You Look Like My Dead Boyfriend Chapter : 008

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"You probably don't even have a heart." Luhan replied, and his expression darkened.

I let out a bitter laugh, and said, "I still own my heart, which I know because it hurts so much." That's when I saw his expression crack. He looked as if he felt bad, for saying those words to me. Without another look, I turned back, and walked away.

Lu, I wish you were here by my side. I don't know how long I can hold on anymore. I can't stand here, holding on anymore, when the very thing I held onto slipped away. Lu, if you hear my cry for help, please come and save me.

I headed to my room hoping to have a good night sleep, when I got on my bed though, I couldn't even sleep at all. All I thought about was what Luhan said about me. I know I shouldn't care about what he says, but how can I not, when he looks just like Lu? Eveytime I think it's Lu saying those words to me, and not Luhan. Sighing, I closed my eyes to try to get some sleep.   First thing tomorrow when I wake up, I will go visit Kiyun, then leave the hospital. I need to make sure that she is really fine, because those words wouldn't just come out of her words. What a heck of a night.   --------------------------------------------------   Next morning, I woke up to the hospitals ceiling. I sighed, remembering every detail about last night. I got up, and went to visit Kiyun.   When I got to her room, I knocked on her room, and walked in.   "Hey" I said as I approached her.   "Sanmi, you were here too?" Kiyun asked surprised.   "Yeah, I kind of fainted when you and Woojun left." I explained.   "You feeling any better now?" Kiyun asked.   "Yeah" I smiled, and walked next to her. Grabbing her hand, "I'm sorry Kiyun. I finally realized that I've been an awful friend for the past two years. I didn't realize I've been such a awful friend until last night." The tears in my eyes fell down, and I wiped them away. "I'm really sorry" I cried some more, as I continued to wipe my tears, Kiyun suddenly reaches up to my face, and wiped my tears. She smiled at me, and I was surprised by her action.   "It's okay, Sanmi. You made it up to us last night at dinner already, remember?" Kiyun said "and besides, I can't be mad at you, when I know what you're going through. But please, you're not alone alright? Sisters, we are okay?" Kiyun smiled, making me smile with her. To be honest, I have never smiled like this in a while now. I missed smiling like this, but I can't right now. At least, not so soon, when I'm still fighting this war alone.    Honestly, I don't  get why Woojun does not, or haven't fall for Kiyun yet. She's a total keeper, and I swear I will help them get together no matter what.   Before leaving Kiyun, I had told her that I was going to leave the hospital, because I was feeling better. I lied. I just didn't like the hospital. Going back to my room, I packed my things, which wasn't that much. I changed my clothes, and headed out. Before leaving though, I had also told Kiyun that she could rest for however long she wants at the hospital, because I will be willing to take care of the Ice Cream Parlor for the time being. She agreed, and gave me the keys to the shop. Going back to work tomorrow, gee, super excited.   ---------------------------------------------------------   I had another dream about Lu, but it always turned out being Luhan. How much I hated that jerk still.    I got off my bed, and headed to my bathroom to get cleaned up. When I was done, I didn't even bother to eat breakfast, as I headed to work. I was already used to not having breakfast.   Opening the shop, I smiled to myself. This was somewhat my comfort zone. Memories flashed into my head, and my mood immediately changed. Reality hit me, and I realized, once again that Lu was really gone. Sighing, I grabbed my apron, and headed off to do my thing. Cleaning the windows, I