Not looking forward to it

Everybody changes

 

 
 
 
Taeyeons POV 
 
 
 
 
 
We all got up early for some reason it was different this morning maybe it's because Yoona and Jessica aren't arguing it's really weird. We were all sitting at the dinning table eating breakfast. It was kinda awkward since it was so quiet. I just really wish someone will talk.
 
"Are you guys excited for the camping trip" yoona said breaking the silence
 
thank good someone finally talked
 
"Hmm not really" tiffany said plainly 
 
"Jess are you" yoona asked again
 
"No...I'm not really the camping type of girl" Jessica said coldly 
 
"Hmm I can tell" yoona said 
 
"What's that supposed to mean" Jessica said angrily while looking yoona
 
"Uh...no...nothing" yoona said quickly started eating again trying to avoid an argument.
 
"What about you Taeyeon are you excited" tiffany suddenly asked me 
 
Which surprised me since we haven't talked much since yesterday.
 
"Uh...uh yeah it will be good.... To...to see more places in th..this country" I said 
 
god why did I stutter again
 
"Ah yeah" she said while eating again.
 
It was silent once again all you could hear what our spoons hitting the bowl.  This is gonna be a long weekend if we keep acting like this. 
 
"Wow unnies you guys are up early" kyrstal said as she walked into the kitchen 
 
We were all a bit startled when she walked in but I was happy that she did maybe she can make the atmosphere less awkward. 
 
"Anyways why are you guys up so early" she asked as she made her breakfast
 
"We are going on a camping trip.... Didn't you know" tiffany said
 
"What? Why didn't you tell me" Krystal said 
 
"Sorry Krystal I forgot." Jessica added in.
 
"So I'm gonna me here all by myself? Krystal said while pouting.
 
"Don't worry krys my parents will be home later today and I'm sure they will let you invite some friends over" 
 
"Okay yay." She said happily 
 
 
About 20 minutes later we were all in the car on our way to meet the rest. The car ride was quiet and awkward just like breakfast. 
 
Soon we arrived we all got out of the car and went to wait with the others.
 
"Hi tae" Yuri said as she hugged me
 
"Hey Yul" i said while hugging her
 
"Your excited for the camp" I asked as I realised her from the hug
 
"Yeah of course... I get to hang out with you more" she said while smiling
 
"I know right I can't wait." I said
 
I was so distracted talking to Yul and Yoona I didn't notice Tiffany had walked away and was now sitting by herself since Jessica was with her boyfriend. And everyone else was too busy chatting 
 
"I'll be back" I said and left Yoona and yuri to talk
 
I don't know why I walk over to tiffany but I just didn't like seeing her by herself and plus she looked sad.
 
"Are you okay" I said once I reached her
 
"Why do you care" she said not taking her eyes of her phone.
 
"Well it's just that you look sad" I said as I sat next to her
 
"Like I said why do you care" she said while still playing with her phone.
 
"Can't I  care" I said while looking at her
 
She didn't as anything but she did look at me it was like we were having a staring challenge since none of us looked away.
 
gosh she's so pretty.... Stop thinking like that tae
 
I quickly looked away cause I could no longer look at her I don't know what would happen if I kept looking.
 
"I thought we were friends.... Last week we got along a little bit but lately we have been really awkward around each other" I said while looking forward avoiding eye contact with her. But she didn't say anything back 
 
"I understand.... who would like a nerd like me right" I said softly
 
"I like you" tiffany replied quickly
 
she likes me
 
"Uh...um I mean your a nice friend i think... you just never talk to me much." She said wile playing with her
 
ah friends should of known
 
"Oh sorry about that it's just when...when I'm aro...around you I...I get this weird fe....feeling that I've never felt be...before" I said nervously
 
"What feeling" tiffany ask as she looked at me
 
"I don't know... But I think I lik........"
 
"Babe" a deep voice said from behind us.
 
We both stood up I watched as Siwon pulled tiffany in and when I realised  he was gonna kiss her I quickly walked away back to Yuri and Yoona. Sooyoung, Hyoyeon, Soehyun, Sunny and Nichole was there too. They we all laughing and having fun chatting together like always. I wasn't really paying attention I was just zoning out while thinking about tiffany.
 
"Taeyeon are you okay" sunny said
 
I was knocked out of my day dream and back into reality they were all staring at me. I was about to say I was fine which is a lie but before I could I saw tiffany and Siwon hugging and kissing again. I couldn't stand it anymore.
 
"Excuse me" I said while rushing of to the toilet.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Tiffany POV 
 
I had no idea why we were all so quiet well I understand Taeyeon is quiet all the time so it no shock there but yoona and Jessica are too quiet usually they are bickering and being loud. We finally reached the meeting point. Jessica went straight to her boyfriend while I just stayed with yoona and Taeyeon.
 
Hi tae" Yuri said as she hugged me
 
argh why is she always so touching with Taeyeon
 
"Hey Yul" i said while hugging her
 
you should hug me like that tae... Argh
 
"Your excited for the camp" I asked as I realised her from the hug
 
I can't stand watching them and more....why am I so bothered by this
 
I quickly walked away and sat on the bench I didn't want to bother Jessica since she was with jay... But she looked like she didn't want to be there... Ah I don't know I'll just talk to her later.
 
"Stupid Taeyeon" I said to my self
 
I sat down and got my phone out and started playing.
 
why does she talk friendly to that yuri girl and not me... I thought we were starting to get close but I guess not
 
"Are you okay" Taeyeon said 
 
great.. Why are you here
 
"Why do you care" she said not taking her eyes of her phone.
 
"Well it's just that you look sad" I said as I sat next to her
 
yeah because of you... Seriously tiffany stop acting so childish
 
"Like I said why do you care" she said while still playing with her phone.
 
"Can't I  care" I said while looking at her
 
I looked at her once she said that.
 
does she wanna care about me.... But why?
 
I don't know why but I couldn't take my eyes of her she just so cute. She has no style what so ever but she still just so cute in her own way. She finally looked away thank god cause if any longer I would of kissed her.
 
kissed her really... Fany you wanna kiss her
 
"I thought we were friends.... Last week we got along a little bit but lately we have been really awkward around each other" Taeyeon suddenly said while looking forward avoiding eye contact with me.
 
I was still distracted by looking at her I didn't really know what to say
 
"I understand.... who would like a nerd like me right" I said softly
 
"I like you" tiffany replied quickly
 
why did I say that
 
Uh...um I mean your a nice friend I think...you just never talk to me much." I said wiggle playing with my hand
 
why am I stuttering
 
"Oh sorry about that it's just when...when I'm aro...around you I...I get this weird fe....feeling that I've never felt be...before" Taeyeon said nervously
 
is it the same feeling I get when I'm around you?
 
"What feeling" I asked ask as I looked at her
 
"I don't know... But I think I lik........"
 
"Babe" a deep voice said from behind us.
 
why did you have to interrupt right now
 
I stood once I did I felt myself get pulled in for a kiss before I could react or avoid the kiss it was too late my lips were already on his. I looked up and saw taeyeons back getting further and further away i quickly pulled away from the kiss.
 
"Are you ok babe" Siwon asked
 
"I'm fine lets go over to Jessica and that.
 
We went over and I didn't say much I couldn't get Taeyeon out of my head... What was she gonna say argh stupid Siwon why did he have to interrupt. 
 
I was getting irritated cause Siwon kept hugging and kissing me... But hat what his meant to do he is my boyfriend and I shouldn't be feeling like this right. I looked over to we're Taeyeon was and I noticed her walking away to the bathroom. Yoona was gonna follow but yuri held her back  then she went and followed Taeyeon
 
why does she always have to go after Taeyeon... Are they together?
 
Siwon and jay we now with the other guys joking and playing around so it was just me and jess
 
"Fany are you ok" Jessica suddenly asked.
 
"I'm fine" I said while smiling which was fake
 
"What about you jess you have been quiet all day you didn't even fight with Yoona" I said while facing her
 
"I'm..I'm fine ju...just not in the mood" jes said nervously
 
"Did something happen between you too" I asked
 
"What? No of course not" she said quickly 
 
"If you say so" I said not believing her 
 
"Taeyeon wait up... What wrong" yoona suddenly shouted getting everyone's attention. 
 
Taeyeon just ignored her and walked over to the bus and got on it already.
 
Yuri came out of the toilet soon after she looked upset
 
what's going on
 
"What's wrong with Taeyeon" jess asked
 
"I don't know" 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Taeyeon POV 
 
I walked in the bathroom to clear my head I just have to let it go now. 
 
  I'm so Pathetic liking someone who is already in a relationship. She would never like me anyways I'm just a nerdy loser
 
I leaned down to wash my face once I looked up I saw Yuri behind me
 
"What are you doing here" I ask coldly I just wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone right now
 
"I just want to make sure you are okay" yuri said as she walked toward me
 
"I'm fine you don't always have to come after me okay" I said as I dried my hands and face
 
"Well I'm your friend... And you can talk to me about anything" she said
 
"I was fine without anyone...I don't need friends okay so you don't have to worry about me" I said while walking away
 
"Tae why are you being like this" yuri said as she grabbed my hand
 
"Like what? I don't want you to feel sorry for me... You were never my friend before this stupid exchange thingy so I don't understand why you are always trying to comfort me... It's cause you pity me right cause I'm a loser that everyone hates." I said angrily 
 
" it's not like that" she said sadly
 
I pulled my hand away from her grip " she leave me alone I don't need you" I said and walked out.
 
I don't know why I acted like that I shouldn't of took it out on Yuri she just trying to be a friend.
 
 I wish I never came on this stupid exchange student thing my life was fine when no body notice me or care about me. I just want to go home already
 
"Taeyeon wait up... What wrong" I heard yoona shouting but I just ignored her and got on the bus I put my ear phones in and turn it up all the way and closed my eyes shutting everyone and everything out.
I felt some sit next to me but I didn't bother to look at who it was but  I'm pretty sure it was yoona. I felt the bus moving and we were on our way to this stupid camp.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Yuri POV
 
I was on the bus now It really hurt me when Taeyeon said all those things to me. I care about her that's why I'm wanna make sure she's ok. But she just throws it make in my face. If she stopped worrying about tiffany she might notice that there is some here that loves her 
 
"Are you okay" Seohyun asked me
 
"I'm fine" I said shortly
 
"Did you have a fight with Taeyeon or something" she asked again
 
"I really don't want to talk about it" I said 
 
"Okay... I'm here if you want to talk ok" she said while smile sweetly
 
"Thanks"
 
I closed my eyes and tried to get some sleep since it's a long trip
 
I'm not looking forward to this trip at all} I thought to myself before falling asleep
 
 
Yoona POV 
 
We finally reached the camping site Taeyeon hasn't spoken to me or to anyone since we left. I have no Idea whats wrong with her, I asked Yuri but she just told me to talk to Taeyeon about it. We were all sitting down since the teacher had to tell us what room we will be in. I have Feeling we are gonna be rooming with our partners and I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing. 
 
"Okay guys you will be rooming with your partners well except Siwon and jay you too will be rooming together while Hara and hana room together ok" the teacher said
 
I knew it I don't think me and Jessica can avoid each other anymore
 
We all went to our rooms to unpack and to change into comfortable clothes since it late now. Jessica hasn't said a word to me all day. And it's really awkward. I cant take it anymore I hate silence I rather be arguing with her the being silent all day.
 
"Jessica we need to talk about what happen" i said while looking at her 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Update finally a bit of drama happening I'm not really sure where it is all going but  hopefully some ideas pot up in my head.
 
Yoona and Jessica acting weird I wonder why????? 
 
 
 
Also everyone should check out my other ongoing story "I'll protect you my stranger" and I hope you will like nd enjoy that one too anyways sorry for not updating In a while and I hope you enjoy this update 
 
 
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#5
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