Maybe, all of us are still waiting for the one we love. I was one of them, waited for the love to find me.

Every day I will make myself, dedicated myself for the future my parents have plans for me. All the things they wanted from me, I will make it true as I was the puppet from this family.

I like to begin like that, because it was a waste of time for betraying your own parents that have raise you up until now.

I don’t want to disappoint them, that why I will make myself the one they like. It’s the same as my love issue. I will let them decide who will be the one bear my child, bear their grandson, bears this company.

I always told myself don’t dream, because my dream has been decided. But I wanted to find the one I love, I wanted that, I want to felt it, how it would make my heart beating like the people always said in the stories I read.

If only the one I waited come to me now, here, right now.

I would be free, I would make myself happy. I would become the me that I had always wanted to be.