As Long As I'm Alive

Running to Happiness with Secrets
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“Don’t ever try to find me. I hate those bastards and everyone connected to them. You’re dead to me Kim Myungsoo. I’m leaving you for real this time.”

The call was then dropped.

Sungyeol and Woohyun walked on the streets with no destination set in mind.

“Hey….” Woohyun starts. “Are you okay?”

“I feel freaken’ awesome.” Sungyeol replied differently.

Woohyun knew the boy wasn’t finished, and kept quiet.

“It’s weird though,” Sungyeol continued. “I feel a bit empty at the same time.”

“Empty?” Woohyun repeated the word.

“Never mind.” Sungyeol picked up his steps.

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It had been over a week and Sungyeol still hadn’t picked up any of Myungsoo’s calls. Even the voicemail was full by now. According to Nara, the boy has apparently taken a short break from the bookstore as well.

“Myungsoo, look. I did do bad things in the past to that guy, but it was a mistake and I regret it. Can we just get over the phase and practice like before?” Hoya broke the silence in the dance room.

“What the hell. This isn’t some phase. You physically and mentally hurt him. Are you even human?” Myungsoo indirectly protected Sungyeol.

“What do you want me to do then?”

“You and Dongwoo. Apologize for everything you’ve done.” Myungsoo said forcefully.

“I don’t even know if when I’ll ever see him again.” Hoya notified the boy. 

“I’ll make it happen. Not now, but soon. You better have that apology written. Myungsoo threatened as he left the room.

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“I’m back.” Woohyun called as he entered the hotel room.

“I’m bored to death! I want to go out!” Sungyeol whined like a child.

“No one is stopping you. You’re the only one stopping yourself.” Woohyun pointed out.

“I feel so lonely going out alone though….follow me.” Sungyeol got up from his seat.

“Am I your dog?” Woohyun asked blankly.

“No. You’re my toy.” Sungyeol said as he snickered. “I know you’ll be there and follow me till the end.” ____________________________________________________________________________

“Let’s get wasted!” Sungyeol screamed on top of his lungs.

“This is why you wanted to come to Hongdae?” Woohyun glared at Sungyeol. “We’re going back.” He grabbed onto Sungyeol’s wrist.

“Nope. That’s not happening tonight.” Sungyeol slapped Wouhyun hard on his forearm, causing the boy to release his wrist. “Catch me if you can!!”

Sungyeol dashed away like a bullet.

“Yah! Lee Sungyeol! Get your back here right now!” Woohyun screamed on the crowded streets.

Sungyeol didn’t care though. He didn’t even look back. He wanted to run away, just like he did before.

It wasn’t long until Sungyeol found a bar he wanted to go into. It was the same one he went together with Myungsoo.

“Here we go again.” He said to himself before waking into the club.

Once he enters, he looks at the same chair Myungsoo sat on the last time they came together. He replayed the scene where the idol was flirting with a girl in his head over and over again. His eyes begin to water. Drops of tears slid down the corner of his eyes to his cheeks. He sniffles a bit and tries to get himself together.

Sungyeol’s phone vibrates in his back pocket. He takes it out and texts the person back.

To: Woohyun,

“I’m sorry, but if you let me be for tonight, I’ll come back in the morning. I promise.”

A pair of hands suddenly grabs a hold of Sungyeol’s waist, pulling him back into someone’s chest.

“Hey, remember me? “ A deep voice whispers into Sungyeol’s left ear.

The slightly scared boy turns around a sees someone that looks quite familiar.

“Uhhh, I think you have the wrong per-” he remembered.

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Hannah0906 #1
Chapter 31: Author-nim U really impressed me a lot with ur writing skill...With lots of emotion..I'm glad that Yeol ended up with L-goon..
khasabat #2
Chapter 31: Yeol, in begining i cry for you
In the end, i really happy to you!
aena93 #3
Chapter 31: heyy..new reader here... this is sooo good... poor sungyeol.to have to go through all that... but i guess what's more important is he got a happy ending..that's nice... :)
pbpandaa
#4
Chapter 31: Waaaaa ive finished this twice!! i so lovee this fic!! Its like finishing a koreanovela series x) owwww still myungyeol<3 im glad it turned out to be a happy ending for eeverybody x) woogyu! <3 Hahaha love it and gosh its so sweet "youre my road to happiness" omoo too much feels i swear im gonna die early becoz of myungyeol feels xD aww hope theyll have a good life then :) authornim!! thankyouu verymuch for coming up with this one its soo good perfect ending indeed<3 and waaa im currently reading 'you have potential lsy" its also greaaat huhu cant wait for the updateee!! <3 gosh ill support you authornim!! hwaiting lovelots!!
pam2391
#5
Chapter 31: Honestly i don't know if I liked this story... it's not bad writen really, I like how is written... it's just that I liked the plot at the beginning. .. but then I don't... then i like some things and some others no...It's difficult for me to explain.... but it's like i don't appreciate the flow of the story... so when I think about the whole fic I was not fond of the story... >_<
This is a confusing comment sorry >_<
kcb1u3
#6
Chapter 31: Found this story when I woke up and finally finished in a couple of hours with breaks in between :) I love it sooo much, thank you for writing such a beautiful plot and it's myungyeol <3 there were parts I cried gotta be honest which means it was that good :D great job
park_lioshi #7
Chapter 31: OMG this fiction is so good
I loved both the story and the ending
thank you authornim for this fic <3
Nostalgia #8
Chapter 31: So I finally read your reply to my comment months ago... and I'm really happy to know you decided to finish this story. I cannot say how much I enjoyed this. Personally, I just find your writing just my style as well as your character portrayals. :) Thanks for the fun read.
whitexx
#9
Chapter 31: Alright... I have lots of things to say. So pardon if I might spam you. Lol XD.
First! U need to know I am commenting with my runny nose, wet cheeks and teary eyes, blame who? YOU ofc.
This is story well written! Although I think the plot twist is a bit too much and might bored readers but nahh you did a pretty good job there!
Sungyeol is a bit too sth for me, coz he always felt unsure of his own choice whether to choose namu or myung (yea I know, hard choices) but at the very end I am glad he chooses the one that he loves. And namu is a freaking angel, I am doubt if there is anyone out there who would be as kind as him. Well I want more woogyu actually but fine.
Lastly, Myungsoo's letter is freaking touching! I might die if I get that kind of message! Hihii.
Good job there, you successfully make me feel up and down at the same time! <3
spirited_away
#10
Chapter 31: Am doing some stalking here. Kekeke. It's a great story. ^^ I like it and Myungsoo is gross.... Seriously. Force feeding by mouth is just... Ew. I'm eating a bar of chocolate and I almost choked. ^^; Is that some Woogyu at the end? :) But nonetheless, I like this FF as well :3 Kekeke! Good job!