[AUTHOR'S NOTE]
Some parts will contain verses from the songs.
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I close my eyes in this sleepless night
And recollect my thoughts of you
I hate myself, who knew nothing
I turn on the lights and look around my room
My eyes come to a halt as I look at the dimly lit spot
Where I put that birthday present I didn't throw away
and everything of you

2 months later Soo Yoon was going through the mail when she suddenly saw an unexpected letter from Jonghyun. Soo Yoon could feel her tears begin to form as she sat down on a couch and open the letter.

*Jonghyun's POV(as he writes the letter to Soo Yoon)
"Soo Yoon-ah,
Its been 2 months now since you were with me. I spent countless sleepless nights thinking about how this happened. Why didn't you tell me that your father's company was in big trouble? Why didn't you ask me for help? I just don't feel the same anymore without you. If you had told me about the problem, I would have been more than happy to help you but instead I had to find out everything the hard way just to know that you are getting married to someone else...If these never happened....I would have been the one standing next to you in the altar reciting those vows with you....

Ever since you left me....I spent my sleepless nights anywhere in the house but my room....I could only go in there to reminisce everything we've had together. I never touched any of your belongings as I was afraid it would only get contaminated and everything of you would get lost. I know that someday we will still have a chance together so i kept everything in its place...waiting for you to come back....

I don't know how things will be when we see each other again...I hope that you take care of yourself well and I will be also.

Anyeong.
-Jonghyun"

After reading the letter, Soo Yoon bursts into tears as the reality struck her again realizing the choice she has taken...

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Wandering the sea of life, all the lost dreams
are in the corners of my desk drawers
you were hidden within them
A picture of you I found in a box, under a layer of dust
A love letter filled with my young heart
and everything of you

Cause you were my sun, the moon
You were my everything and
Everything in my room seems to miss you
If I get tired putting myself in harms way to find you
and forget for a moment our hidden memories still linger
cause you're still in my room

*Jonghyun's POV
Its been a full month now since the last time I went into the room...dust was starting to collect everywhere...For every minute and every day I don't go inside the room...I started to forget everything we've had. I stopped going inside for a reason...and that reason is to stop the pain of having to lose you....It wasn't until I was walking around one sleepless night that I had walked into the room and found the picture of us together. Tears began to fall again as our picture brought back the past memories in my mind. My heart ached once again and I felt like my heart was stabbed over and over.

Although I want to stop the pain...I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I still love you so much that it hurts me to imagine about forgetting you completely. I tried to move on and be with someone else but still I couldn't bring myself to love them.

TO BE CONTINUED.....
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A/N: Here is the second chapter. For everyone else...keep sending in ur apps I will be able to start yours as soon as I finish the last part. Please bear with me.... I'm really sorry...

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