AUTHOR POV

" stop being like this will you?! " Sehun yelled and held Ye Eun by her shoulder.

" i.. miss him.. i love him so much.. " the words somehow torn Sehun's heart into pieces.

" but can't you at least forget him when i'm with you? " Sehun asked and anger showed in his tone. Ye Eun blinked at him

" w-wae? " Ye Eun stopped sobbing and looked up at her best friend.

" nevermind. let's get you something to eat " with that Sehun dragged Ye Eun to eat at a restaurant in hongdae.

they went to an italian restaurant and ordered for pizza and pasta. while they were eating, none of them said anything. Sehun started eating as soon as the food was served. Sehun was enjoying his pasta and Ye Eun giggled at the side of hungry Sehun.

" quit staring and eat your food. " Sehun said without looking at her.

" yours looks more yummy than mine. " Ye Eun said still haven't touched her fettucine yet.

" of course i have better taste than you. " Sehun stuck his tongue out at his bestie.

" you have improved. " Ye Eun said as she started eating

" improve what? " Sehun asked in confusion

" you do aegyo. " Ye Eun held her laughter

when they have finished eating, Sehun drove Ye Eun home. when they have arrived and Sehun decided to drop by, Ye Eun's parents weren't at home yet. They sat together at the living room and Sehun turned on the tv.
 Ye Eun got up from the couch to grab drinks for both of them.

" what are you wa- WHAAAA!!! " Ye Eun jumped to the couch and covered her eyes.

" where's my drink? " Sehun looked at her, confused.

" ge-get it by yourself! switch the chanel palli!! " Ye Eun told and turned out Sehun was watching insidious 1.

" how about no? " Sehun grinned

" th-then i'm going to sleep! BYE! " Ye Eun got up from the seat

" okay bye. sleep well with the ghost. " Sehun teased then Ye Eun quickly went back to her seat 

" i hate you OH SEHUN !! " Ye Eun hitted his arms

" hate me? fine. i'll go home now. " Sehun teased her as he stood up from his seat.

" don't !! " Ye Eun pulled Sehun back to his seat.

Sehun laughed at how scared Ye Eun was. when they were still watching the movie together, Ye Eun's phone vibrated. Her mom has sent her a message telling that they can't return home that night because they still have to look after her grandfather. Ye Eun pouted after reading the text.

" waeyo ? are you sad because the movie has ended? " Sehun teased her

" aniyo! eomma and appa can't return home tnight. they still have to look after my grandpa. " Ye Eun pouted buth thne her face brightened

" Sehun! sleep over for tonight please????? " Ye Eun begged with her puppy eyes.

" aish.. okay okay. " Sehun said and was pulled into a quick hug by Ye Eun.

the two decided to went upstairs to just play in Ye Eun's room. When Sehun was already inside her room, his eyes quickly searched for the teddy bear he gave her. it was on her bed but there was another one from Luhan.

" Sehun ah~ your dance competition is the day after tomorrow right? " Ye Eun asked and Sehun nodded as an answer

" i'll cheer for you!! " Ye Eun beamed.

" now let's get to sleep. i have practice in early morning tomorrow. " Sehun said and walked towards the door

" but im scared!!! stay here until i fell asleep! " Ye Eun begged

" okay just 10 minutes. " Sehun sat on the empty space next to Ye Eun.

" Sehunnnnn~~ let's hang out tomorrow after your practice. " since tomorrow is saturday Ye Eun wanted to hang out somewhere

" sure. " Ye Eun then began to beamed happily

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the next day after Sehun has done with the practice they immediately drove off somewhere. the ride took almost an hour and half until they have arrived in Gangneung. as soon as they have arrived a big mansion and beautiful scenery welcomed them. Sehun walked towards the mansion but Ye Eun was still admiring the whole things around her.

" Ye Eun! come here! " Sehun called and Ye Eun quickly followed him and both went inside the mansion. an old lady greeted them happily. Lee Ahjumma has worked for the Oh's for almost 10 years. she has been taking care of the mansion for years.

" ahjumma i missed you.. " Sehun hugged the old lady

" i miss you too sehunn~ how are you? " she asked

" i'm fine ahjumma i came with my best friend today.. her name is Ye Eun. " Sehun introduced Ye Eun.

" annyeong haseyo Ye Eun imnida. " Ye Eun greeted and bowed politely.

" nice to meet you " ahjumma replied.

Both Sehun and Ye Eun had lunch together in the mansion and after that they went to look around the mansion. Ye Eun went out happily to see the lake. the view was really beautiful at that moment. without her realizing, Sehun followed behind her. suddenly she felt a grip on her wrist. she turned around and saw Sehun. Sehun led her to sit at the edge of the lake.

" this is sooo beautiful Sehun! but.. why did you take me here? " Ye Eun looked at him questioning.

" just feel like it. are you cold ? " Sehun asked in worried

" i'm fine.. Sehun~ you'll do well tomorrow araji?? " Ye Eun cheered

" i will.. and you'll see me holding up the trophy. " SEHUN JOKED

" said the cocky hunnie~ " Ye Eun giggled

" Ye Eun ah~ did you call luhan last night? " Sehun asked and avoided eye contact

" i didn't. " Ye Eun told

" wae? " he asked

" you told me to forget him while i'm with you.. but.. what's the reason Sehun? we used to spent times together as three. why you-"

his lips landed on hers.

" because i love you.. but i know your heart.. it doesn't belong to me. " Sehun said after he pulled away. Ye Eun froze at her spot. She blinked repeatedly at the scene that ust happened between them

" wh- what are you saying?! you know i love Lu- " another kiss happened

" i knew. i knew it very well. look at me Ye Eun. " Sehun cupped her face and made her look at him. Ye Eun avoided Sehun's eyes

" i'm sorry. i know this shouldn't happen. but this feeling is out of my control. i won't say more. forgive me for what i did earlier. let's get going now. " Sehun stood up but then Ye Eun grabbed him by his wrist

" help me.. " Ye Eun said as tears started to fall on her cheeks. Ye Eun stood up as Sehun turned to look at her.

" help me to forget him.. " Ye Eun started to sob

" i can't help you that Ye Eun.. it's about your feeling for him. that's not something you can take control of. " Sehun sighed

" you can. if you are always be by my side then i will be able to move on.. " Ye Eun looked down

" and if only you let me.. Ye Eun.. " Sehun said and Ye Eun stepped closer to him and burried her face on his chest.

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Ye Eun's POV

i know what i did was wrong. Sehun is only a best friend to me. he is more like a brother for me and that's the limit. i wanted myself to move on and i hope what Sehun just did could help me to move on. it's not that i accept his confession and that wasn't a confession from him.

" Sehunn.. let's stay a little bit longer.. " i said as we sat back together

" let's forget everything happened here when we leave this place. " Sehun said

" why? why do you want to forget it? " i said but Sehun didn't say anything to answer me.

i realized that Sehun was being silent all the time and i glanced at him. he had the uneasy look on his face. i know that i might have hurt him but like what he said. feeling isn't the thing we can control. i looked away nervousely when Sehun stared back at me.

" i can't promise that i will help you.. but i promise to be by your side.. always.. " Sehun smiled

his smile melted my heart. the smile was sincere. he smiles like he has never been hurt while the truth is he has been hurt many times. and now, i'm the one who caused more pain to him.  do i really deserve to be loved by you , Sehun? and Luhan.. why it has tobe you? you should have known that now isn't only me who is being heartbroken. Sehun is..