I Gotta Go
When You Look Me In The Eyes"Hey ___, I'm fine, you? Siwon said that you look very beautiful today I wanna see you now... Miss you, call me please ___ I've got something to say" After I read that text I call Kyu, just to hear his voice makes me happy
"Hello"
"Hello, ___, I'm glad you call me"
"What is it Kyu?"
"Siwon told me that you seems very happy there and I gotta tell you something, I think our relationship needs some time off... It pains me not to see your face, hear your voice, your laughter,and I have a tour coming up so I think we need to called it off, I know it's a surprise for you, and not a good one but, sooner or later we need a break ___, I'm sorry I rarely reply your messages, from what I read in your text you were lonely and sad the first day you got there, I don't wanna make you sad, I want to make you happy, I want to be with you but... I've been really busy right now and I need to be serious with my carier, and decided to break up with you because I know you're gonna happy with someone else... I saw you on the YouTube laughing and joke around with a guy and it makes me happy deep inside. so, I'll never forget you but this is the best for both of us. You can move on and have a good life..... I hope we meet again someday"
"Kyu, Kyu wait.... why?" I cry when I heard the break up statement from Kyu
"I need to be focus ____, I have a world tour and a new album release, it's just not the right time to have a relationship"
"Kyu, you're my first love, you know it right?! how could you?.."
"I'm sorry, I'm very sorry ___"
"If that's what you want Kyu, can we still at least be friend?"
"Not now _____, I told you i wanted you to move on, you can't moving on if i keep disturbing your life, this is it..... Bye _____ I loved you, Bye...... for now" then he hang up the phone. My phone ring again I saw the name and I answer it
"Helloo!!! Ready for a LA tour with Joe Jonas, _____?"
"I..I.. Can't.... I need some time alone" I still cry when I said that
"Whoaaa..... What happen? You're not okay... I'll be there as fast as I could.... Wait for me _____"Then he hang up the phone.
Joe arrives and I open the door, he standing there with his guitar and 2 cups of hot cholocate, I can see that he rushed here because he come very quick... Only 15 Minutes since the call... He give me the hot chocolates and sing with his guitar it was a really good song, and he makes me feel safe and warm after the broke u.
"Hey, so what happen?"
"My boyfriend... ex-boyfriend just break up with me"
"What??? Why?"
"He said that he's busy"
"Well, he's not a good guy then"
"He is"
"Not for you, ____, if a guy leave you because he says he's busy then he should be in a relationship with his job, cause he loves it more"
"Joe, actually I'm American, I was born here...."
"What? you never told me that"
"Yeah, when my family and I moved to Korea I fell in love with my ex-botfriend, Kyu. And even though my parents have go back to this country I'm willing to stay there, and now after my reason to live in Korea break up with me, I don't know what am I gonna choose"
"That's why your english is very good, so who's Korean in your family?"
"My Grandfather, My mom is American, My father is half-Korean half-American but he take the Korean nationality."
"That's why you look like American...... I doubt it when you say you're from Korea at first hahahha"
"It doesn't matter anymore, Kyu is now gone... I'm a brokenhearted girl now"
"Don't cry over a guy who left you, I'm here"
"Thanks Joe"
"No, I mean it..." and then he sing a song
"You're the voice I hear inside my head the reason that I'm singing I need to find you, I gotta find you" He sing that song
"_____, I love you, Will you be my girlfriend?"
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