“I can totally understand why Yuri is wearing a shades” Hyoyeon said “but, Tiffany, have you got beaten or something, why are also wearing a shades?”

 

“HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Sooyoung shouted while waving her hand “HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

 

“is wearing a shades a fashion sense today?” Hyoyeon asked jokingly when they got closer to them

The ChoJiTaeRi smiled at her

 

“where are they?” Yuri asked

“ahh… Taeyeon just went somewhere” Sunny said “Amber and Suzy went to buy something”

“Suzy?” Hyoyeon asked “you mean Suzy, your team mates?”

 

Sunny nodded

 

“Taeyeon!” Hyoyeon said when she saw Taeyeon walking on their way

 

Taeyeon waved her hand and smiled, but her smile fades away when she saw Tiffany

 

 

FLASHBACK

 

When Yuri left Taeyeon

Taeyeon keep looking at the sky

 

“can you give me a reason to get jealous so it won’t hurt like this”

 

These words keep repeating on Taeyeon’s mind

 

“Taeyeon” Tiffany said

 

Taeyeon took a deep breath before she turned around and looked at Tiffany

 

“you okay?” Tiffany asked as she walked towards Taeyeon

 

Taeyeon nodded “don’t worry… why you are still awake?”

“can’t sleep” Tiffany answered

 

Then a silence

 

“about what happen earlier” Tiffany said

“did I scare you?” Taeyeon asked

“not really” Tiffany answered “but I’m lying if I said I’m not shocked”

 

Taeyeon became silent

 

“but what I want to talk about is not the fight” Tiffany said

“don’t worry” Taeyeon said as she smiled to Tiffany “you’re just drunk”

 

“yeah… you’re just drunk and you don’t know what you’re saying…

you didn’t mean anything”

 

“I’m gonna go now… don’t stay up late” Taeyeon said as she started to walked

“Taeyeon” Tiffany said

 

But Taeyeon continued walking

 

“KIM TAEYEON!!!” Tiffany shouted

 

Taeyeon stopped from walking

 

“Tiffany, please don’t”

 

“I was drunk, but it doesn’t mean I don’t know what I’m saying” Tiffany said “I was drunk but it doesn’t mean I didn’t mean anything”

 

Taeyeon stayed silent as she closed her eyes

 

“I like you” Tiffany said weakly “I lik----“

“please don’t” Taeyeon said as she looked at Tiffany “please stop liking me”

“do you think it’s just easy?” Tiffany asked as the tears formed in her eyes “do you think it’s easy that if you say stop liking you, I will stop?”

 

Taeyeon didn’t answer 

“I hope so”

 

“Taeyeon I like you, that’s why it hurt so much when you told me that everything was just a lie, that you don’t like me from the very start” Tiffany said holding back her tears “and I hate you for that”

 

“then just hate me” 

“then you shouldn’t have held my hand that night!!!” Tiffany shouted and tears flowed

 

FLASHBACK

Taeyeon’s POV

 

“I went down to drink a water and when I came back I saw all of them sleeping, I saw TIfanny hugging herself, I thought she’s cold that’s why I carried her to bed, then I heard Yuri and I told her to carry Jessica to bed, at first she doesn’t but in the end she did it”

 

“when she was going towards Jessica and I put Tiffany down on the bed, When I put her down, I heard her say “MOM”, then she suddenly grabbed my hand, I don’t know but I don’t feel like letting go of her hand”

“then I heard Yuri whispered something, I ask her if she said anything but she said nothing, then she asked what I’m doing since she saw me holding Tiffany’s Hand, I told her that Tiffany suddenly grabbed my hand, but looking at her I know that she don’t believe in me.. but still she went to sleep beside Amber”

“When Yuri slept again, I whispered to myself while holding her hand, “ you really miss your mom, do you?” then I look at her again she’s like an angel sleeping then I told to myself “you’re not pretty, you’re beautiful”.. when I feel like Tiffany’s hand is not holding my hand anymore, I went outside to get some air”

                                (end of Taeyeon’s POV)

 

Tiffany’s POV

 

“I suddenly woke up when I heard someone, I heard Yuri said “you, what are you doing?” then I heard Taeyeon answered her “Tiffany suddenly grabbed my hand”..

“only that time I realized that I was holding Taeyeon’s hand, that moment I don’t know what to do because except Jessica and some close friends that was the first time that I was holding someone’s hand, I can’t even open my eyes or else she will notice that I’m not sleeping”

“Then I heard Yuri walked away from the bed I think she went to sleep again.. then after  some minute I heard Taeyeon “you really miss your mom, do you”.. “did I call my mom again?” I asked myself.. I think it’s been 30 minutes since I held her hand.”.

“I slowly taking my hands off of her.. then finally I let her hand go.. I think as soon as she saw that I’m not holding her hand anymore I felt that she walked away from the bed, I opened my eyes then I saw her went outside the room.. “What should I do? I don’t know how to face her tomorrow” I said to myself..  Then I look at my hand, her hand was warm,. I was uncomfortable about it, but when I’m holding her hand I feel safe..

 

                        (END of Tiffany’s POV)

 

End of Flashback

 

“I don’t know what you’re saying” Taeyeon lied

“yeah you do and I don’t care if you keep denying it” Tiffany said “you shouldn’t have hold my hand that night, cause that’s the moment I start liking you”

 

Taeyeon didn’t answer

 

“you shouldn’t have asked me to be your friends again, so I will continue hating you” Tiffany said as the tears continue on flowing

 

“Tiffany, please don’t cry” Taeyeon said “I’m not worth it”

“everything is worth it, because I loved you!!!” Tiffany said “can’t you see that?!!”

“Tiffany, you’re beautiful, smart, nice” Taeyeon said “you’re the person that everyone would want,but----“

“but not you” Tiffany said

“listen” Taeyeon said “I like you, I care for you… but I can’t love you”

“you like me, but you can’t love me?” Tiffany asked “are ing kidding me?”

 

Taeyeon didn’t answer

 

“why?” Tiffany asked “is there someone else?”

“nothing” Taeyeon answered weakly

“then, why?!” Tiffany asked

“because, I just can’t” Taeyeon said as she turned around and left Tiffany

 

End of Flashback

 

 

“there they are” Sooyoung said as she saw Amber and Suzy

 

Seohyun, Hyoyeon, Krystal, Jessica, make an O shape on their mouth when they saw Amber and Suzy walked while holding each other hands

 

“hey, guys” Amber greeted when they reached them

“I want you to meet Suzy, my girlfriend” Amber said happily

“hi” Seohyun, Hyoyeon, Krystal, Jessica said

“I’m glad to meet you” Suzy said “well it’s not the first time we met but I think it’s the first time we talk”

“have you eaten?” Sunny asked

“were actually looking where we would eat” Seohyun answered

“then, let’s eat together” Suzy said

 

“I’ll do it” Suzy said as she took Amber’s steak and cut it into pieces

“thank you” Amber said happily

 

Suzy smiled at her

 

“Krystal, you okay?” Sooyoung asked

“y-yeah” Krystal answered

“don’t you like it?” Sooyoung asked “you’re not eating”

“I’m fine” Krystal said “I think I’m just full”

“you want me to help finish that?” Sooyoung asked jokingly

“YAH!” Sunny elbowed her

 

Krystal laughed

 

“just joking” Sooyoung said, laughing

 

After eating

 

“Hon…” Amber said

“uhmmm?” Suzy asked

“is it okay if we leave you here with them?” Amber asked “we’re just going to buy something”

“yeah…” Suzy answered

“thanks” Amber said

“hey guys… can you look after her while I’m gone” Amber said

“sure…” Hyoyeon answered

“Jessica” Sunny said “can we borrow Yuri for a moment?”

 

Jessica nodded

 

“It won’t be long” Amber said then kiss Suzy’s crown

 

Krystal looked away

 

“bye….” Sooyoung said, then the ChoJiTaeRi left

 

After making sure that the ChoJiTaeRi is gone, Hyoyeon started to ask question from Suzy

 

“so, how long you’ve been together?” Hyoyeon asked

“5 months” Suzy answered

“you look so sweet” Hyoyeon answered

 

Suzy smiled “well I missed her… it’s been 5 months since we last saw each other”

“5 months?... I thought you been together for 5 months?” Hyoyeon asked

“well, she asked me the day before I left” Suzy answered

“ahhhh… I see” Hyoyeon said

 

“are you guys really that silent?” Suzy asked referring to Tiffany, Jessica and Krystal

 

“of course they’re not” Hyoyeon said “but you know… last night,”

“ahhh, I see” Suzy said “Amber already told me last night”

“you should have come with us” Hyoyeon said

“well I was planning to surprised them” Suzy said “but I was more surprised from what I see, they’re face was all messed up”

“I’m surprised too” Hyoyeon said “are they that good in fighting?”

 

Suzy smiled “yeah… they’re very good”

 

“are they friends for a long time?” Krystal asked and joined the conversation

“since we were high school” Suzy answered

“no wonder they’re acting like that” Hyoyeon said

 

“I hope you don’t mind, I really, actually all of us didn’t know that Amber has a girlfriend” Hyoyeon said “are they that secretive?”

“I don’t think they’re secretive” Suzy answered “but when it comes to personal, I guess”

“is Amber is the only one who has a girlfriend on them?” Hyoyeon asked “so in the future we won’t get surprise”

“unnie!” Seohyun said

 

Suzy laughed “no, it’s okay”

“see, it’s okay” Hyoyeon answered “aren’t you curious?”

 

“ohh… are you interested now?” Hyoyeon asked when she saw Tiffany listening to them

 

“I can’t help it” Tiffany answered “you’re noisy”

 

“Of course I wanna know… why she can’t? or because she already has someone”

 

 

“so… do they have besides Amber?” Hyoyeon asked “if you don’t mind.”

“from what I know… they don’t have” Suzy answered

“jeongmal?” Hyoyeon asked in disbelief

 

Suzy nodded

 

“they’re all looking good, smart, nice, I guess, it’s not impossible for them to not get someone” Seohyun said “are they that picky?”

“or do they had a girlfriend or boyfriend before?” Hyoyeon asked

“I’m afraid, I can’t tell you” Suzy said apologetically

“why?” HYoyeon asked

“well it’s something personal” Suzy said

“please……..” HYoyeon said “I swear, we won’t tell anyone, guys’ right?”

 

Seohyun, Krystal nodded while Jessica and Tiffany glared at Hyoyeon

 

“see, we won’t tell” HYoyeon said

 

Suzy took a deep breathe

 

“I didn’t know that much” Suzy said’

“just tell us what you know” Seohyun said

“Sunny and Sooyoung, from what I know they’ve never been in a relationship” Suzy said

“I thought they had an ex like 5 or something” Seohyun said

“what about Yuri?” Hyoyeon asked “did she have a girlfriend?”

“I hope so” Suzy said weakly

“you hope?” Hyoyeon asked “don’t tell me she’s never been in a relationship”

 

Suzy smiled weakly

 

“wow!!!, I never thought of that” Seohyun said “she’s like you know, the type of girl who’ll always in a relationship”

“how I wish she had one” Suzy said

“why you look so disappointed?” Hyoyeon asked “what if she’s just waiting for the right one”

“how I wish that’s the case” Suzy said

“why?, is there any reason?” Jessica who’s now joining the conversation

“well, that girl….. she doesn’t believe in love”

 

Hyoyeon, Krystal, Tiffany and Seohyun were surprised on what they heard, while Jessica just stared blankly

 

“I know it’s insane” Suzy said “but yeah… she doesn’t believe in love”

“well, it’s really insane” Hyoyeon said

“Don’t tell me Taeyeon too?” Krystal asked

 

Suzy looked at them worriedly

 

“why?” Hyoyeon asked “she’s like Yuri?”

 

Suzy let out a sigh “make sure never, never say a word from what I’m telling you… especially about Taeyeon”

“swear” Hyoyeon said as she raised her right hand

 

“you know when we were high school, they’re the most popular student in our campus” Suzy said

“well, I guess until now” Seohyun said

“then one day, there’s a transfer student… she was Taeyeon’s first love” Suzy said

“they become together?” Hyoyeon asked

“yeah… and everyone was jealous of that girl” Suzy said “when you look at them, they’re like the happiest person on earth”

“then what happen?” Krystal asked

“I don’t really know what happen since that time, they didn’t know me and I’m not close with them” Suzy explained “just one day the girl disappeared”

“disappeared?,, as in gone?” Krystal asked “did she die?”

“I don’t think she died” Suzy said “caused if she did the whole school will know it”

“do you think, Taeyeon still waiting for her?” Krystal asked

“I don’t know” Suzy said

 

“hey” Amber said as she hugged Suzy from behind and leaned her chin on Suzy

“h-hey” Suzy said

“what are you talking about?” Amber asked “you look serious”

“nothing,,, just a girl thing” Suzy said

“I’m a girl too” Amber pouted

 

Suzy giggled “you’re cute” as she pinched her cheeks

 

“guys… I’ll leave first” Taeyeon said “I need to go somewhere”

“sure” Sunny answered “see you later”

 

Tiffany stared at Taeyeon while walking

“do you still love her?”

 

“how are you?” Taeyeon asked as she put a flower on the tomb

“are you looking over me right now?” Taeyeon said as she looked in the sky

“I miss you” Taeyeon said as she sat down on the ground

 

“Jiyeon-ahh, what should I do?” Taeyeon asked “she said, she loved me but I’m afraid… what if she leave me like what Yoona did?”

 

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