts. Once you get something precious you ll do anything to keep it and this is exactly my case with somin I ll do my best just to keep her in my side even if it includes that I would not talk to her unless she wants me to .

But it breaks my heart to see her angry with me and I wouldn’t bear that much longer simply because it is killing me alive

_ Somin wanna play the radio on ?

_ no thanks .. she said without looking in my eyes not even bothering to turn and talk to me

_ it’s like you are saying that you have regretted coming all the way here !

_ what if I really do now

_ wow … all this coldness in your voice would make me doubt if you are really my baby who made me enjoy this holiday even before starting it … just a day ago it felt like you wanted this holiday way more than i did

_ sometimes expectation is way too far from reality … it happens a lot especially if someone gets so excited about something

_ I don’t really mind coming back to souel if you want

_ yeah I forgot that you are the wealthy young man who doesn’t care about any penny he spends

_ somin how much are you  planning to ruin the holiday I ve been craving for ages now

_ as much as I feel angry with you

I really wanted to start a fight right now and say all the rude words I can think of … yet if I give if a small thought maybe I should try some cheesy things … I see that a lot in movies .. maybe it could work with my baby acting cold

somin pov

Thank god I m not looking at him while talking, I just couldn’t stop smiling I was afraid he would get wind of my trick .. Pretending to be angry on him is the funniest thing I have ever tried … I don’t know how I got to keep that cold tone while my stomach is aching from laughing silently..  while looking at his reflection in the edge backwards  eye box .. he seems to be in a lost between letting his anger out and trying to make me smile … I just  like it when he tries with me .. making me feel special to see a new side from him … and most importantly to be the only one to know him that way … I m sure he is struggling not to scream or yell , he just got used on people asking for forgiveness and it was up to him to ignore or insult … there is no sympathy or joy when it comes to things like that .. yet he is trying to change only for me and that’s what make think of how would I show him how much I m happy to have him .. how much I feel special to be the first one – as far as I know- to make him learn how laugh and make others laugh … a laugh caused by a deep happiness a relaxation … I have never thought I would think of this yet love deserves all those tears and heart breaking because nothing could beat a happiness you get from having a both sided love .. I wanted to end this joke .. yet the more I see his face and its expression the more I enjoy it and want to keep it up until we come back home   … so I can really make all this acting worth it .. I have no idea how a couple act in these situation but I m glad I m dating a pro so I don’t really have to worry … all I have to do in the future is to watch some romantic comedy movies and dramas .. yes those I used to hate and mock a lot …  it’s the first time I think about love and I date … I don’t really have much resources 

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This is an update for my faithful reader "poornima" 

i thought i don't really want to write yet after i saw  your post on my wall i thought that someone is reading what i m writing so i woke up and wrote these lines .. i tried to put a lot of emotions in it because i m not feeling so well these days .. i just wanna tell you dear and to all my faithful readers : " please keep on supporting me .. and i ll try to do the best just for your sake hope you enjoyed this chapter and plzzzz write comments to keep me motivated to write ... a lot of unexpected events are coming so wait for it