but i don’t think that i can let him go…

LuHan POV

i thought after the ‘incident’ in the amusement park, Mr. Taozi would cancel his marriage with Kris, but he didn’t. i didn’t what i should feel. if you asked me, i still had mix emotions in my heart. one side, i’m glad that he didn’t cancel the marriage, because if he cancelled means HELL for the team, the OSH’s Wedding Organizer team.

but i also feel sad, because… there’s no way Kris would back to me. well, yeah… i’ve said that nothing would change. but, tell me.. how could you forget your first love, who already stayed beside for 4 years? even though i’ve moved on. but, no matter how far i move, i still concern about him, even just a little.

Kris

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today, Mr. Taozi asked us to visit the venue for the wedding ceremony and do the food testing there. Mr. Taozi asked us, us means him, Kris, Sehun, Kai, Lay and me of course.

ugh

Kris and i didn’t contact each other after the ‘incident’, thus we became awkward when we met today. fMr. Taozi greeted us cheerfully at the lobby. while i could see Kris wasn’t comfortable with this.. or maybe with me.

“good morning, Mr. Taozi, Mr. Kris…” SeHun represented us to greet the couple

“good morning all.. so, what are we gonna do first?” Tao asked still in cheerful tone

i didn’t know what’s wrong with him. i mean, after caught his boyfriend still saying ‘i love you’ to his ex, Mr. Taozi seemed fine with it. he looked didn’t care, like nothing happened. the fact was he was so clingy to Kris. he circled hi hand tightly on Kris’ arm, so close so lovely. even Kris seemed not in the same mood with him, Mr. Taozi kept smiling to Kris, like he wanted to tell the world, they’re fine.. they’re the most loveliest couple in this world

since we arrived here, i just kept my head low and stayed near SeHun like he was my shield. once i tried to look up and accidentally met Kris’ eyes. i directly looked back down.

“uhm.. i think we’d better do the food testing first, can we?” SeHun offered

“sounds great, right yeobo?” Mr. Taozi asked to Kris cheerfully but Kris just nodded

the couple walked first to the restaurant, followed by Kai and Lay. i sighed heavily before moved my feet. but i stopped when i saw SeHun stood blocking my way. i looked up at him and he smiled sincerely

“it’s okay, Lu… everything will be fine” i just nodded. i trust SeHun. so far, he was the only person that i trust since he was the only one who always looks after me, cares about me, and never hurts me.

he held my hand tightly to make me feel save and we walked together to the restaurant. when we arrived at the table, still holding each other hand, i saw Kris was frowning. i slowly pulled my hand from SeHun and took a seat.

“so” Mr. Taozi spoke up “let’s eat then”

“itadakimasu” Lay cheered up with sudden Japanese. we’re chuckled looking at him.

we were eating in silence when suddenly Kai cried and surprised us

“whoaaaaa….”

“Kai… what’s wrong?!” SeHun shouted back

“this… this food is sooo goooood!!! whoaaaa.. jinjjaaa jinjjaaa… whoaaa” all of us just rolled our eyes

“yaa..you guys should try this… yeobo, try this?” Kai continued as he feeding Lay lovely

“whoaa.. it’s good.. you’re genius, Kai” Lay praised his boyfriend while pinched Kai’s cheeks and Kai replied with caressing Lay’s cheeks back

“so, you’re a couple, huh?” Mr. Taozi asked and the couple answered with nodding “how long have you’ve been?” Mr. Taozi continued

“it’s about 3 years. we’re met at our university in Paris. well, it’s actually because of LuHan and SeHun” Lay said which made me and SeHun suddenly stopped eating

“how’s the story?” Mr. Taozi continued his curiosity, while SeHun, Kris and I continued eating

“well, as you can see.. these two lovebirds…” Lay pointed at me and