Jonghyun's POV.
I walked to the room which Kibummie and Onew-hyung share with.
I turn the door knob because it was not locked.

I peeked into the opened door and I almost couldn't believe at what I saw.
The man who I love was lying, sleeping in other man's arm.
I was totally frowned from what I saw.
I barely could move either.
 

Uh,
Key was awake from his sleep.
"Oh,Jong-" I cut him off by saying that it's time for breakfast and leave immediately.
I hope he didn't saw my expression.
As I walked away, I felt that my heart was actually clenched into one.

As I was eating in the kitchen,
the sight of Key leaning against Onew's shoulder keep repeating in my head.

I was totally surprised about it.
I couldn't accept the sight that I saw.

"Good morning Jonghyun-hyung"
I heard Key.
He called me Jonghyun-hyung??
There was nobody around here, he should call me Jjongie.
But, why did he call me Jonghyun-hyung??

As I was still thinking about it,
Key suddenly asked about where was Taemin and Minho.
I answered that they went out for some morning exercise.

I went back on thinking about it,

"Jjongie, I only lean against the shoulders of the person that I loved"

He said that before.
Key said that before.

Did he really changed his heart??
or did he knew my feeling towards him?

"Jonghyun-hyung, I think w-"
I immediately cut him off by saying that I'm full and go to where Minho and Taemin at.

I left him all alone in there.
I'm sorry Key, I knew that you don't like the feelings for being alone.
But, I don't know why.
I don't feel like. . . .wanted to see you
WHAT THE HELL I'M THINKING ABOUT.
I better get rid of this feelings.
but, my body and my mind    they went out of control.
I can't control them.

Key, give me some time and I'll fix it.
I promise.

That's it,
I'm leaving to where Minho and Taemin was with a fake smirk for not letting Key knew that I'm was totally pissed off and SAD.

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sorry for the update.
this chapter was completely gone at first because my laptop suddenly lag-.-
so I rewrite it, but it totally > <
 

and, 
my brain was totally stucked.

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