After trouble with security I finally made it upstairs to Yang Hyun Suk office, and I heard them all

“How could you? Its not your business to meddle with young love” Kim said disapprovingly

“Don’t give me crap, she’s young, her life hasn’t started yet and she’s already moving onto the next chapter with the amazing rapper TOP? Aha that’s ridiculous” I heard Jay saying in a matter of fact
“SO WHAT?” Kim said now anger “You are like a father to her, she trust you and everything she told you about her feelings towards him went to WASTE. AND YOU! Yang Hyun Suk!  This is not how you normally deal with lovers within the company!”

He breathed a heavy sigh and spoke calmly but sad
“Ye, I know…its just I wasn’t sure how to deal with this… the way she looks at him and flushes just at his name”
I could feel the water flowing down my cheeks now

“Then WHY cause problems?” Kim asked now a bit more controlled

“It’s my policy, I don’t want them ruining their image and she’s so young”

I didn’t want to deal with this, I don’t want to speak to him and he would never let me and TOP be together.

*SIGH*

I sat down on the piano and played, the music flowed and my tears followed too.

It seemed like I drifted off into another world, away from what I just heard, away from the past 2 weeks, away form this miserable building and away from the heart ache of TOP....

because I was scared by the clapping across the room

“U-WA!” GD expressed, now walking towards me and the grand piano

“mwo?”

“Era, that was beautiful, I didn’t know you could play” GD said smiling down on me as he stood over me

“Um... Yeah, I was forced to play when I was 4 and fell in love with playing” I said sadly as I looked away from him

“Then why don’t you play often? You could put something on you’re  ...” GD began as I cut him off

“There’s no reason to anymore…” I said pulling my papers together

“Wait Era, please don’t leave, we have to talk about this eventually” he said while grabbing my hand as I was trying to escape

“Jeh-bahl” I muffled out “Let me go, I can’t break down here..”

 To late.

I could feel the pain consuming my body now, the pain of heart ache spreading to every part of my body, my breathing turning into gasps and my body going limp.

Numb it out, Era. Numb. I will not feel this pain here….

“Era, jeh-bahl, WHOA! Steady now, come sit. Breathe. Era. Breathe.” GD said catching me as I fell limp in his arms and pulled us to the floor

“Na-neun Yetnal-eul Guriwuh-handa” I sad blubbering into his shoulder

“Shhh” GD said trying to soothe me “There’s nothing we can do but move forward love, Era stop crying, I don’t like seeing you like this”

“It ‘s” –cries- “Too late” –cries and makes whale sound- “I’ve lost him”-cries some more-
“Now, Now, Era, you will see him eventually his heart is breaking as much as yours, it all will work out” GD said pulling me into his lap and quietly as he wiped my tears and tucked my hair behind my ear in one swift motion he said “We all miss you, I miss my best friend too, please stop running away from your problems”
-sniffles- “I miss you too, I’m sorry from hiding and running from you” I said now calming down and resting on his chest, while we sat on the floor.

I closed my eyes as I tried to compose myself, collect my thoughts and get my breathing back to normal. I felt his nose skim my forehead as he gently kissed my forehead and said he ‘will always be there for me'

 i wiped my tears and looked up to see his beautiful smiling face, my best friend.