<< Lee Chae-rin's P.O.V >>

<< BACK IN PARIS >>

(Lee Chae-rin's P.O.V)

I had landed safely and was in my room. Sprawled out on the bed I ignored my ringing phone before I finally gave in.

" CL! " cried a worried voice on the other end. Minzy.

" Yes Minzy, you're very loud, " I chided feigning ignorance to my current situation.

" CL. Don't pretend. We know you too well, " said Bom.

" Am I on speaker? " I asked feigning exasperation.

" CL. Don't do anything stupid! " warned Minzy.

" Stupid is what stupid does, " I sing-song-ed quoting a line from one of my all time favourite movies 'Forrest Gump'. Then after some thought I added. " So yes, I'm stupid. "

" You're not stupid CL, " said Bom comfortingly.

" Cl. Take a vacation and forget about him, " advised Minzy. " Okay? Promise? "

" Yeah, sure, " I replied unenthusiastically.

I hung up the phone feeling a little more than depressed. It was undescribable, the pain I was feeling. I'd given him back the necklace to cut all ties with him. But then, why? Why did I miss him so much? Why was I hoping he'd come back for me? That he'd come back to me?

He couldn't... He was married now.

" Married.. " I said to myself as I laughed bitterly. I felt a tear run down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away. Hell no! I was not going to be weak! I was going to take Minzy's advice and go on vacation.

But where?

Where in the world would I go?

I needed to get far away. Somewhere, where I could leave behind my memories of... him.

And then it clicked.

Los Angeles!

Six months ago after my first two singles peaked on the charts I'd secretly bought a house in Los Angeles. Not just a house, a mansion. I even bought a few puppies, three of them. There was a housekeeper to take care of them.

I smiled sadly.

It had been a surprise for him.

A very long time ago we were kidding around about living together in a mansion in Los Angeles with a hundred puppies. I had wanted to surprise him so I had taken up on the promise..

It was perfect.

I could go there for my vacation.Spend a week, and sell the mansion.

I could end it all that way.

Yes, I said to myself and immedietly started packing.

<< BACK IN SEOUL >>

" Honey boo~ " I heard a voice call softly.

I tried to reply but my mouth was too dry. Slowly I opened my eyes.

Dara.

I smiled at my... wife.

The word made me frown, reminding me of... Chae-rin.

I suddenly sat upright only to experience a throbbing headache. I put a hand to steady myself. I screwed my eyes shut tight. It felt like a ton of bricks had fallen on my head. I saw the yellow behind my eyelids dim so I slowly I opened my lights.

I was in the hospital in a private room.

Dara was holding my hand. My mom was asleep and my dad could be heard outside the door screaming furiously into his phone.

I needed to see CL.

I had to...

I ruffled Dara's hair and mumbled that I had to go somewhere. I jumped off the bed and into my shoes, grabbing my blazer before pushing past my father. At that point I really couldn't care less.

I needed to go to Cl..

To Paris...