Key's POV.

I was waken by the sunlight that was beaten on my face.
and yes, it's was another day to start.
I don't feel like waking up and do anything but we have another photoshoot coming in the afternoon.

I stood up from where I was laying and I saw Onew.
He's a really nice hyung that I have in this world.
He comfort me and made me feel that nothing to worry about when I was beside him.
I feel safe around him.
 

As I walked to the cupboard to take some clothes,
I saw a figure standing on the door.
I knew who was that,
it's Jonghyun.

"Oh, Jongh-"I tried to call his name but I was cut off by him saying that its time for breakfast and I watched his back as he walked away.
I opened the bathroom door as I finished my bath and I saw Onew walking in as sign that he want to take a bath.
I looked at the mirror to make sure that my appearance was OKAY, no sign of sadness then I made my way to the kitchen with a "plaster smile"

I saw Jonghyun on the dining table,
I tried my best and smile "Good morning Jonghyun-hyung".
"morning Key" he answered.
I try to avoid the akward moment by asking where's Taemin and Minho was.
"They went out for some exercise." was all he answered.

It's was completely silence after it.
As I was going to talk about us.
"Jonghyun-hyung, I think w-"
There he was again, I've been cut by him saying that he was full and he was going out to meet Taemin & Minho.
He got up and left me behind,
all alone in the dining table.
 

Kim Jonghyun, are you avoiding me?

I don't like the feeling for being alone anywhere,everywhere.
especially in the place which was crowded with people and especially when it's was during eating something.
I tried not to think about it and drink my tea.
I could feel my hand that holding the cup of my tea was shaking.
I really don't like the feeling for being alone .
He knew I don't like for being alone, but why is he leaving me alone now?

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"Oh, morning Key! =)"
Onew greeted me as he seated beside me taking a piece of pancake into his plate.
I hand the honey to him as I flash a smile while saying morning hyung.
He smiled and saying that we got to be hurry because manager hyung is coming to fetch us for the photoshoot soon.

As I was continue to think,
I was interupted by Onew.
"Kibummie, you should eat more."
". . .nae hyung." I answered as he started to talk again. "you loss some weight these few days, your face getting more skinnier than before."
I tried to lie to him as I'm saying "hyung, I'm alright. I'm on diet."
"Kimbum, you're already so thin, please don't keep saying that you're on diet but actually you're not."he said in a serious tone.

I was surprised with his serious tone and his expression and all I do was nodded my head and eat the pancake that he cut for me.
I'm being very thankful to him for being so concern about me.
why Jonghyun couldn't be just like Onew?

I wish that I have the chance to talk with Jonghyun.
I really wish.

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