How can I love thee, if I don't know whom I really am.

How can I love thee, if I'm still not aware whom you really love.

Is it me or him?

I wanted to love you, but the whole me cannot do that.

I wanted to love you, but jealousy succumbs me.

I wanted to love you, but I know 'he' is the one most capable of doing that.

Shall I let him?

Shall I hide behind him?

Shall I release him?

Or shall I fight for you even though I already hurt you more than you can imagine.