I woke up with a throbbing headache.

I was up all night, crying my eyes out. How could he do this to me?

I sat in the garden pondering these thoughts. 

Kris left this morning with a smile on his face.

"Bye babe i'll see you later" He said to me as he kissed my cheek and left out the door.

I feel so nasty, i don't want to even know where those lips have been.

Yixing came over again. 

"Hey Jongin" He said with his dimpled smile as he sat next to me.

I mumbled back a hi as i let my head hang down.

"Jongin?" Yixing said with worry in his voice.

I started sniffling as the tears started up again.

Yixing hugged me tightly as i cried into his shoulder.

"Jongin" He said softly. "Please talk to me, i don't like seeing you this way.." Yixing said sadly.

"...He cheated" i whispered softly.

Yixing POV:

I felt anger well into my heart as i heard Jongin say "...He cheated". I knew something wasn't right with Kris.

"Jongin leave him. He doesn't deserve you" I said patting his back.

"But i can't, i-" 

"No you don't! You don't know what love is. You're in love with a guy who keeps hurting you. Why do you stand up for him?" 

Jongin went quiet. Oh boy i hope i didn't hurt his feelings.

"Jongin i'm-" I couldn't finish my sentence before Jongin pressed his lips against mines. I was shocked i couldn't move but i kissed him back.

Jongin POV:

I don't know what came over me. I kissed Yixing. And it felt good. I didn't feel bad about it. It made me happy when he kissed me back. 

I pulled away and looked down hiding my flushed face.

"I'm sorry Yixing" I said covering my face. He pulled my hands away from my face and tilted my head with with a finger. My face flushed more when his face got close to mines.

"It's alright Jongin" He said kissing my cheek. Maybe Yixing is right, maybe it's time to stand up for myself and leave Kris. I just hope i'm making the right choice.