Chapter 16

 

SooSica’s POV

 

After hearing what Sica’s said she starts to get mad

 

‘ Fine, Hyo never did this to me ’ Soo mumbles but Sica heard it. Sica starts to get uncomfortable when Soo mentions Hyo’s name

 

‘ I’m going back home after. I will tell our parents that I don’t feel well and go back alone. You can stay here if you want ’ Soo walks out the bedroom

 

 While walking toward the bedroom door, Soo heard Sica sobbing. Soo quickly walk back to Sica

 

‘ Hey, why are you crying? ’

 

‘ I don’t like that you compare me with Hyo. It make me insecure ’ Sica sobbing

 

‘ I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it ’

 

Sica hugs Soo ‘ I’m sorry Soo ’

 

‘ Sica, I didn’t mean to compare you with Hyo. Is just I’m too mad because I’m hungry. All you want is having with me, sometimes I really wonder if you really love me or not ’ Soo  slowly said

 

‘ Soo, I love you. I’m just scare that if I don’t have with you, you will leave me ’

 

‘ What? ’ Soo asks in disbelief

 

‘ I’m scare that you will leave me because some other girl give herself to you ’ Sica said

 

‘ Pabo, I love you because you are Jessica Jung and because of you body. Even if we didn’t do it I will still love you the way you are ’ Soo hugs her back

 

‘ Really ’ Sica asks

 

Soo nods

 

‘ I should save my ity for a special occasion instead of giving it to you so easily that night ’ Sica mumbles but Soo heard it.

 

Soo cupped Sica’s face ‘ Too late because I already took it away from you ’ Soo kiss Sica’s lips and it become more passionnate.

 

This time Sica pull off the kiss ‘ Aren’t you hungry ’

 

‘ Nah~~~maybe you can be my diner for tonight ’ Soo smirks

 

Sica smiles ‘ I can be your diner every day if you want ’

 

‘ No need just tonight is enough. I want some real diner in the future ’ Soo smiles and kiss Sica again.

 

Slowly their clothes flies around the room.

 

Yuri’s POV

 

I went to Soshi bar where Minho want us to meet.

 

‘ Hey Minho ’

 

‘ Hey Yuri, this is my girlfriend Jiyeon ’

 

‘ Hi Yuri, oppa talks alot about you ’

 

‘ Really, did you know he is my boyfriend now? ’ I said in a serious tone

 

‘ You mean fake boyfriend ’ Jiyeon smiles

 

I burst into laugh ‘ Is very nice to meet you Jiyeon, Minho talks about you alot ’

 

I sit down

 

‘ So how everything with Yoona? ’ Minho asks

 

‘ We went to the amusement park today and Seunggi oppa is here. I didn’t spend a lot of time with her. I don’t know why, but she seems different today ’ I sigh

 

Jiyeon patted my shoulder ‘ Why don’t you confess your feeling to her? ’

 

‘ Why everyone ask me to do this. Earlier is Fany now is you Jiyeon ’

 

‘ Like you said, Yoona and her boyfriend spend more time together than with you. What if she really move on from you ’ Jiyeon said

 

I start to panic ‘ Do you think so? ’

 

Jiyeon and Minho nods

 

‘ What should I do now? I don’t wanna lose her. I didn’t realize it before how important she is in my life ’

 

‘ Go tell her what you really feel about her. ’

 

‘ But I’m scare and nervous ’

 

Minho chuckles and gives me more drinks

 

‘ Maybe the alchool will help you ’

 

I nod and drink a few glasses. After the few glasses, I left Minho and Jiyeon. I take the cab to Yoong’s place.

 

TaeNySun’s POV

 

Tiffany’s mom is out for a business trip for the weekend, so Sunny asks Fany to stay with them for the weekend.

 

‘ Fany, just stay with us for the weekend. We can have a movie night together ’ Sunny said

 

‘ Fany you can stay at the guest room. ’ Tae said

 

‘ But…. ’

 

‘ No but, Tae drive back home ’ Sunny said

 

After the arrive at Tae’s apartment

 

‘ Are you guys hungry? ’ Tae asks

 

‘ Yes, I’m hungry ’ Sunny said with an aegeyo

 

Tae pinch Sunny’s nose

 

‘ OK, I’ll prepare ’

 

Tae looks at Fany ‘ Fany, what do you wanna eat? ’

 

‘ I don’t mind. Just cook whatever you want ’ Fany smiles

 

Tae went into the kitchen and SunFany went into the living room. Fany sees the bracelet that Tae gaves to Sunny on Sunny’s wrist.

 

‘ The bracelet look great on you ’ Fany said

 

Sunny smiles ‘ Yes, I really love it ’

 

‘ So are you ready for our two weeks vacation ’ Fany asks

 

‘ Yes, I’m so excited. Tae worries that I will be too tired ’ Suuny said

 

‘ Such a caring girlfriend ’ Fany smiles

 

‘ Yes but sometime she is just exaggerate ’ Sunny said

 

‘ I’m sure she is like this because she really care about you ’ Fany patted Sunny’s hand

 

‘ I know, that’s why I more in love with her. I’m just scare that if I leave her one day…… ’ but Fany cuts Sunny

 

‘ Nothing will happen to you Sunny. ’ Fany assures Sunny

 

‘ Thank you Fany. But if something happen to me, I hope you can replace me to stay beside Tae ’

 

‘ Sunny, is not what you thi….. ’

 

‘ I can see you love Tae but because of me you can’t confess. ’

 

‘ Is not like that Sunny ’

 

‘ Is ok Fany, I’m happy that you love Tae. Because if I leave her one day, I will know that someone is loving her and comfort her so she won’t be lonely ’ Sunny said

 

‘ Sunny, I won’t do anything to break you and Tae ’

 

‘ I know. But please promise me that you will be by her side the moment I leave her. You know my heart problem just get worst…… ’

 

Fany hugs Sunny ‘ Stop talking about this Sunny. You are a great friend to me and I’m happy to see you and Tae happy ’

 

YoonYul’s POV

Yoong is packing her stuff

 

* Ding *

 

Yoona opens the door and saw Yuri

 

‘ Yul, what are you doing here? ’

 

Yuri smiles and went inside. Yoona smells alchool on Yul’s.

 

‘ Are you drunk? ’

 

‘ No ’

 

But Yoona is not convince, she is sure that Yuri is drunk but the truth is Yuri is not drunk at all, well maybe just her cheek is red but she is very conscious.

 

‘ Yul, you are drunk. Let me take you home ’ Yoona went into her bedroom to take her purse then she feels Yul backhugging her.

 

‘ Yul, what are you doin…… ’

 

‘ I love you ’

 

Yuri’s POV

 

Yoong thought I was drunk. I doesn’t matter how she thought, I need to confess to her now. I saw her went into her bedroom and quickly follow and backhug her.

 

‘ Yul, what are you doin…… ’

 

‘ I love you ’ I finally confess

 

‘ …………… ’

 

Didn’t she heard me? Maybe I must say it agin

 

‘ I love you ’

 

She turns to face me

 

‘ I know ’ she answers

 

I smile ‘ You already know ’

 

‘ Yes, you love me……. ’

I kiss her on the lips. At first she is struggling, I wrap my arms on her waist more tightly not letting her go. After a while, she stops struggling. I kiss her more passionnatly and slowy push her on the bed.

 

After we pull off the kiss, I look in her eyes

 

‘ Please stop now, I can’t stop myself if you continue ’ she said

 

‘ I want you ’

 

‘ No, you…… ’

 

I didn’t let her finish her sentense and I kiss her again. Slowly she responds to my kiss and my hand slowly travel her body. Again, she stops me. I look at her eyes

 

‘ Please, I want you ’

 

After a few second, she slowly nods her head. I give her a smile and kiss her again.

 

Yoona’s POV

 

When I went into my room to take my purse, I feel Yul backhug me then I heard her said I love you.

 

But I also know that she didn’t mean the way I want. Then again I heard her say it again and these time I turn to face her.

 

‘ I know ’ I answers

 

I see her smile ‘ You already know ’

 

‘ Yes, you love me……. ’

 

I want to say that she love me like a bestfriend and nothing more. She already make it very clear to me but why she must remind me of this hurtful memory. I didn’t even finish my sentense, Yul suddenly kiss me on the lips.

 

Im Yoona, stop hoping that she said it for you. Yul is just drunk and think you are Fany. You know the one she loves is Fany and not you. Don’t fall for it again and get yourself hurt again……

 

I start struggling hoping she will let me go but instead she just hugs me tigher. I don’t know what happen to me, I slowly start to respond to her kiss. After a while, she finally pull off the kiss and look into my eyes.

 

‘ Please stop now ’ I say

Then I heard her said ‘ I want you ’

 

No Im Yoona, Yul is drunk. You are not the one she wants.

 

‘ No, you…… ’

 

Again, she didn’t let me finish my sentence and kiss me again. I know is wrong but I just respond to her kiss. While kissing, she slowly pushes me on the bed with her on top of me. Suddenly, I feel her hand travel my body. I remember about what she said the last time we did it. She said she was drunk and I should stop her even she forces me. She finally stop her hand and look at me

 

‘ Please, I want you ’ she said lovingly

 

I know is so wrong to let her touch me again. I also know that I will hurt oppa if I do this but at the end I give in again.

 

After this, I won’t see her again……I just want to be in her arm for the last time. And after tonight, I promise myself that I will forget her and be a good girlfriend to oppa…..

 

I slowly nod my head. Yul give her a smile and kiss me again.

 

After our activity, we fall asleep.

 

A few hours later, I look at Yul and give her a kiss on the lips for a last time. I slowly move her arm on my waist and get out of the bed. I get dress. My flight will be in two hours, so after dressing up and I start to write a letter for Yul. After I write the letter, I take my luggage. I look at her for a last time and walk out the bedroom.

 

Yuri’s POV

 

I was sleeping then I heard the bedroom door close. I open my eyes and Yoong is not beside me. I slowly sit up on the bed and look around the room.

 

‘ Yoong ’

 

‘ ……….. ’

 

No respond. I went out the bed and put my clothes on. Then I see a letter on the desk. I open it

 

Dear Yul,

 

The moment you see this letter, I will be in the plane. I’m sorry, I didn’t told you before. I made the decision a few weeks ago. This is my only option to move on and start a new life. I know you don’t love me the way I love you. I know about last night is was a mistake, I should stop you since you are drunk and what you said is not for me just because I love you so much that I gave in and slept with you. You don’t need to feel guilty….

 

Fany is a great girl, if you really love her then confess to her. I will not be here to help you but I’m sure you will find the courage to confess. Take care of her. 

 

I won’t come back to Korea anymore so last night is the last time we will see each other. Take care of yourself.

 

Your bestfriend,

Im Yoona

 

Pabo, she thought I love Fany. I already confess last night and she thought I was just drunk and my confession is not for her. Tears fall non-stop when I saw the last sentence. Then my phone rang but I don’t know who is it

 

‘ Hello ’ I answer while sobbing

 

‘ Yuri, is my Seunggi ’

 

‘ Seunggi oppa ’

 

‘ Can you open the door for me? ’

 

‘ What door? ’ I ask confusedly

 

‘ The front door, I’m in front of Yoona’s appartment and I know you are inside ’

 

How did he knows?

 

‘ OK ’

 

After we hang up, I went open the door. He gives me a sad smile and come in. We sit in the diner room

 

‘ How did you know I’m here? ’ I ask

 

‘ I came to see Yoona last night. While I came out from the car, I saw you. I also know that you guys are together last night ’ he slowly said

 

‘ I love Yoona ’ I finally said it loud

 

He gives me a sad smiles ‘ I know, that’s why I came here. Yoona still loves you ’

 

‘ She already gone ’ I start to cry

 

‘ She leave Korea because she thought you don’t love her the way she loves you. ’

 

‘ No, I love her more than anything in this world ’

 

‘ Yoona’s flight is at 4AM, you can catch her if you go to the airport now ’ he said while looking at his wristwatch.

 

I quickly stand up then I stop

 

‘ Why you help me? I though you love Yoona ’

 

‘ That’s why I help you. I love Yoona and I want to see her happy. If she stay with me, she won’t be happy. Yuri, you are the only one who can give her happiness. ’

 

I hug him ‘ Thank you oppa ’

 

He patted my back ‘ Go now, the plane won’t wait. Promise me one thing ’

 

‘ What it is? ’

 

‘ Take care of Yoona, if you don’t I will take her back ’

 

I smile ‘ I will and I won’t let you stole her away from me again ’

 

He chuckles ‘ Go now before is too late ’

 

I rush out the apartment and take a cab

 

‘ Airport please ’

 

Yoong, please wait for me………