Somin pov

And here we are in front of the door i have never dared to open , the front door of my grandparent’s mansion  … 

This is the place that made my mom laugh and cry as well .. from this door she was kicked out with my father when they came to get her parent’s blessing for their marriage .. this is always the place that keeps in each corner her memories .. I was forced to come here for couple days during holidays  after my mother’s death … they said that they want to take care of me since my father couldn’t afford that much at that time … I inherited this mansion after my grandparent’s death  .. and I thought coming here with the person that made me believe in happiness after my mother’s death would be a good start for my life ..  I felt like forgiving my grandparents now  …  I had always believed that they were somehow responsible for my mother’s death ..

Yet here I am now , met the right person who was able in a short time to make me love to live and to smile.. who made me live for myself … and that’s why I would die if I lose him .. maybe he is not that sure of my feelings because I ve never showed him how I really feel ..

_ hey , I don’t think you are angry that much in a way you wouldn’t let us in … I m still sick … can you see my pale face .. he said acting cute and sick ..

_ ok then .. I’ll be nice with you and I’ll let you sleep in the garden …

_ but !!

_ I know !! surprised right !! me too I ve never thought I’ll be this nice to you … so don’t make me regret that .. the garden is pretty big … feel like it is your own garden … don’t knock the door and interrupt my sleep .. I m so tired

I m curious about his reaction and I was trying as hell not to laugh … yet what he ve done next wasn’t for sure what I expected

He grabed me in a way both my forehead and noise was joined with his .. I wanted to resisted yet his arms pressed me closer to him .. then he looked into my eyes .. and that graze would make my heart pop out of my chest .. a look full of love and desire .. I m still not used on this kind of tricks .. an angel in the arms of a devil …

_ mmm let’s see now doctor Jung … you ve been controlling everything since the early start .. and I really love that I should say … yet I’m not sure if you can master the control thing as it should be … he said with a naughty smile …

I wasn’t ready for that …. I’m not ready to play games that I have no idea about them … the thing is that I m ashamed to say that .. I’ve always been the one who knows everything and confident about everything I do yet hyun jonng had often proved the contrary …

I could feel  his heart beat against mine … racing craving for smthg .. once I looked into his face trying to gain some confidence I saw him pulling the half of his of his bottom lip in his mouth  . he fixed his arms around my wist and I looked to his lips , my conscious and my hormones were battling yet the battle didn’t last long and my conscious lost the moment I crashed my lips against his, surprising him  . as my lips touch his I feel his sharp intake of breath .. I have no idea why I’ve done this and I  have no idea why I m doing this .. it was like an open invitation which is against my conscious of course yet I couldn’t stop … the taste of his lips had never disappointed me .. just as always .. the sweetest thing I would never get enough from it  … I could taste his fav gum flavor on his tongue as he opens his mouth and kisses me  … his warm tongue runs along mine as he move his hands to my face, cupping my flushed cheeks, before both of his hands go to my hips … he pulls a little and plants a small kiss on the lips “ baby, u never fail to surprise me” he smiles and bring his mouth against to mine, his tongue sliding in once more 

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