The next day at the hospital...

"Excuse me miss, but did you contact your family already?" the nurse asked

"Aniya, I don't have a family because I'm already dead in there eyes" yuri replied

"Bwoh? but---"

"I said I don't have a family that I should go back anymore. I don't..."

"Arasso" the nurse said and leave

After 2 weeks...

At the hospital where yuri walk around because she felt bored. And as she was walking around, everytime she will see a patient who is together with their family. She always feel jealous because even if her family is still alive. She also feel like they're dead because they don't even care about her.

(Authors POV: Well, she never thought that her Halmoni and her Brother are there for her always. She was just blinded by her hate and lock of love)

While she's walking around inside, she decided to go outside to feel the fresh air. And it's been 2 weeks that she didn't even go out. She's always inside the hospital

"Who is she?" the first nurse asked

"Molla, she's already here for almost 2 weeks only. And it seems like she was abandoned. Because no one is visiting her here" the second nurse said

"Ah! I remember now. She is one of the people that was included about the bus accident the past 2 weeks." the first nurse said

"Jinjja? but does she really don't have a family? a teenage beautiful girl like her? how could it be?"

"Well, it's not impossible. It can happen to everyone"

"Well, she has a family" the third nurse interrupted and the two nurses turn there eyes on her

"Jinjja? eodi?" the first nurse asked

"She has a family, but her family thought that she's dead. And so, she also choosed not to contact them anymore" the third nurse replied

"Wae? and why her family thought that she's dead?" the second nurse asked

"A long story guys. Anyway, I have to go" the third nurse said and leave immediately

Outside the building of the hospital where yuri sit on a bench and keep looking around.

Yuri's POV:

"It seems like I'm the most lonely person in the world now. No family, no friends, no place to live, to eat, to drink, and no love. I'm so hopeless, and useless. It feels like I'm a living person who is dead in this world. I don't even have a person that I can talk to, and share of what I'm feeling right now. There's no even just one person that is here for me and will ask me if "I'm okay or not" No one... Well, I have a family but they don't even care about me. And if they care, they will know that I'm not dead and they must be looking at me right now. But they didn't, they just accept the lie fact that I'm already dead. I hate them, I hate them, I hate them!"

~End of POV~

"Are you okay?" 

A guy asked who is standing in front of yuri. And yuri turn her attention on him, and she was surprised that she can't say anything. She just look at the guy

"Hey, gwaenchana? can I sit beside you?" the guy asked again

"Whatever..." yuri replied coldly

(The guy just smiled and sit beside her)

"Well, how does it feel to be out of this world now?" the guy asked

"Bwoh?" yuri was shocked

"I mean, I know that your family thought that your dead. So, how does it feel to be dead even if your still here in this world, so alive?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Oh, I'm sorry. But maybe your curious why I know, right? Well, it's because there are some nurses who was talking about you a while ago, and I heard it accidentally because they were talking so loud. That's why"

(Yuri look at him seriously)

(Yuri take a deep breath)

"Why are you asking?" yuri asked coldly

"Well, it's because I want to experience it, but I didn't. So, I'm asking you" the guy replied

"Ha! really? you want to experience it? you don't even know how hard it is"

"Well, that's why I'm asking you"

"Okay fine. It's so hard, and it feels like you don't even belong in this world anymore because everyone thought that your not suppose to be here anymore"

"I know, but other than that?"

(Yuri turn to look at her again)

"Your really curious, huh? why you even wish for it?" yuri asked

"Well, it's because I hate beeing me. They are always the one who is controlling me. And I don't like it, it feels like I'm a prisoner. That's why I keep on wishing that why if I will pretend that I'm dead, and then I'll leave in this place and won't come back anymore. Besides, I can live on my own. I have my own money, a big money. And it's enough to build my own dream and walk away from them"

"Jinjja? well, at least, they care about you. Not like me"

"Wae?"

"They don't even care about me. That's why my life turn to be like this."

"That's why you became dead in their eyes because they don't even care about you, huh?"

"Well, yeah..."

(The guy just look at yuri seriously)

"Well, I understand how you feel. But being thought like your dead in this world feels like your really dead in reality. Because no one will never care and love you. And then, sooner or later, you will get lonely. Like what I'm feeling right now" yuri said

"Well, your family are the only one who thought that your dead. But to those people who still don't you and once they see you, they will start to know that a person like you exist in this world. And besides, there are so many people that you can find in this world that will truly care about you, will love you, and will always be there for you. You just have to wait. God didn't make you leave in this world, he just want you to leave in your past world and be dead in their eyes. So now, you should start building your own world. Don't lose hope, God has a plan on you of why your still here" the guy said

"Don't lose hope? I don't even know how to start and where to start. And your telling me not to lose hope? I don't know what should I say"

"I know, I understand how you feel. And you have a right to be acting like this because your right, you don't know what to do. But once you realize of what to do, how to start, and where to start. I know you can get this all through. Just don't get things in a rush. It's not helping"

"Thank you..." yuri said and look down her head

"Okay, don't be sad. Just smile, keep smiling"

"How can I? tell me?"

"How? well---"

(The guy think and do something funny)

(Yuri laughs)

"Okay, that's what I want you do" the guy said

"Thank you..." yuri said as she smiled

"For what?"

"For making me smile" yuri said and look at him. And their eyes meet each other

(Yuri then avoid the eye contact)

(It became awkward)

"By the way, why are even here? what are you doing here?" yuri asked

"Because I want to see you"

"Bwoh? I don't have time for jokes" yuri angrily said

"Okay, I'm sorry. I'm here because my little sister got into an accident, the bus accident"

"Jinjja? your sister?"

"Deh, and I heard that you are one of the people inside the bus also, right?"

"Deh... is your sister okay now?"

"Deh, and she's doing to discharge today"

"Well, that's good. So, I'm not going to see you again?"

"It depends"

"Okay, so I have to go now. Nice of seeing you, at least I have someone I can talk for today. And thank you for some advice, I'll keep that in mind" yuri said and get up

"Wait, what's your name?"

(Yuri look at him for how many seconds)

"Wae?" the guy asked

"If we meet again, I'll tell you my name" yuri replied and leave

"I'll see you again, then!" the guy shouted as he wave his hand. Then he also leave

After one week...

At the street tent where yuri have a drink of soju. She keep on drinking and drinking until she gets drunk. And after that, she leave and walk around the street. And when she was about to cross the road, she doesn't know that there was a car approaching. She was about to hit by the car but thank god, there was someone who grab her arm and save her. Yuri was really shock of what happened, it feels like she goes back to her senses now. So, she remove herself from the hold of the guy, and look at the face who save her.

"Gwaenchana?" the guy asked

But yuri didn't reply, she just look at the face of the guy. Then in