“she said, she loved me but I’m afraid… what if she leave me like what Yoona did?”

 

FLASHBACK

 

“Taeng.. can we go out tomorrow?” Yoona asked

“Sure.. but what’s the occasion?” Taeyeon asked

“N-nothing.. why? Can’t we go out without occasion?” Yoona asked

“of course not” Taeyeon laughed while holding Yoona’s hand

“It’s just that---“, taeyeon couldn’t finish her words because Yoona interrupted her..

“You wanna to come with me or not?” Yoona said

“Of course, I will” Taeyeon said while smiling…

 

Next morning…

Taeyeon was waiting for Yoona in the park..

 

“Wow!! You’re beautiful”..Taeyeon said, while Yoona just smile shyly

“So where are we going?” Taeyeon asked

“Uhhmmm,.. can we go to theme park?” Yoona asked

“Yeahh”.. taeyeon answered

 

They enjoyed every moment, everything they did together..

 

“woah, that was fun” Taeyeon said

 

Then she looked at Yoona

 

“why are you so quiet today, something’s wrong?” Taeyeon asked

 

Yoona looked at her with teary eyes

 

“baby, what’s wrong?” Taeyeon asked worriedly then she cupped Yoona’s face

 

Yoona shook her head..

 

“then why are you acting like that” Taeyeon asked

 

Yoona didn’t answer her instead she hugged Taeyeon and cried

 

“baby, please tell me what’s wrong” Taeyeon said as she patting Yoona’s back

 

Then Yoona let go of her, then she looked at her..

 

“Taeng.. I need to tell you something”.. Yoona said while sobbing still burying her face on Taeyeon’s neck

“What is it? please tell me” Taeyeon said worriedly

“My family are going to France” Yoona said as she faced Taeyeon “We’re going to leave tomorrow”

 “That’s good.. you can take a vacation there” Taeyeon said

“How many days?” Taeyeon asked

“I don’t know”.. Yoona answered

“Stop joking” Taeyeon said “youre scaring me”..

“I’m not joking” Yoona said “I don’t know when are we going back.. for months, years.. I don’t know”

“I to—“.. Taeyeon couldn’t finish her words,..

“Let’s break up”.. Yoona said while crying

 

Taeyeon can’t even say a word

A silence surrounds them, until Yoona broke it

 

“Taeng.. Sorry” Yoona said while crying

 

Yoona was gonna leave when Taeyeon grabbed her hand..

 

“Why do we need to break up?” Taeyeon asked while holding her tears back..

“Taeng.. I don’t know when can we go back here again”.. Yoona answered

“So.. I don’t care” Taeyeon said “We can work this out”,

“but I don’t want you to hold on something that you can’t be sure”.. Yoona said while crying

“Yoona!.I can wait... I love you so much… Please don’t break up with me” Taeyeon said, still holding her tears

“That’s why I’m breaking up with you!..I don’t want you to wait for me, I don’t want you to wait on something that even I can’t tell.. I don’t even know if we can see each other again”.. Yoona said while looking at Taeyeon

 

“please” Taeyeon begged “I love you so much”

“And If one day we meet again and I still love you and you still love me” Yoona said while tearing up “I Promise I won’t ever let go of you again”

“And if we won’t see each other again” Yoona said while crying “I want you to think that meeting me was just a dream and if you wake up tomorrow, you won’t get hurt anymore” 

 

Yoona took a step then stopped when Taeyeon hugged her from behind..

 

“How can it be a dream?” Tayeon asked leaning her head on Yoona’s back “how can you be a dream when it hurts so much, huh?

 

but Yoona didn’t say a word, she took taeyeon’s hand out of her then continued to walk..

 

End of Flashback

 

“I’ll misssssssssssss you!” Amber said while hugging Suzy tightly

“me too” Suzy said while hugging Amber

“behave!” Suzy said as they broke the hug

“I’m behave” Amber replied

“call me when you get there” Amber said while holding Suzy’s hand

 

Suzy nodded

 

“take care” Amber said as she kissed Suzy’s forehead, down to her nose and her lips

Suzy kissed back as she felt Amber’s lips, they were kissing passionately until

 

“Ahemmm!!” Sooyoung said

“I didn’t mean to interrupt your, sweetness, but I think you should go now” Sunny said “before you miss your flight”

 

Today is the day Suzy will going to come back in America

Suzy gave them a smile “I will miss you”, 

 

“sorry, we’re late” Sunny said as soon as she entered the student council room

“it’s okay” Hyoyeon said

“so what’s with this meeting today?” Sooyoung asked

“our school will have a new transfer student” Tiffany said “I was thinking if someone can tour her here”

“I wanted to do it” Hyoyeon said “but there’s so many projects that I have to finish”

“me too” Krystal and Seohyun said in unison

“it’s okay for me as long as she will treat me some food” Sooyoung said jokingly

“I’ll treat you” Tiffany said

“that’s a deal” Sooyoung said smiling

“deal” Tiffany smiled

“when will she come?” Sooyoung asked

“I think she’s on her way here” Jessica answered

“W-WHAT!” Sooyoung shouted in disbelief “as in now, R-I-G-H-T N-O-W?”

“yeah, R-I-G-H-T N-O-W” Jessica answered laughing “why?”

“I have to discuss something to my group mates” Sooyoung said

“I guess, you won’t do” Tiffany said

“I’ll do it” Sunny said

“chincha?!” Sooyoung asked smiling at her

“be sure to treat me some food” Sunny said then stood up and fixed her clothes “I’ll go now”

“what does she look like?” Sunny asked before going out of the room

“I don’t know” Tiffany answered “but I informed her to wait at the gate also she’s wearing a civilian”

“ok” Sunny said “see you later”

 

“did some……………..thing happen?” Hyoyeon asked when she saw Amber, Taeyeon quiet than they used to

“ahhh, Suzy left earlier” Sooyoung answered

“I see” Hyoyeon said “but why Taeyeon too?”

“I already miss Suzy” Taeyeon said jokingly as she looked at Hyoyeon, then she saw Tiffany staring at her

Taeyeon looked away immediately

 

“I’ll just go get something” Taeyeon excuse herself

“is she okay?” Seohyun asked

“yeah, don’t worry” Sooyoung assured her

 

“It must be her” Sunny said when she saw a girl standing at the front gate wearing a jeans and simple t-shirt

The girl didn’t notice Sunny because she is busy playing on her phone

 

“excuse me” Sunny said when she got closer to the girl, she couldn’t see the girls face since it’s back facing her

 

“excuse me” Sunny called again, but the girl didn’t move, then she saw the girl is wearing an earphone

 

Sunny took a deep breath “excuse me” she said as she touched her shoulder

 

“Ahhhh!!!” the girl screamed as soon as Sunny touched her and dropped her phone

 

Sunny gritted her teeth from the girls scream,

 

“did I scare you?” Sunny asked while picking up the girl’s phone

“you crept me up!” the girl said angrily

“”well I kept on calling you but yo-----“ Sunny couldn’t finish what she’s gonna say when she saw the girls face

 

“YOU?!!!” Sunny and the girl said in disbelief

 

“yeah, me” Sunny answered

“what are you doing here?!” the girl asked then took her phone

“don’t you see, I’m wearing a uniform?” Sunny asked sarcastically

“well I thought you’re a guard here” the girl said sarcastically

 

“ha, ha, ha” Sunny faked a laughed “funny”

 

The girl raised her right eyebrow and looked at Sunny

 

“what?!” Sunny asked with a tone of that-won’t-work-on-me “and for your information, I’m a member of student council and I was asked to tour you here, actually I volunteered”

“no wonder” the girl said “you’re always meddling in other people’s business”

“WOW!!! WOW!!!” Sunny yelled unbelievably “is that how you say thank you?”

“and why would I say thank you?” the girl asked without looking at Sunny

“we’ll let me remind” Sunny said “I help you from that man because she’s hurting you, I think I deserve a T-H-A-N-K  Y-O-U for that”

“no one ask you to do that” the girl said sarcastically

 

Sunny looked at the girl speechless

 

“I thought you’re my tour guide?” the girl asked then started to walk

Sunny took a deep breath while clenching her fist before she followed her

“calm down, calm down”

 

Taeyeon went to the corner of the roof top and looked at the sky

 

FLASHBACK

 

“where did you go?” Yuri asked

“I visited Jiyeon” Taeyeon answered

“you should’ve told us” Yuri said “so we can go together”

“next time” Taeyeon said

“did you cry?” Sooyoung asked

Taeyeon shook her head “no”

 

“yeah, you do” Sunny said “do you have a problem”

 

Taeyeon become silent

 

“hey, you can tell us you know” Sooyoung said

 

Then she narrated what happen between her and Tiffany

 

“what’s your plan?” Sooyoung asked “you know, two of you can’t avoid each other forever, especially now”

“I don’t know” Taeyeon answered weakly “I really don’t know”

“by any chance, do…………. You……….. like her?” Sunny asked hesitantly

“what if she---“

“she leave you?” Sunny asked

 

Taeyeon nodded “I don’t want to feel the same pain again”

 

“she said she love you” Sunny said “why are you afraid”

“Yoona said the same thing” Taeyeon said as she left and went to her room

 

Her friends don’t know what to say, they can’t blame Taeyeon, they saw how much Taeyeon suffered when Yoona left her

 

“why all of us are so useless when it comes to this thing?” Sunny asked

 

Sooyoung smiled bitterly “how I wish it’s easier as beating someone”

 

“I’ll go talk to her” Yuri said

“what will you tell her?” Sooyoung asked

 

Yuri shrugged her shoulder “anything”

“can I come in?” Yuri asked in front of Taeyeon’s room

 

No one answered

Yuri entered and saw Taeyeon lying on the bed

 

“I don’t know what words I should say to solve your problem” Yuri said as she sat on Taeyeon’s bed

 

Taeyeon stayed silent

 

“I don’t have a ing idea on what you’re feeling right now” Yuri said “but as you’re friend, I think I can tell you this”

 

Taeyeon stayed silent

 

“we’re not gonna force you if you don’t want but at least talk to her” Yuri said

“and what would I tell her?” Taeyeon asked

“how the hell would I know” Yuri said jokingly

 

Taeyeon smiled

 

“it’s up to you” Yuri said “it’s either tell her you don’t like her, so she can’t move on or be with her”

“is that coming from a girl who doesn’t believe in love?” Taeyeon asked

 

Yuri smile “if you love her tell her, she won’t wait forever” 

 

End of Flashback

 

Taeyeon took a deep breath and closed her eyes

“if you love her tell her, she won’t wait forever”

Those words keep repeating on Taeyeon’s mind

 

“Taeyeon-ahh” a soft voice called her from behind

 

“how can be a tour guide so boring like you?” the girl mocked Sunny

“well, I guess the fact that I already wasting my time is enough” Sunny answered sarcastically

 

The girl looked at her irritated

Sunny smirk “what?”

“you should’ve not volunteered if you can’t do it” the girl said

“if I knew that it was you and your rude, arrogant behaviour, there’s no way I’m gonna be here even if they kill me” Sunny is mocking her

“the way you acted, spoke to me right now, who do you think is the rude and arrogant one?” the girl crossed her arm and looked at her

“well I could be nicer than you can imagine if you’re not acting like that” Sunny said copying the girls pose

“you’re so----- UGHHHH!!!!!!!!” the girl shouted in frustration

 

“I’m pissed but its fun at the same time” Sunny said while smiling and looking at the girl

 

“tired already?” Sunny asked when she reached the girl sitting on the bench

The girl ignored her

“we didn’t walk that much and yet you’re already tired” Sunny said

The girl stayed silent

 

“booorrrrrrrrrrrrrrinnnnnnnnnnngggggggggg” Sunny said playfully “bbbooorrii-----“

“can you shut up?!!” the girl asked irritated

“well I’m bored” Sunny said “what do you want me to do?”

“why don’t you go and leave me alone” the girl answered

“you have no idea how much I wanted to do that” Sunny teased

 

The girl looked at Sunny while gritting her teeth

Sunny looked at her innocently but inside she’s laughing crazily

The girl stood up

 

“where ar-----“ Sunny couldn’t finish what she’s gonna say when she saw the girl swaying her bag towards her

“woahhh, woahhh” Sunny said as she ready to dodge the bag

The girl stopped before she could hit Sunny “UUGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!” she shouted in frustration then started to walk again

 

“hey! I thought you’re tired?” Sunny asked while laughing

 

“so, see you tomorrow” Sunny said

“who said that we will see each other tomorrow?” the girl asked while raising her right eyebrow

“ahh, right” Sunny said “I’m so busy in student council, so there’s a chance that I won’t be able to see you, but if you see me just call my name… I might have some time to talk to you”

“for your information I don’t wanna talk to you”

“who knows” Sunny said teasingly

 

The girl looked at her unbelievably, then she started to walk towards the gate

 

“wait!!!” Sunny shouted

But the girl didn’t look at her and walk continuously

 

“Hyomin-ssi!!!!!” Sunny shouted

 

The girl stopped and looked at her

Sunny smiled then run towards Hyomin

 

“is that your name?” Sunny asked

“how did you know my name?” Hyomin asked

“you dropped this earlier” Sunny said giving her I.D

 

Hyomin took her I.D and turned around

 

“she’s not really going to thank me?” Sunny asked herself unbelievably rubbing her head

 

“I’m Sunny!!!” Sunny shouted “nice meeting you!!!”

 

The girl didn’t budge and continue on walking

“grouchy” Sunny uttered while smiling, then she left

Hyomin stopped from walking then looked where she left Sunny

“nice to see you again” Hyomin whispered

 

“how did it go?” Sooyoung asked when she saw Sunny

“fun” Sunny answered then sat down

“fun?” Sooyoung asked

“yeah” Sunny said smiling

“and what’s with that smile?” Sooyoung asked

“what smile?” Sunny asked looking at Sooyoung

“that smile” Sooyoung said looking at Sunny

“it’s nothing” Sunny as she looked away

 

“should I force you to spill it out?” Sooyoung asked as she turned Sunny’s chair to face her

“fine” Sunny said

 

Then Sunny narrated what happen

 

“you didn’t get a thank you, you almost got hit, you become pissed” Sooyoung said “what’s fun on that?”

“it was fun teasing her” Sunny said “if you could see her expression, priceless”

 

Sooyoung looked at her suspiciously

 

“and what’s with that look?” Sunny asked

“what look?” Sooyoung asked

“that look” Sunny said

“it’s nothing” Sooyoung said

“it’s nothing, but you’re face says it all” Sunny said “it’s not what you think”

 

Sooyoung shrugged her shoulder “who knows what I think”

 

“and speaking of thinking, where’s the person who’s thinking crazily?” Sunny asked

“still thinking, I guess” Sooyoung answered

 

 

“Taeyeon-ahh” Tiffany called

Taeyeon didn’t move

 

“you okay?” Tiffany asked worriedly

“y-yeah” Taeyeon answered “yeah”

“you sure?” Tiffany asked “this past few days, you’ve been spacing out”

“just thinking many things” Taeyeon said “but don’t worry, I’m fine”

“if you’re still thinking what I’ve told you,” Tiffany said “just forget it”

“yeah, if forgetting it is the only we can be like we used to… just forget it”

 

Taeyeon didn’t move or say a word

“forget it?... after telling me you love me, you just want me to forget it?”

 

When she didn’t receive a respond to Taeyeon, Tiffany decided to leave

 

“does some people love like that?” Taeyeon asked bluntly

 

Tiffany stopped from walking and looked at Taeyeon who’s still back facing her

 

“after telling you how much they love you, in the end all they could say to you is, forget me, forget it” Taeyeon said a tears formed on her eyes

 

Taeyeon said it in a calm and normal way but Tiffany could feel the pain on it

 

“Taeyeon” Tiffany uttered

 

“just forget it” Taeyeon said when started to walk towards the door of the rooftop

 

Taeyeon stopped in front of Tiffany “don’t worry, I’m fine”, then she started to walk again

 

“I don’t understand you” Tiffany said “when I told you I love you, you said you can’t, and now I’m telling you to forget it, you’re acting like that”

 

Taeyeon stopped from walking but didn’t say anything

 

“what do you want me to do, huh?” Tiffany asked as she turned around and looked at Taeyeon “just ing tell me!!!, so we can go back what we used to before I confessed to you”

 

Taeyeon stayed silent

 

“just tell me” Tiffany said in a verge of crying

 

Then she walked towards and hugged Taeyeon from behind “just tell me, cause I’m missing you”, then a tears flowed from her eyes

 

Taeyeon closed her eyes as she felt Tiffany’s hugged and her warm tears

 

“if you love her tell her, she won’t wait forever”

Tiffany leaned her head on Taeyeon’s back “I won’t leave you”, she said as she hugged Taeyeon tighter

They stayed like that, Tiffany hugging and leaning her head on Taeyeon’s back

Then the next moment

Tiffany felt warm tears on her hands

 

“is she crying?”

 

Tiffany slowly taking her hands off of Taeyeon, then suddenly Taeyeon turned around and hugged her

Tiffany who still couldn’t believe on what’s happening, just stood there, without moving

“I’m scared” Taeyeon said as she burying her neck on Tiffany’s shoulder, and made Tiffany back to reality

“don’t be” Tiffany said as she hugged back Taeyeon “cause I won’t leave, I won’t disappear”

“promise?” Taeyeon asked

 

Tiffany smiled “promise,”

 

“so don’t cry” Tiffany said as she broke the hugged and faced Taeyeon “cause I wo—“ she couldn’t finish what she’s gonna say when Taeyeon crushed her lips on her

 

Tiffany who still don’t know what to do, just stood there without moving

 

When Taeyeon felt that Tiffany was not kissing her back, she pulled herself

 

“I-I’m so----“ Taeyeon couldn’t finish what she’s gonna say when Tiffany cupped her face and kissed her

 

The taste of the tears couldn’t stop them from kissing passionately and he the kiss become deeper and deeper, no one wants to broke it, but due to lack of oxygen, they can’t help it

 

Then they leaned on each other’s forehead closing their eyes

 

“don’t disappear” Taeyeon whispered

 

Tiffany smiled “I won’t”

 

^_^