"Well, once I start to toss this coin and it's a head, then I should tell him. But if not--- then, I should just keep it hidden." Krystal said and starts to get frustrated. Then she starts to toss the coin and cover it with her hand and she's starting to open it slowly and slowly. But before she was about to open her hand to see what's the result, minho suddenly came. So, she immediately put the coin on her jacket and greeted minho with a smile hardly

"I'm sorry it take me long to come here. It's just there is an emergency and I can't say "No" because this is our duty." minho said

"Oh, gwaen--- gwaenchana." krystal replied with a smile

"Did you wait long?"

"Ha? oh--- aniya, I just came a while also. So, don't apologize and I think we should have a seat now."

"Oh, kuraeyo" minho said and they both have a seat and starts to order

After ordering, they eat first. But while they're eating, minho starts to open the topic

"Well, since that I'm here now. Can you tell me what's D-day? huh?" minho said while eating and krystal choke her food

"Oh, gwaenchana?" minho asked and give her water

(After drinking)

"Gwaenchana?" minho asked again

(krystal nodded and silence occur for a while)

"Uhmm... minho?" krystal starts to get minho's attention

"Neh?" minho said

"Well, I have something to say"

"Yeah, I know. So what is it? what is that D-day?"

"Well---"

"God! should I? or should I not? should I? or should I not? should I? or should I not? should--- aishh!! michi getda(I'm going crazy)" she said to herself

"Krystal? yah... gwenchana? what is it?" minho said

"Ha? oh--- uhmmm.... how should I say this? Uhmm... minho---"

"Aishh!! what is it so hard to say it."

"Uhmm... minho---" krystal said

"Deh?" 

"Uhmm... (krystal starts to smile) ah, I just want to say sorry and thank you to you." krystal said with a smile then she turn her head down and the smile faded

"Bwoh? wae?"

(krystal smile again while facing minho)

"Ha? (she take a deep breath) ah, well it's because your always there for me no matter what. From all the ups and downs, through all happiness and sadness, your always there for me ready to give a hand and a shoulder to lean on. That's why I'm saying thank you. And I also want to say "Sorry" for all the things that I've done. Well, I don't know where I did wrong but whenever we have a fight. I know I have my fault and you also have yours, I just don't know where I did wrong. But I still want to say sorry for it. For all the things minho, I'm sorry"

"Bwoh? but why are you saying this now?"

"Well, nothing. I just want to say this to you right now because we don't know what will happen the next day, right? So, before it's too late, I want to say these things to you early"

"Yah... gwaenchana? is everything okay?"

"Deh, everything's okay" krystal said with a half smile

"But why it seems like your saying your last words. Wae? are you going somewhere?"

"Well, if I'm going somewhere I'm not that emotional to say this to you."

"Then, waeyo?"

"Nothing, I just want to say this to you"

"So, this is what you mean D-day?"

(Krystal nodded with a half happy and a little sad face)

"Well, thank you and I'm sorry also"

"Yah! is that the only thing you can say to me right now after all of what I've said?" krystal said angrily

"Well, what do you expect me to react? I'm just too shocked of what your saying to me right now that I can't say anything. You can't blame me. Besides I'm not use with this drama, it's not my thing"

"Aishh! michi getda. Aishh!!" krystal said and punch minho's shoulder

"AHH! YAH!"

(Minho reacted angrily and krystal just smile and starts to have a drink of soju. Then she smile and starts to drink also)

Well, while they continue eating. Krystal don't feel at ease, she keep on biting her lips while taking a deep breath like she wants to say something, but she's thinking twice

"Yah! I know you want to say something?" he asked

"Ha? oh--- uhmm---" she was tongue tied

"My god! krystal you have to say something! you have to say something! YOU HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING!"

(Krystal take a deep breath)

(Krystal coughs)

"Well--- well--- Minho--- I Love---"

"What? You?---"

"Uhmm... I Love--- I Love To Be With You Forever. I will be your biggest and greatest friend who will be always there for you always. Tha-- that's what I want to say" 

(Krystal take a deep breath)

"Bwoh?(minho smiles) well, thank you then. But I already know that Krystal. Because even though I broke your heart, you're still here with me. And I didn't expect you to be part of life, I didn't. And that is why, I want to say thank you to you also, for everything. And on the other side, I also want to say sorry for hurting your feelings, you know that I didn't meant it, honestly. But I still want to apologize for it, because I still cause you pain."

"Well, that's in the past now. I already get over it, so don't bring that thing back"

"Yeah, I know. But I also want to say something to you..."

"Bwoh?"

"That don't you ever fall in love with a guy like me or specifically ME..." Minho said and krystal look at him seriously like she was disappointed

"Wae?" she asks

"Well, you know why.. because you will end up hurting yourself only. That's my advice to you krystal. Don't fall for a guy like me, arasso?"

"Bwoh? oh--- well, of course not, never! (Diffensive act) Once is enough for me, and I don't want to happen it... again?" she confusely say

"Well, good then."

"But how do I know that I'm already falling in love with a guy like you?"

"Ha? oh well--- well then let me meet him also. So that I can get to know him. Then I will tell you what kind of person he is, and you will be the one to judge if his personality is the same as me. How about that?"

"But what if I will say that I've fallen for you right now minho? what will you do?"

"Me? well, I don't have to answer that because that's impossible, right?"

"Ha?--- oh--- oh deh, your right. You don't have to answer because that's impossible. But it's still good that you will because it's only an "If" nothing to worry."

"Oh-- "IF" who invented that word? I hate "IF's". But IF (he emphasize) you really want me to answer. My answer will be "No way" I can't let you love me because I'm afraid that I will just hurt you for the second time again, that's why. And you are my VERY BESTFRIEND and I don't wanna hurt you."

"So, the reason is you are afraid that you will just end up hurting me? your VERY BESTFRIEND?"

"Well yeah, that's one of the reasons. Because I will be hurting myself if I hurt you. And I'm also afraid that maybe I can't never get over with the person that I truly love, and I just realize that after I hurt her, and turn away from her first. I can really say that I'm such an idiot. If only I could turn back time, I would really will and change what's happening right now. Here we go with the "IF" again"

"Well, it seems like your really regretting it, huh? So, it only means that you regret what you have now, including the people around you. Because if you only chose her and didn't hurt her. You will not have this life, right? "IF" again..."

"Well, that's not what I meant. I just want to turn back time and have her back and have the people that's around me right now. And that time, I can be happy now"

"Well, that's impossible. Because once you have her, it will change your world. Because the reason why you are like this no