Hyorin and I were walking down on the street late at night .

We were talking about idols and how lucky we are to be close to the Beast members because we used to train together before Cube entertainment scouted them and they debut as an idol .

Ahh , The good old times ..

Hyorin is totally in love with dong woon and i am totally in love with Junhyung . We tends to go crazy when we talk about them . 

We had not seen the boys for 2 months as their schedule is very tight  while we are busy training for our next audition .

I bid goodbye to Hyorin as we split ways towards our home .

The next day , I received a text from Yoseob .

He said he and the boys want to meet with Hyorin and I . I agreed happily . 

We meet 30 minutes later at our hangout , located underground .

I asked him "How have you been?"

"I'm fine , I miss you a lot. Why didnt you contact me?" He replied .

I answered " Haha , I miss you too ,  joker! I'm too busy practicing . I want to enter cube family so much."

"Why?" He replied

"I want to be in the same family as you and the Beast member ."

"Haha . Goodluck then !" He grinned sheepisly .

Talking to him makes me blush and uneasy . I can't believe he still remember me . 

I thought that they would forget me as they debuted , and slowly .. drifted apart .

Yoseob must have realized my discomfort as he left as soon as he said goodluck .

Hyorin grinned when she saw me talking to Yoseob .

She came to me and told me that Yoseob likes me which makes me really shocked.

We are just friends and I can't believe that he actually likes me.

Suddenly , Hyunseung came to my side and gave me a blast .

We chatted a lot and he says that the Beast member would help us to get inside the Cube family by training us for the audition that will occured in 3 months time . 

"Our schedule for this month is pretty slack so we can help your more. Yoseob came out with a training list for us ."

In the list , Gikwang & Hyunseung will train us dancing , Yoseob will train our vocal and Junhyung will train our rapping .

While I'm satisfied with the list , Hyorin asked "Why isn't Dongwoon involve?

Yoseob says "Errr.. I know you like Dongwoon a lot so I am going to tell you the truth . He has a girlfriend already"

I couldn't believe my ear . Dongwoon has a girlfriend ? I looked at my best friend .

Hyorin eyes widened and in a few moment , I could see tears threatening to fall .

"Are you okay?" I asked as I patted her shoulder .

"Im not! How can he be attached ?" She said in a very sad tone.

While I tried to cheer her up , Yoseob came out to make funny faces making Hyorin gave out a small smile .

I can't believe it . The people around me is changing . Though I could see that Junhyung didn't change at all . He is still shy and attractive . I smile .

Out of a sudden , Hyorin asked me " Between junhyung and minwoo , who would you choose?Your crush or your ex-boyfriend whom you share memories with ? "

"I... Don't know . I'm still not over Minwoo yet but I really love Junhyung alot . Sometimes I think he's my only one" I replied.

Me and hyorin turn silence while walking on the crowded street and the boys are just behind us wearing sunglasses not allowing anyone to recognize them . We walk into a arcade , I saw a Machine with alot cute soft toys in it and I scream "I want that bear!"

Yoseob immediately say "eun yeon , here I'm catching for you!"

"thanks seobie !" I said .

Time passes fast and it's 9pm already , it's time we going to walk our separate ways . However , we all walk different paths. Me and hyorin to the left and beast boys by the right .

Suddenly , I heard someone calling me. It's junhyung! He come to my side and said "the practice and training will start next week , be sure your will be here . I... Really cannot bear to see you leave but still see you next week . Goodbye!" my heart melts and was stunned by how junhyung treat me. Does he likes me too?

A moment later , hyorin said " you are lucky to have such a crush but for me it's impossible , didn't you see dongwoon never even talk today but keep starring on his phone."

"cheer up girl , he isn't married so you still got chance." I said.

"don't use words that are deceiving to cheer me up , I know it's a impossible thing to happen." hyorin said.

"Alright , just don't think too much and remember not to cry , its time to go . Goodbye!" I said

"goodbye!" hyorin answered.

When I want to walk home , I saw minwoo so me and him exchange glances. "ah..stop there , I want ask you something." minwoo screamed.

"what..?" I asked.

"can.. We patch? We break for almost a month but I really still like you . " he said

" err.. I cannot patch with you because I like someone already." I said.

His head face down and walk away. I think I'm really hurting him , I'm enough .. I hurt him because of junhyung. Again and again , junhyung revolve me , I'm so in love with him. He is like an angel In my eyes . I reach home , was too bored and I went to watch fiction mv and saw beast perfection. I believe they will be our good teacher for training us , if I enter cube I can face them everyday . It will be the best out of all . I love how beast plan for us , it was awesome. It's late already , shall go to bed .

Next morning , saw 4 unread texts . Received texts from Yoseob , hyorin , minwoo and unbelievingly jun hyung . Yoseob says "want come to watch our music performance which is music core today?"

I replied "it's okay , I'm busy today."

Hyorin says "what will you be doing today? Free to meet?"My mood still isnt good , the huge blow is hypnotizing me ."

"I'm sorry , really not free today." I replied to hyorin.

Minwoo says "heard from beast members you joining audition? Just want to tell you goodluck to entertainment world."

"yeap , thanks ." I replied to minwoo.

Junhyung text me what yoseob text me , no difference at all.

Behind the reasons why am I not meeting them is because I just want to stay at home and prepared for next week training , I don't want exposed too much if not next week I will gone crazy , I just want to clear my mind so that I can be attentive .

One week passed , today me and hyorin meet in the park waiting for gikwang to drive us to the recording and studio for the training. I'm nervous.. I'm afraid I cannot concentrate when junhyung is training me rapping . Awhile more , gikwang reach and we head to the studio .

Reach there , it was perfectly great. First , we start on dancing . My dance isn't good but hyorin is a Great dancer as she is a ballet dancer . So gikwang teach me how to dance patiently but hyunseung get annoyed when I cannot do everything well .

After dance , it's vocal lesson which yoseob will train us . Suprisingly , I can sing well but I cannot handle my voice really well .

Suddenly , yoseob held my wrist and tell me "I... Like you." I got really shocked , he confessed to me !

"I just treat you as my friend , how could it possible for us to be together." I said

"why isn't possible? I know you like junhyung not me but still I will always like you." yoseob said.

He then give me a kiss on my forehead. I feel the warmth but not love. Yoseob is like an angel . To avoid awkwardness i quickly walk away to the next training which is rapping . I feel very nervous .

However , junhyung can see my nervousness so he hug me out of a sudden and say "with oppa here , you don't need to feel nervous just relax , i will definitely train you well ." my heartbeat goes thumping . His lesson was great , I can managed rapping skills already .

Finally , first day of training ended . I really learnt alot . Hyorin came to tell me a lot about how yoseob feel towards me. I feel guilty , I'm trap in between 3 guys . Worst is I dun even know whether Junhyung likes me too as he is treating me so passionate , as a friend or lover he treating me this way? I asking myself.