Holding On and Letting Go

Description

Sometimes we're holding angels
And we never even know

Byun Baekhyun finds himself in a club one lonely night, albeit accompanied by his closest friend, admiring a certain performer pour his heart out into his well-choreographed dance. The beginning of something beautiful flew in sparks of lights. In the span of time, however, hearts change and nights spent in each other's arms turned into nights spent apart. It was more raised voices than whispered words of love. The start of their story was as clear as crystal and carved in his heart forever. It was towards the end that Baekhyun starts to forget. Was it what he wanted? Or was it what he was most afraid of? It seemed that their painful end is inevitable, yet Baekhyun wasn't willing to let go. 

Inspired by Ross Copperman's Holding On and Letting Go. 

Pairing: SeBaek (main), ChenKai (slight)

Genre: Angst (just a sprinkle of fluffiness in flashbacks)

Four-Shot. 

It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't.
It's one door swinging open, and one door swinging close.
Some prayers find an answer, some prayers never know.
We're holding on and letting go.
 

Trailer made by keke_joker from L I F E Trailer shop

Reviewed by

❋❝A Dreamer's Dreamland❞❋

92/100 Score (a/n: yay)

Foreword

Hey, this will come after I post a sequel to 'Best Night Ever'

I know. I have like a million others not updated. But sorry, they'll have to wait. I'm writing this one before 'He Doesn't See' and after that, I hope I will be able to focus on SBFC and Wolves Of Fenrir. Please do enjoy this one, although it's angst. We all need it sometimes. I'm testing myself just how angsty I can get while writing SeBaek. I hope you'll still love me after this, lol. 

Comments are always appreciated. 

This one's dedicated to a few readers.
- iamtango (since you asked for a sorta chaptered SeBaek)
- ohfriability (Yeah, Pling, it's for you and there's a Kaibaek pending and it's for you too)
- powerpuffgull (I love seeing you in my comments <3)
- KyungsO-O (again lol i had to. you're one of the closest friends I have here xD)
- myself

So, yeah. Enjoy it when it comes later. 


 

 


 


 

theperfnerd
I dont think it'll progress slowly. this story has to have more angst than the fluff xD

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Davidlorenzo #1
Chapter 4: oh my god. I cried so much T.T
yehet_pcy #2
okay wow tbh what an emotional ride that was........ like wtf ugh im so happy but im really conflicted at the moment???? for some reason i dont know too tbh????? like okay when they just started i was like oh my god perfect theyre the cutest i love this this is so fluffy but i remember the foreword and the tags and like nOPE THIS IS ANGST OF COURSE IT IS AND RIGHT ABOUT THE TIME SEHUN WENT BACKTO DANCING AND BAEK FELT SO ALONE AND LONELY I WAS JUST WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED????? like baekhyun i literally didnt know what happened because baek obv did nothing wrong?????? AND I WAS SO MAD AT SEHUN BECAUSE HOW COULD HE HURT BAEK LIKE THAT LIKE TBH I COULDNT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHY HES LIKE THAT I WAS SO ANGRY BECAUSE IF YOU STILL LOVE HIM ING SHOW HIM AND DONT MAKE HIM BELIEVE THAT IT'S HIS FAULT YOUVE BEEN GROWING DISTANT HE'S HURTING SO MUCH AND ALL YOURE DOING IS FUELING IT BEC YOU THINK THATS WHATS GOOD FOR HIM LIKE WTF YOU CANT DECIDE THAT FOR BAEK BECAUSE HE WILL LITERALLY GO TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH FOR YOU AND YOURE JUST LETTING HIM LET YOU GO???????? LIKE WTF HUN IF YOU STILL LOVE HIM MAKE HIM FEEL IT?????
and tbh i dont god wHY THE DID IT TAKE YOU FIVE MORE MONTHS TO APOLOGIZE TO BAEKHYUN AND ASK IF YOUCOULD MAKE IT UP TO HIM?????? OF COURSE BAEKHYUN LOVES YOU ENOUGH LOVES YOU SO MUCH THAT IF YOU PROBABLY CAME RUNNING BACK TO HIS OLD APARTMENT THE DAY AFTER YOU WALKED OUT OF HIS DOOR HE WOULDVE GIVEN YOU THE CHANCE YOU HEAD.

omfg im sorry for the caps gOMEN i know i sound angry and violent but i swear im happy with the ending. thanks for writing and sharing!!!!!
eunaescup
#3
Chapter 4: I cried soo much T.T my baby Baek.. I really love how you write the scenes.. I can feel Baek’s pain </3 Thanks for this!!
Totally_Extreme #4
Chapter 4: I hate you....i really do.. here am i deciding to go through your stories to see if there is a story i missed. And i get an AMAZING story pulling at all my heart strings and crying my heart out
BaekMeACake_12
#5
Chapter 4: OMO MY FEELS
b2uty_tuli
#6
Chapter 1: lol i just checked out my favorites label and realized this is indeed my most fav story of yours keke quite surprised cus it's not one of your popular ones haha
b2uty_tuli
#7
sorry to be a silent reader all the time^^ but i have to tell i'm so in love with your chaptered stories, they are really really good and you're absolutely the best angst sebaek writer here btw i see your name in the comment section in every single sebaek fic i've read lol
Ashley_Carlson
#8
Chapter 4: You know authornim, may be you aren't good at writting sebaek angst, but for me you are the exact type of author, writes angst ones. Mostly since, i don't prefer full angst fics without a happy ending. Anyways, you are one of the best sebaek writter i ve ever met. Thank you for this amazing story. ^^
baekhyunkkaebsong #9
Chapter 4: aaah all the feels! I love your writing! and your angst-y scenes really made my heart ache which is great lol :)
12jungdorks #10
Chapter 4: My heart ached when they broke up & I teared up when they got back. The last scene/confession part was very touching. What a beautiful story♥SeBaek♥