I screamed on the top of my lungs, WHAT DID THAT HAVE THAT I DONT?! 

yeah, world first problem. Your bestfriend fall in love with other people. And they start to going out. Here i am patheticaly crying, not holding anything, since he is always with em since childhood. We spent everything together, like holidays, we have the same favorite shirt, i like watching football just as much as he do. 

But growing up is a . Im not good looking enough, i dont have big eyes like the common ullzang does. This kitten-look alike eyes woont get me anywhere, and i hate it cus he love it. He love my eyes cus it doesnt goes under surgery. Yeah in our age, everyone does surgery, but im not. 

Oh seunghyun, if you could see how blind youre, dating a girl who had nothing like my eyes, that girl who got under needle, that girl who fancies prefer eating in a luxurious restaurant rather than subway, that girl who spent her time doing make up rather making you laugh. I would do anything to you.

Now, as the glass shattered and i feel something crawled in my veins, some reddish liquid flown out like a waterfall that slowly fade away.

Seunghyun, saranghaeyo