Taemin's POV

I hate him! i hate him! he doesn't think of my feelings, He is selfish. That is what i thought, my tears fall down, oh where am i? i am in the hospital church. I kneeled down as i let all my tears fall down, i close my lips to be careful not to make noise. I don't want people to see me crying. But it would be so mean to me if i snatch Key. Onew got cancer, the only thing i can do is to be with Key till the end. If Onew died...he needs me. 

I wipe my tears as i heard footsteps going closer to me. I stand up and look at the person who just step in, it is Jonghyun, my eyes widened at his sudden hug. He hug me tightly that i think i might explode. 

"jo...jonghyun.." I look up to him as he wiped my tears. He look at me seriously straight to my eyes, as he began to speak "i hate seeing you cry, i hate seeing you hurt. is he the only one you always see?" he grabbed my arms as i cried back to his chest. 

He is so warm, why i can't see it? He just confessed to me. I am only hurting Jonghyun, but i love Key the most. I don't know what i will do not. I pushed him slowly as i walk back away slowly at him, I ran away from him, still crying. I don't know why but i don't want to hurt others. When someone grabbed my arm, it is that Minho. 

He look at me, as soon as he grabbed me, i stop at everything. My running, my tears, everything. He is great at calming someone. I look back at him and takes my arms away from him. "What do you want?" i ask

He sat down on the floor and looks up to me, "come on sit down beside me and lets talk", i do what he says. I sat down beside him, and i hugged my knees. 

"I...love Onew" he look at the ceiling, i thought he is a jerk, why he suddenly saying that to me? "you love key right?" 

"i do..." I murmured as i hide my face on my knees. 

"but i envy you, you got Jonghyun.... i got no one else....isn't it you should learn to love Jonghyun? you do not realize that Jonghyun is in your position too, you both deserves each other." He smiled at me, how could he smile with such a charming smile, i smiled too, and i just head a thump. what is that? 

"how did you met Onew?" i ask, i don't want to really ask him, but its just came out of my mouth.

"it was spring day, He is a new kid in our school. He actually don't want to be friends with anyone, i don't know why, but i always observe him at that time, he is so beautiful. So i ask him if i could be his friend, but do you know what he replied to me?" He smiled again, and he chuckled. 

I look at him seriously waiting for an answer and he smiled.

"stay as friends, i can't be...your bestfriend." He look up at the ceiling again, "he must be kidding me, i don't actually want him as my bestfriend...." he sighed and look down "i want to be with him...." His eyes are almost closed from his sadness.

I stand up, and offered my hand to him, he look at me with a question "why" in his eyes, i just smiled at him.

He grabbed my hand back, he grabbed it uncomfortably, i could tell it. But i pulled him, man! he is so huge, that instead for him to stand, i pulled him to make me fall, i fall onto the floor, but i am still holding his hand. So imagine what happened to us, Yep! he fall on the top of me.

i gasped, as i feel his heaviness on my body. I opened my eyes, and i see he is staring back at my eyes. He touches and explore my face in his hands, and my heart suddenly beats faster, what is happening to me? why i feel this way actually. I coughed and he realizes what he is doing. He stand up and bowed his head as he apologize. 

"Sorry..." 

"its okay" 

quietness.....

"Taemin! Minho! good thing you both here!" We both face where that voice is calling us, and we both saw Key rushing towards us, panting.

His tears fell down as he fell onto his knees.

"o...onew...please....help me..." He began to cry.

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Chapter 4 finished.

man! it take me 2 days? or 3days? to finish this actually~ LOL~

and its so fast.