I walked into the room, Min was fast asleep. I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her peaceful face. Her lips were formed into a faint smile; gosh she was beautiful this way.

I really hate telling her bad news but it’s better to tell her while she’s asleep that way she can’t say I never told her. She moved a little bit and slightly opened her eyes waking up.

“Jiyong is that you, what are you doing here?” she whispered.

I sat there on the edge of the bed looking down at her in a slight panic. She looked at me through sleepy eyes waiting for an answer.

“I wanted to tell you something” I whispered quietly.

“What is it?”

I sat there trying to avoid her sleepy eyes knowing that what I’m about to say would wake her completely. I really wanted to tell her while she was asleep to avoid confrontation.

“You’re not coming are you?” she asked opening her eyes a little more.

“No” I said quietly.

“Jiyong why” she said her voice starting to shake as she woke up.

“I can’t” I whispered.

“You said you’d come” she said sniffling.

“I said I’d think about it”

“Please come” she whispered.

“I can’t okay, I just can’t” I said looking down.

She grabbed my face and fixed my eyes into hers.

“Why, give me a straight answer why you won’t come” she said angrily.

This is why I wanted to tell her while she was sleep to avoid all of this. I really don’t want to say these words knowing they would hurt us both. I sighed; I was going to have to tell her the truth.

“Because I can’t see you give your love to someone else while I remember this love that we still have. I don’t want to see someone else make you theirs, I can’t witness that.” I said as I looked in her eyes.

Tears began to fill her eyes and gushed down the side of her cheeks as she let go of my face. I took her face in my hands and wiped her tears.

“I’m sorry Min but I can’t, I won’t”

“Please” she said, a soft sob escaping .

“I love you and I don’t want you to be with someone else you know that. I tried to act like I was alright with you moving on and I want to be happy for you but I can’t and I won’t pretend to be. It’ll be better with me not there, better for the both of us” I tried to explain.

She continued to cry and sob my words only making things worse.

“Look I didn’t want to make this a bad visit, I just wanted to tell you, please forgive me” I said wiping more tears from her face.

I gently kissed her forehead.

“Tell him congratulations, you’ll make a beautiful bride, I just wish I was the one you were marrying” I said quietly leaving her room.

I stopped outside of her door leaning my head against the wall as a tear fell from my eyes.

This Love…

Hello everyone and welcome to my second fanfic This Love^^ I think I went overboard with the forward lol…I couldn’t help myself :)

To all my subscribers who are reading my first fanfic Lies don’t worry I won’t stop updating it, I will continue it until the end…

To any new subscribers who want to check my first fanfic out here’s the link

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Hopefully everyone will enjoy this story and show me lots of love and support with your comments and feedback which I love oh so much. Until the first chapter seeya then :)

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