It’s already three month since our debut stage..And now we’re making new album..Right now we are practicing our new song. If before this I’m just as rapper and now guess what, they give me chance to be main vocal for our new song.. Our title song is terribly.. (i change severely to terribly..sorry ft island's fan..i think i make fabulous boys band as ft island)..We use other artist for the music video because we want to focus on our music than our act.. I’m really thankful because they trust me to lead this new song and we already get along together as members.. donghyun already talk with me naturally even I know he slightly trying to dig my hidden secret, while hyunseong always protect me, minwoo and me like a true sibling since he and his sister already become part of my family while jeongmin always there to entertain us.. Everything is perfect and I really happy with my current life..

“Wow, your voice is amazing.. I bet we got to be top1 for all weeks in music show”, claim jeongmin with confident

“Hi hyung.. I can’t defeat hyunseong hyung.. His vocal is the best”, I correct jeongmin hyung..It’s the truth.. Hyunseong always have amazing vocal..

“Ani.. You already improve and better than me”, said hyunseong with smile

“Hey hyung..I’m hungry”, minwoo whined to his hyungs

“Ne..Arasso yo..Kajja.. Donghyun hyung, let’s eat”, I call for donghyun hyung.. He approach me and we walk together

 After dinner

“Ok guys.. It’s already late.. We should sleep now..We have comeback and we need to arrive early for rehearsal”, said donghyun as a leader he always know how to conduct everything

“Aaaa I’m nervous”, I really nervous.. What if people don’t like my voice..? The whole song is sing by me.. Otoke..

“Yah, don’t nervous.. Just do it like we practice..And you’re going to be fine”, said donghyun hyung while pat my shoulder

“Aaaa.. I’ll.. Let’s do our best, hyung”, I smile to donghyun hyung

“Guys, come here”, donghyun hyung call for others

“Let’s do our best.. We can do this.. And show to people that indie band as well as dance group! Fighting!”, donghyun hyung shout and we put our hand together and let it go in the air

“Fighting!”, we make a big hug group before going to sleep.. I and minwoo walk to our room, jeongmin with hyunseong while donghyun get his own room since he’s the older and he’s the leader..It’s quite fair

“Hyung..Kwangmin hyung..”, minwoo call for me

“Mmm..Ne minwoo?”

“Eun bin call just now and she said she want to come to our comeback stage.. What do you say?”

“Chincha?? That’s great.. What about mom and dad..?”, appa already know that I’m pretended as kwangmin..Even he didn’t against it but he didn’t talk with me since that incident..

Flashback

Youngmin and minwoo back to dorm after bring eunbin to Jo residence

“Youngmin..”, mrs.jo in the line

“Omma.. Did you crying? What’s happen?”

“Appa..Already know..”

“How??! “

“Actually appa didn’t go to work.. He’s peeking on us since you came with minwoo.. Appa heard that minwoo call you kwangmin while you clearly not kwangmin..”

“Really? Appa..Must be mad.. Otokaji..Omma? What we should do? What appa said?”

“Omma already explain to appa..But he didn’t say anything..Maybe you should come this weekend to confront with your appa..”

“Aah..Ne...Omma..Omma, mianhne for being burden.. Mianhne..”

“Yah, you’re my son..And you were doing this for your brother not for yourself.. I proud of you because you really a good brother.. You sacrificed you own life just for your brother.. That’s already making me proud to be your mom.. Don’t ever say you burden me.. You already face a lot of thing just for this..Cheer up..Appa will support you too one day..Arasso?”

“Ne, omma.. Gomawo..”

End of flashback

“Hyung..Hyung..?”, I regain my conscious when minwoo tap my shoulder..

“What are you thinking? Do you have problem, kwangmin hyung?”

“Ani..Mian.. I heard that you said about eunbin want to come to our comeback stage..But I’m thinking how she going to come? Alone?”

“Aigoo..Of course with omma and appa”, said minwoo while smiling..Appa..? Appa will come? Is it true?? Appa already accept me?

“How do you know?”, I run to minwoo to confirm this thing

“They already call you first but you didn’t pick up your phone.. That’s why omma call me said that they will come tomorrow..And omma said she already leave msj..Hyung, I’m tired..Jalja..”, I run to my bed to search for my phone.. I got 3 miss called from omma and one msj from omma..

From: my mom

“Appa ask me to come see your comeback stage tomorrow! Means.. He already accepts you as kwangmin and as singer! Tomorrow really a big day.. Do your best.. Show to your dad! See you tomorrow, dear ^. ^”

Mom’s sms make me shed tears..It’s already 3 month since that incident..Appa, I will not disappoint you..Gomawo, appa..I smiled in my sleep..Tomorrow really a big day

finally im updating this story..actually i wanna use thread comments=faster update..but my subs doesnt like it..hmm..its quite painful to hear that but its ok since im cool..hihi..actually i see my fav author use that thread for all her story and i didnt find it tiring or hateful since as reader, i feel like i need to appreciate her work..at least by comment something..but yeah,everyone have diff opinion, right? even i use that thread, i update frequently,am i right? but otokaji..i can't pretend or ignore my subs msj..but i hope some readers give their comment so i know that someone is reading and appreciate my work..im sorry if im make any wrong or say smthg i should not..but human being too..and lastly, love you guys who always supporting me..gomawo~yo ^.^