Hayi POV

“Kim Hanbin VS Lee Hayi, oke lets come forward guys” I heard yunhyung oppa called my name. The trainees else clap and make noise. I see hanbin has in there, and I…. I don’t want to come forward, I am not ready. I am afraid. Suddenly I have pushed and finally I give up and come forward. I see hanbin look at me and yunhyung oppa too.

“OK, the contestant are here now. So greet each other first” yunhyung oppa said

Hanbin try to greet me and I“What shoul I do, I dont want to do this”

 “But….” I said

“Why hayi-ah?” yunhyung oppa ask gentlely

“I’m so sorry oppa. I can’t do it. Please switch me with the others” I said and I try to come back to my chair andsuddenly hanbin speak loudly

 “Why??? Why you can’t?”

I stop and face to hanbin. I can see he is angry to me. I never he is like that. For some reason I am afraid he is like that. I tried to explain but I got confused. “How I explain about this, I am not ready hanbin-ah. I am still don’t have confident to sing infront of many people. How if they hate me or critize me?”

“its because …..”

“Why?” hanbin said “You cant sing?”

“I… I think I have cough now” I lied. “I cant say that I cant sing. Please stop it hanbin-ah”

“Don’t lie!!! I never see you practice singing before.” Hanbin said

“sorry hanbin-ah.” I walk to my chair “maybe you cant understand what I feel now, mianhae L”

“WHY???? Don’t look pitiful like this hayi-ah. Don’t lie! I only saw you busy with your book in your room, and now you said you are sick? You  must go to hospital not here!”

I hear hanbin still said meanly to me “Stop it hanbin-ah, please. Cant you just release me?”

“Or you just don’t want to battle with me? Its too worthy sing here? Don’t seen like pabo girl like this. You must feel thanks because you can sing in many people now, don’t you see many people want like you, exactly in front of you.”

“You are right, I am pabo girl now. I cant sing. I think its pusnishment for me because I lied many people before. Its Okay. As long they forgive me, I can live like before. Ordinary girl.”

I see the trainees infront of me take look of me now

“Stop it hanbin” I said and turn my head to hanbin“please” I almost fall my tears

Hayi see the trainees again and many of them agree with hanbin.

“Why? Because your problem before, you cant sing right now?” hanbin ask

“Hanbin, stop it!!!” yunhyung oppa said

Finally I feel ashamed. My heart will exploded, my head is dizzy

“STOP KIM HANBIN!!!!” I face to hanbin with angry expression

“I said stop it! Don’t you hear me? What you said? They want be like me too? You too? Take it, take all of me now. I don’t need it.” i said distinctly and stare to hanbin.

I feel my tears fall and i go out from there while wipe my tears. In the door I meet with chanhyuk and soohyun, but I walk by and they follow me.

Nobody POV

Hayi and AKMU in hayi’s room now. Hayi cry and soohyun hold hayi’s hand while chanhyuk hold hayi’s shoulder.

“Its okay eonni” soohyun said

“Just cry until you feel better hayi-ah. You must have hard time before. Mian we have just visit you today.” Chanhyuk said

“Eonni must feel lonely oppa” soohyun said

After a few minutes later, hayi stop crying.

“Gomawo for coming. I feel happy” hayi smile bitterly “You bring what I asked before right? Where is it?”

“Forget it. I don’t bring.” Chanhyuk said

“Don’t lie. I know you bring it. Where is it?” hayi beg to chanhyuk

“I don’t bring it.” Chanhyuk said

Finally hayi take chanhyuk bag and search something

“Look, you bring it.” Hayi take a box from chanhyuk’s bag and chanhyuk try to take it but he cant.

“Hayi-ah don’t take it. It will make you sadder” chanhyuk said

“Its right eonni” soohyun said

“What? Its not only from my haters but also my fans too. There are illness and medicine too.” Hayi open the box and many letter there. She try to read all of that one by one. Thereabouts 100 letters.

Meanwhile in basement

The battle is over. Many trainees come back to their room now. And team B still in there, hanbin got scold from s.

“Whats wrong with you hyung? Hayi noona must feel bad now. aah” junhwee complain

“Its shock accident. Don’t you think hyung?” donghyuk said

“Yep. It remind me when hayi fighted with jenny before here” yunhyung said

“I feel pity with hayi.” Bobby said while her hand in hanbin’s shoulder

Jinhwan infront of hanbin said “whats wrong with you?” hanbin just see him and bow

From a far jenny just feel weird.

“Are they close? I never see both of them together, but why they talk comfortably each other even hanbin call her only ‘hayi’.” Jenny think

Its about 9 pm now

2 hours before, AKMU went home first because they will do recording. Bang yedam say good bye 10 minutes before and hayi still in her room. Her manager will pick her a hour later. She still read the letters. In team B’s room, 5 boys force hanbin to apologize to hayi but hanbin still doubt. Team b have gone home too except hanbin. He still exercise like usually. He will give extra time to exercise if he feels sorry or angry.

Hanbin look his watched, its 09.45 pm now, he will go home too. After pack his stuff he go out. When he walk in hayi’s room, he see the lamp is still on. “Is she still here?” hanbin mumbles. He sees hayi still there, she is sitting on the floor and reading letter. Hanbin wants to greet her and  says sorry but he feels afraid too. He takes look again and see hayi has done packing her stuff and will go out from her room. Hanbin try to hide himself. And luckily hayi doesn’t see him. When hayi walk by, hanbin sees something fall. And after hayi is not there, hanbin tries to take the stuff. It’s a envelope. “Is it letter?” hanbin said

At first hanbin doubt to open the letter but he