DARA'S POV

 

 

 

 

FLASHBACK....

 

 

 

"Omma! I really need you here right now! I'm... I'm scared omma, please.. I badly need you right now!" I sobbed at the phone. I'm so confuse right now, I don't know what am I going to do.. this is a lot to process.. Everything I'm going through right now is... just too much.

 

 

 

 

"Honey.. Dara please clam down.. What happened? Why are you? Arasso.. Omma is coming don't worry! I'm coming okay.. just relax. I'm on my way!" My mother answered from the other line. She sounded calm though, I'm pretty sure she is panicking inside.

 

 

 

 

Well.. I mean who wouldn't be, when here I am shouting like a mad man? But what can I do? I'm just found out about me being to be the bearer of an another life? How the hell would I react to that? "Neh.. arasso Omma!" I exclaimed back.

 

 

 

 

Okay.. now.. what's my next move? How am I going to explain this to my mother? How am I going to explain that I am pregnant and that Seunghyun's the father... though, he doesn't have a clue about it. I'm confuse.. Argg... It's a good thing that the girls aren't here right now..

 

 

 

 

It's a good thing that they aren't here to witness me like this. Weak and confuse.. not the actual bubbly, happy go lucky Dara for sure. Argg..I'm so ed up.. seriously... how am I going to explain this to everybody? What will I do when sangjangnim finds out about this? Argg... I'm in trouble

 

 

 

 

A couple of minutes had passed though here I am still sitting at the exact same position as I was before. The position where my arms are desperately hugging my knees, trying to find some comfort because of my of my current situation.

 

 

 

 

I was still in my own little world when I suddenly heard a knock coming from our door. That must be Omma... I went to the door to open it. I was expecting it to be my mother but... it turned out to be the person I least wanted to see right now.

 

 

 

 

"Seunghyun!" I exclaimed. Shock to see the person whom I was hiding from.. The person I've been avoiding for a month.. the reason why I'm in this situation "Dara.." He said.

 

 

 

 

After hearing him talk, I suddenly felt the need to run to the bathroom and vomit my guts out. But I'm sure that was just my pregnancy telling me that. Okay.. Dara you need to act as if nothing is wrong.. and that you're not the least affected by his presence.

 

 

 

 

Okay.. Take a deep breath!!! I need to ignore my heart that is pretty much doing a somersault inside my chest. I need to stay calm, and do a rather civil conversation with him.. like a normal person.

 

 

 

 

Okay.. here it goes.. Please don't choke.. please don't choke Dara.. I chanted to myself as I swallowed the lump of saliva in my throat "What are you doing here?" I asked.

 

 

 

 

"I.. I was worried" He answered slowly.. His face showed sincerity and..pain? Pain? did I really see that right? or.. was he just acting? Aisht... wake up Dara! You're not going to fall for that!

 

 

 

 

He's an actor remember.. he can easily manipulate you with his acting "Worried? Why would you be worried? I don't think we are close enough for you to act that way towards me" I bitterly retorted back.

 

 

 

 

I didn't know where all of that came from.. and I didn't even know why I am feeling bitter right now.. but I just suddenly felt the urge to let all my emotion go loose. You know.. to just let everything go! I... I just don't want to suffer anymore! I don't want to keep it all bottled inside of me.

 

 

 

 

"Dara.. please don't be like that! I didn't came here to argue with you. I came here to see how you are and I wanted to tell you to.. just please stop avoiding me.. Stop hiding from me" He exclaimed still bearing the same expression he had before.

 

 

 

 

How.. how did he know that I was avoiding him? How did he know that I was hiding from him? I mean.. we weren't even close to begin with.. and we never really talk unless it we needed to.. I just went back to how we were before all of these had happened.

 

 

 

 

"What do you.. Why would I hide from you?" I answered timidly.. I hope I didn't sound nervous there! "Dara.. I'm quite aware that you have been trying your best to avoid me after that night! But please.. stop.. stop with that.. let's talk it out" He said.

 

 

 

 

All I could do was to stare at him as if he just suggested the most ridiculous idea ever "Talk?... But Seunghyun.. there is nothing to talk about....

 

 

 

 

...That night.. it was a mistake.. you were drunk and I was drunk.. so there is nothing more to it" I answered still trying my best from bursting.. right there..

 

 

 

 

"Mistake?.. Dara.. it wasn't a mistake! I didn't see it like that anyway! Please.. just let me in so we can talk it out" He stubbornly retorted back.

 

 

 

 

I can't take this anymore! I'm on my edge, I'm about to burst here anytime soon! I just.. I need him to make his distance... I desperately need to breath.. I need some space!

 

 

 

 

I just shook my head stubbornly "Goodbye Seunghyun" I said as I was to close the door but before I could fully close it, he was fast enough to stop it with his foot.

 

 

 

 

"Before I go.. I just want you to know that I will take full responsibility on anything that might had occurred after that night... I don't know if you believe me.. but I'm serious Dara...

 

 

 

 

...I'll be waiting! I will wait till you can fully trust me" He said as he then removed his foot.. making it possible for me to close the door. Full responsibility? Does he know?.. but.. it's impossible.. I haven't told anyone yet.. besides.. I only found it out a while ago.

 

 

 

 

I leaned my back on the door as I let myself fall.. I sat on the cold floor and gathered my knees closer to me. Why does it have to happen to me? This isn't how I wanted to live my life.. this isn't how I expected it to be.

 

 

 

 

But.. then again.. I don't think I regret everything about it.. I looked at my stomach "Don't worry.. I don't regret having you" I whispered as I gently caressed my stomach.. You will never be a mistake.

 

 

 

 

END OF FLASHBACK...

 

 

 

"Omma! Omma!!!! You're day dreaming again" I suddenly came back to reality when I heard my little angle's voice "Aigoo.. Leo-ah.. Omma is not day dreaming! Aiyoo... you little kid!" I smiled and gave him a hug.

 

 

 

 

After visiting YG entertainment and after the tiresome yet happy reunion with YG family.. Me and Leo decided to call it a day "So did you enjoy yourself at YG?" I asked Leo who is busy fiddling with my phone. Upon hearing YG he immediately nodded his head in delight...

 

 

 

 

"Neh omma!! Leo-ah and Leo-ah's stomach is very happy" He exclaimed as he playfully smacked his stomach. I just couldn't help but to laugh at his cute antics...

 

 

 

 

Aigoo.. I wonder whom he inherited his humor from.. really... "Chincha.. did you really enjoy yourself that much? Does Leo-ah want to visit YG again?" I asked him.

 

 

 

 

Without hesitation.. he immediately nodded his head in response "Neh omma! Leo wants to tease aunt Bom.. Oh and Leo wants to play with Seunghyun ahjusshi again!" He happily exclaimed.

 

 

 

 

I looked at him with a worried expression.. This is the thing I'm most afraid of.. I knew this day would likely come.. but.. I was hoping that it wouldn't come this soon "Really... Honey.. do you like Seunghyun ahjusshi?" I asked him.

 

 

 

 

Upon hearing Seunghyun's name.. I immediately saw the sudden glow in his eyes.. a spark.. He smiled genuinely "Neh! I like him very..very much!" He exclaimed proudly.

 

 

 

 

I suddenly grew scared and nervous upon hearing Leo's answer. This is it.. the situation I feared the most had finally came... It's just a matter of time until Seunghyun or Leo will find out about the truth.

 

 

 

 

Letting out a deep sigh.. Leo-ah and Seunghyun! I knew it.. I knew that they would immediately click! I knew it from the very beginning yet.. I I was stubborn enough to just brush it aside.. I knew that there would be some sorts of connection between the two...

 

 

 

 

I knew that once they meet each other, they will surely grow close together.. and.. with that it will be harder for me to explain everything for the both of them.. and it will surely make me appear as the bad guy.

 

 

 

 

"Omma... you're quiet again" My precious angel exclaimed as he put his hands on top of mine. I gave him a genuine smile "It's nothing honey.. Omma was just thinking about something! Anyway.. what does our Leo want to eat for dinner hmm?" I said.. changing the subject just to get rid of the awkward atmosphere that was present a while ago.

 

 

 

 

"Hmm... Kimchi-chigae? Leo wants to eat kimchi-chigae Omma! Please cook it for Leo!" He exclaimed with his puppy dog eyes.. which no one.. Yes no one could say "NO" to. I let out a soft chuckle before answering him "Arasso.. Omma will make it for you!"

 

 

 

 

SEUNGHYUN'S POV

 

 

 

 

"Hyung.. what's up? Why are you so quite?" It's not even a challenge guessing who this person is annoying me right now "Will you shut it Seungri" I exclaimed harshly... pissed because of his annoying loud voice.

 

 

 

 

With my pitiful figure slump on the dance floor.. I directed all y hate towards the maknae! Hey... can't blame me! I didn't really had the best day here.. and he is just annoying the hell out of me!

 

 

 

 

Well meeting Dara and Leo.... An amazing, lovable kid by the way and he was also Dara's son.. was great.. But I don't think you could actually call it a meeting cause.. first of all Dara and I merely talked with each other.

 

 

 

 

And she merely glanced at me "Sorry your highness! I'm sorry for annoying you!" The rat further exclaimed making me even more annoyed than the last time. "Seungri! If you don't disappear in the count of three.. You're really getting it from me! I'm serious!" I exclaimed angrily.

 

 

 

 

The poor latter didn't even dare to waste any seconds as he tried to save his precious from being kick by me "Jiyong hyung! Seunghyun hyung is scaring me!" He exclaimed as he was running his way towards Jiyong. 

 

 

 

 

Aisht... such an annoying kid! I exclaimed to myself "You need to take it easy hyung! Don't put all your anger on Seungri just because he is an annoying rat!" I suddenly heard Jiyong's voice. I just scoffed at his answer "Easy for you to say.. you didn't actually had the worst day here!".

 

 

 

 

He looked at me with a blank expression before flashing me a one of his annoying gummy smile.. why? Well because it it a mocking smile! Meaning he just beat me on something or he is just simply proud of himself.

 

 

 

 

"Seriously hyung.. you need to stop putting all the blame on everything!" He said with still that annoying smile on his face "Yeah..yeah.. stop blaming everything! Whatever!" I answered lazily.. too tired to even argue.

 

 

 

 

He let out a chuckle "You're so stubborn hyung! It was just a friendly advice.. but do take it seriously... I mean if you don't want to face the wrath of sangjangnim again" He told me before leaving me there in my own trail of thoughts. "Stop blaming everything?" how is that suppose to work?

 

 

 

 

But.. Isn't that how it works? I mean.. you put the blame on every single that happened on your life right? Don't people do that to lessen the pain that had occurred? Pride? isn't it my pride that is simply making me blind and bitter?

 

 

 

 

Do I blame everything and everyone because of the my pride? Because of the fact that I refuses to see that.. maybe I was at fault as well? Argg... but how am I suppose to know that if Dara refuses to talk to me? How am I suppose to fix our relationship.. not that we had one but..

 

 

 

 

I'm willing to have one with her... I am willing.. more than willing in fact to have a future with her. I don't know when this feeling started but..

 

 

 

 

I kind of have this connection with her. A very special connection. You know the kind of feeling when you want to spend every single day with a person.. The feeling of not wanting to let go?

 

 

 

 

"Okay you guys! Break's over.. Back to your positions!" Jae Wook hyung exclaimed "Aisht hyung! I'm tired!" Seungri whined as he made his way towards the middle of the room. "Stop whining Seungri! Just work harder!" Jae Wook hyung retorted back.

 

 

 

 

"Hyung.. I am working hard!" He pushed further "Arasso.. Let's just start! Time is precious" He exclaimed as he then started the music. I let out another round of sighs as I forced myself up from the floor! Things are just not working for me today! I thought to myself as I let another loud sigh.

 

 

 

 

JIYONG'S POV

 

 

 

 

I glanced at TOP hyung who is dancing like a lifeless zombie... clearly distracted and not himself.. I wonder what is bothering him.. since he saw Dara today he had been acting like this.. distracted and.. off..

 

 

 

 

Sure.. he had been acting like this for the past 3 years but.. Today... it became worse "Hyung! I think that's enough for today" I exclaimed as I motioned Jae Wook hyung to kill the music.

 

 

 

 

"I guess you're right! Okay guys.. let's call it a day shall we.. Good job! Let's just practice tomorrow again" He exclaimed.

 

 

 

 

Everybody started packing their things.. everybody aside from TOP hyung, Taeyang and me "TOP hyung! Ji aren't you guys coming?" Tae exclaimed as he grab his bag and placed it in his shoulders "Yeah.. I'm coming.. just got some things to fix" I answered back.

 

 

 

 

Tae just nodded his head in response "Ok.. How bout' you TOP hyung are you coming?" He then asked TOP hyung.. though Tae didn't get any answer from him.. it was like he was in his own little world...

 

 

 

 

Away from everybody! Isolated in his own bubble "Tae.. just go without us.. I'll talk to him" I exclaimed.. once again Tae just nodded his head "Okay then! I'll just see you guys at the dorm" He said as he then made his way out of the room.

 

 

 

 

When there was only me and TOP left.. silence immediately engulfed the room.. I looked at the latter in front of me.. Still lifeless and easily distracted as he was before..

 

 

 

 

After some time I then saw him placing himself in the corner of the room.. He sat on the cold floor freely as he shook his head vigorously. A loud sigh then came out from me as I observed his every move.

 

 

 

 

"Hyung will you stop this!" I exclaimed annoyed by his behavior. I was waiting for an answer but just like he did to Taeyang.. None came..

 

 

 

 

He just sat there with his head hanging and his gaze glued on the floor "Argg.. Hyung seriously.. will you stop acting like that!" I exclaimed as I racked my hair in frustration.

 

 

 

 

"Leave me alone Ji" He finally answered "Leave you alone? Are you out of your mind hyung? How can I even leave you in this state? As the leader of this group.. it's my responsibility to take care of my members...

 

 

 

 

and as a friend.. it's my duty to knock some senses in to you guys.. specially when you're all acting like this!" I retorted back "Fine! But what the hell do you want me to do?" He exclaimed with the same tone.. annoyed 

 

 

 

 

I looked at him.. complemented whether to ask him or not.. but in the end.. curiosity got the best of me "Well.. you can start by telling me why you're suddenly acting like this" I told him. He just nodded his head in response before gesturing me to come closer.

 

 

 

 

I did as he pleased.. I placed myself just the opposite to him.. I heard him clear his throat and that's when I finally looked at him.. All my attention was focused in him as if he was the bearer of an interesting yet.. shocking news "It's... Dara" He exclaimed.

 

 

 

 

DARA'S POV

 

 

 

 

"Hi Mom!" I exclaimed as I entered the house with Leo on my side. I waited for an answer but none came "Omma!!!" I exclaimed once again but just like before..

 

 

 

 

Nobody answered.. Weird.. she told me that she would be home "Good evening miss Dara" Heejun unnie who appeared behind me, greeted me.

 

 

 

 

"Hi unnie! Good evening to you too.. by the way.. do you know where omma is?" I asked her. She nodded his head in response "Ah yes.. she told me that she was just going to pay her friend a visit" She answered.

 

 

 

 

"Oh okay then.. I guess she'll be coming home later. By the way unnie.. can you please help me to take out all the ingredients for kimchi-chigae? I'm going to cook dinner tonight" I told her.

 

 

 

 

"Sure Dara" She told be before making her way towards the kitchen. Hmm.. I wonder where Omma is.. But.. I guess she's just catching up with her friends... It's been quite a while since she had met them.. so yeah..

 

 

 

 

"Omma" My sweet little angel came running towards me "Yes sweety" I answered as I bent over giving him a kiss on his cheeks "I want food" He exclaimed with those puppy dog eyes of his. Aww isn't he just the cutest???

 

 

 

 

"Okay honey! Why don't we change into comfortable clothes first then you can help me cook hmm.." I told him. He immediately nodded his head excitedly.

 

 

 

 

"Neh omma! Leo wants to help you!" I just let out a soft chuckle as I caress his face before planting another kiss on his cheek "Arasso! Come on then.. let's go change" I exclaimed. 

 

 

 

 

After changing our clothes.. we then made our way back to the kitchen.. As asked.. I found the ingredients neatly placed on the table "Are you ready?" I glanced at Leo beside me.

 

 

 

 

"Neh Omma!" He retorted excitedly. I was about to start cutting the ingredient when the telephone started ringing. I immediately grab the phone... answering it.

 

 

 

 

"Yoboseo" I greeted "Santokkie! " the latter from the other line exclaimed "Bom?" I asked as I made my way back to the kitchen. I pressed the speaker button as I placed the phone on the table.

 

 

 

 

"Who else would it be Little Park" I can imagine her rolling her eyes on me "Oh I'm sorry Big Park!" I retorted back "I was kidding Darongie! Don't be mad.." She wasn't able to finish her sentence when Leo got a hold of the phone.

 

 

 

 

"Bom ahjumma? This is Leo!" My little angel exclaimed happily. I looked at him with disbelief.. Aigoo.. he's teasing her again. I wonder where he got this mischievous side of him. Because I'm certainly not that mischievous!

 

 

 

 

"Yah! Kiddo who are you calling an ahjumma" Bom exclaimed with a bit of annoyance in her voice. I just couldn't help but to laugh at them.. Aigoo really.. this little kid surely is mischievous and lively. 

 

 

 

 

"But you are an ahjumma" He exclaimed once again.. I let out a chuckle "Yah!!! How... Argg! SANDARA PARK!!! This baby boy of yours is killing me!!!" She shouted angrily. Once again all I could do is to laugh.

 

 

 

 

"Oh Bommie. .. he's just stating the truth" I said "Yah!!!! What do you mean by the truth??? For your information.. We are the same age and.. then if I'm an ahjumma. . Which.. clearly I'm not.. But anyway.. then it means that you are an ahjumma as well" She exclaimed angrily.

 

 

 

 

Oh.. she's seriously pissed right now.. I can imaging her spitting fire "Well... those were your words Bommie not mine" I simply answered "Aiyoo... stop playing smart with me Sandara Park! My inituation is right.. and I don't care if your baby boy calls me an ahjumma...

 

 

 

 

..Because in the end I'm still the famous Park Bom" She exclaimed proudly. "Okay that's enough you two! Bommie, please play your role as being an aunt to Leo.. Seriously sometimes you would stoop to his level! He is 4 years old" I told her.

 

 

 

 

Upon hearing my little scolding.. or nagging she just simply snorted "Yah!! What are you talking about? I'm pretty mature excuse you! And Darong.. I am being a nice aunt to your baby boy.. well.. it's just that he is soooo adorably annoying" She retorted back.

 

 

 

 

I just laugh at her remark "Sure Bommie, Leo is adorable and annoying! I don't know about the annoying part but my baby boy is indeed adorable" I exclaimed "Sure, sure. Whatever" She answered back

 

 

 

 

MRS. PARK'S POV

 

 

 

 

"Good day Mr. Yang" I greeted Yang sangjangnim as I entered his office "Hello Mrs. Park, it's nice to see you again" He told me, as he stood up from his seat and offered his right hand towards me. I immediately took it, greeting each other formally.

 

 

 

 

"Please take a seat, and make yourself comfortable" He instructed as he made his way back to his desk. I took my seat just as he had told me "So Mrs. Park.. I'm not going to beat around the bushes.. I'm going tell you my real intention for calling you here.." He started.

 

 

 

 

I just nodded my head in return and letting him to continue "As you know Mrs. Park, I'm quite aware of everything that happens inside and outside this company.. specially when it is about my artist.. And since.. Dara is like a daughter to me.. I care for her"

 

 

 

 

"And.. I want the best for her! I know about her having a son.. I know this is none of my business and.. I don't have the right to interfere on my artist private lives.. but I just can't seem to notice that son of hers kind of resembles Seunghyun....

 

 

 

 

...And I also have tapes.. proving.. that there was something between Seunghyun and Dara. Now am I correct in any of my initiations?" He asked, as he looked at me with his most intimidating eyes.

 

 

 

 

I nodded in return, before taking a deep breath "It's not something they've planned sangjangnim. They were young and naive. They weren't aware of the consequences.. they.." I wasn't even able to finish my sentence when he immediately interrupted me.

 

 

 

 

"Mrs. Park.. I'm not going to kick Dara nor Seunghyun from my company because of what they did. But.. I am here to help the two...

 

 

 

 

...I want them to realized their true feelings for each other. I am aware of Dara's hatred towards Seunghyun, and I am aware of Seunghyun's hidden love towards her...

 

 

 

 

... I just want to give little starting push to their relationship. I want them to work things out." He told me. All I could do was to nod my head in response. I wasn't expecting that kind of speech coming from the most intimidating man I've known my entire life.

 

 

 

 

I mean, you can't even look at the man straightly in the eyes "I.. Dara told me not to meddle with her and Seunghyun's relationship.." I said. He nodded his head slowly "I see.." He answered.

 

 

 

 

"But that doesn't mean I am willing to throw that chance. I've waited for so long just to have this opportunity and now that you're offering you're help.. I'm more that happy to accept it sangjangnim...

 

 

 

 

....I know that they have feelings for each other.. but they are just too afraid to admit it." I continued.

 

 

 

 

A smirk suddenly appeared on his face upon hearing my answer "Well.. Mrs. Park, We got married just casted Dara on their show. I guess we can call that a start" He stated. I gave him a hearty smile before answering "It sure is a start sangjangnim"

 

 

 

 

HI YOU GUYS! First of all can I just share my comments about Park Bom's Scandal? Well.. I'm sure pretty much all of you have already read it and I guess you guys had already read about the statement YG had made.. Anyway.. yeah.. I think that people are overreacting and that they are being irrational with it. I can't help but to feel sorry for her. I mean Park Bom is already suffering and adding this.. I really feel pity for her! I hope that people will find a little sympathy in their hearts to love and give her the support she needs. I for one will never leave her or the other member's sides! BJS.. We're all in this together right?