Brother Yongguk

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Sorry, I'm at a somewhat all time low, and my ex-bestfriend who is dating my brother has pissed me off. I wrote this to vent out some of the anger, but also remind myself that there are people that I care for deeply that are also hurting because of this. I know I bias Yongguk, but there are moments that I do see him as a good brother figure, and this is the case that I do see myself going to him for help as a brother and not as a friend.  Feed back is more than welcomed as always. I'm also sorry for the word choses that I have, it just shows you how mad I am right now.

Foreword

            My breaking point had come to a head.  I sat in one of the chairs in my room and stared at the wall with my death eyes and a beer in my hand.  My phone rang and slowly turned my head toward it and gave the death eyes to it.  Yongguk had said he would be on his way over; Jongup was treating the wounds of my brother at the moment at a bar not too far away from my apartment.  I knew who was calling, and I didn’t want to talk to the cold heartless that thought she was top .  My brother had left his phone with me, and I could hear his phone start to ring as well; she was determined to make this worst then what it was.

            I turned my head to my brothers phone, I wanted to answer it and yell at her some more, but I lowered my hand.  I had already snapped at her and was trying to control myself from snapping more.  I could hear the front door open and close which meant that Yongguk must have been told by Jongup that the door was unlocked and to walk right on in.  I didn’t care, he could have had a gun and I wouldn’t have cared if he shot me on the spot.  This was how uncaring I was at the moment.

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whatifkpopfiction
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Chapter 1: Aww, that's a sweet ending. Jongup really would be the person you'd want around to help you get through hard times (Yong Guk, too). After all, Jongup is B.A.P's "Happy Virus." You're very good at writing -- it's obvious.

As for what you're going through personally -- awww, I hope it gets better. A lot of times, those things that are hard to deal with sort themselves out and just get better. So I know it will brighten up for you and your family. Whenever you feel angry or upset, you can imagine two things: 1) Imagine Yong Guk holding you in his brotherly arms comforting you and 2)Imagine every member of B.A.P doing extra cute (weird, lol) aegyo to cheer you up. The pain will go away, things will get better. Keep writing :) Be sure to write (or read) something fluffy soon -- you'll feel better