He disappeared in the light which covered his body. I had cried several hours and couldn’t bare the feeling that he was gone. I was on the way to the party. I didn't want to be in the dorm which reminded me of Sehun. My head was really red. There were still sights of tears showing on my face, so I hurriedly dried it a second time. I tried forgetting him, but couldn't get him out of my head nor heart. As I saw the other members, they ran toward me. “What happened to you?~” Kai asked with a worried voice and face. I looked down, with glassy eyes. “H-He’s gone…” I stuttered as Chanyeol patted me on the shoulder. “Who’re you talking about?” Tao then stepped forward. Chanyeol leaned my head to his shoulder, “Who? Sehun-ah, of course!’” I barely shouted in front of them, still leaning on Chanyeol’s shoulder. “Ah!” Chanyeol said. With a relief I was standing straight. Chanyeol looked into my eyes as he said: “Weren’t you talking about that guy earlier?”. I looked away, not even wanting to mention him. I nodded. “But… This party is for you, not your friend. We want to have fun with you, Luhan hyung~” Chanyeol mentioned looking a bit sad, but still joking a bit about Sehun. I couldn’t do much about it. As I looked at the other members, they nodded too. Did they do this on purpose? Why did they all joke on me, and even Sehun? I shrugged, making a few tears drift away. “I-I’m older than you… You should be listenin