It was silent. Everyone was silently cleaning the dorm. We barely talked. I shouldn’t have told them. I really shouldn’t have told them about leaving EXO. It didn’t seem like they were mad at me but rather sad. It wasn’t my own choice leaving the idol career, but of course I had to listen to my parents’ request as their only son. “Chen-ah… you forgot to clean over there” I said awkwardly, feeling like I wasn’t a part of EXO anymore. Though I tried talking them, they tried to keep it silent. Chen looked at me having a few tears on his face “Ne~” he answered and walked away from me, holding the broom tightly to his body. I had never seen him nor the other members like that. I sat down. It felt like my bed was wet. It felt like it had cried just like EXO. My legs hurt, everything hurt. I slowly laid down on my soft bed. I felt like a big cheater who had lied his whole life. I didn’t want to see the tears of EXO nor did I want to leave my family, EXO. The bed was soft and warm. My right hand was in front of my face. Forever together was written on it. Sehun wrote it. He was sure we’d always be together even before I told him we wouldn’t. I slowly tried to erase our memories without even realising. I didn’t want to see him cry in front of me. I didn’t want to feel the sadness as the time I had to leave my parents becoming an idol. I couldn’t even imagine how sad Sehun was. Though he still had trouble showing his inner feelings, he always seemed to be in a good mood. I turned