youngmin pov

it’s already 2years since kwangmin get trained..he is going to debut soon..can't wait to see him on the stage..but why he didn’t call me anymore? It’s already 3month since his last call..did something happen? i call him since last month, but he still didn’t call me back..hoping nothing bad happen to him..hmm..i need to continue study

"hey nerd! What is u doing? Someone come here look for u", said my roommates

hmm..who is looking for me? appa omma already visit me last week..i didn’t have any friend out there..who could be..maybe..kwangmin?! but why he didn’t call me first..

"u really look the same except for the hair color",i got startled when i heard someone said behind me

"who is u? did u know me? and how does u know my college?"i ask that stranger

"don’t worry..I’m not bad people..let me introduce myself..I’m manager of fabulous boy band, the band that would debut in a few weeks.."said that stranger

"then what connection with me?"

"u have twin, right?jo kwangmin? actually he is going to debut as one of member in that band."

"really?waa..finally..eh wait! so why u tell me? did he ask u to come here to tell me this news? aish that kid..why he didn’t tell me by himself"

"actually..something bad happen..kwangmin got in incident.."

i heard that stranger who admits as kwangmin's future manager said kwangmin got in incident..oo.. o.O what???incident???

"what? how bad? where i can meet him? tell me tell me", i already panicked

"ani..it’s not that bad..he just lost his voice due to over practice..but our company didn’t know about this yet..now he at abroad, taking some treatment there"

"aaa..glad that he ok and already got treatment.."

"can u help him by taking his place debut in that band??he needs to sign the contract tomorrow.."

"what are u saying?i'm not him..and i don’t know anything about this..i can't help u"i tried to walk away but someone just pull my hand

"what are doing? let me go!" this guy really make me pissed..now he kneels in front of me..

"Can’t u do it for your twin..?Doesn’t u know how he worked hard to get into this band? Please save his future.."

hearing this, make me confused..i know how kwangmin passion in rapping..i just remembered how hard we tried to get appa permission for let him go for trained

flashback

kwangmin makes appa mad..he went to audition without anyone knows except me of course since we never hide anything to each other and now he pass the audition..now he needs to be trained for 2years before he be the singer..rapper actually..appa found out about this when appa read a letter from the place kwangmin audition..

"appa..please let me be trained there..u know how much i want to be a singer.."pleading kwangmin

"u really..u even didn’t told us about this before..if i didn’t read the letter, until i die i didn’t know my son lie to me!"

"if i told u,u will never let me go..please appa..let me go.."

"if u got trained there,u not going to come to school,kwangmin..what would happen to your future? being singer is not a right thing..people not going to respect unless u educated.."respond jo twin's mother

"appa..I’m not clever like youngmin..even i go to school, my achievement not going to improve.."I heard kwangmin mention my name

"that why u need to keep come to school and study hard like your twin..why u be like this" said appa

"appa..please..please"

kwangmin crying..he makes me crying too..i can't watch this anymore..i need to help kwangmin..

"appa..can i say something?" I interrupt their conversation

"what?u going to be like your twin too?!" said appa with high-toned..

"ani..appa,omma,hear this",i said softly while play one music from my mp3..

"u remember this song,appa?when we sing this song on your birthday? Can’t u see how talented kwangmin in singing or should i say the correct word is in rapping? He really looks happy when he raps..appa,u have told me that u want to look both of us living happily, doing something that we want without regret..now can't u keep your promise? Let kwangmin do what he wants since he really love doing that..if we force him, its useless because he will never be happy..our happiness is more important to you right,appa omma?” I asking them back

"hmm..kwangmin,u can go get trained..but if u didn’t success,dont blame us.."appa said to kwangmin

"chincha?chincha chincha??thank you appa..thank you omma..thank you youngmin", kwangmin hug me

I can’t help myself to burst into tears since he gonna leave house for training..i heard he say something to me..

"youngmin,did u cry?im sorry..I’m promise will call u everyday..and I will back when I’m free..please don’t cry.." he said to me

"even u..sob..sob..so selfish..going to leave me alone here..sob sob..but I don’t know why I’m still help u.."

 "mianhne hyung..please don’t cry..send me with smile? Please?"he make a puppy eye

"ishk..u really cruel..make a puppy eye to me since u know i can't say no to u..aish..i wish I’m the younger one..hmph"I said while pout

"hihi..I’m sorry hyung for being younger one..but u so cute..i will miss u so much"

"then..don’t go..don’t leave me"

"hyung~"he whined to me

"ara ara..i will send u with a big smile, my dongsaeng"I smile to him

"thanks hyung..u the best twin brother ever..hihi"

i heard he gigled

end of flashback

back to youngmin pov

maybe i should help him..hmm..

"i will replace kwangmin..but i just need to sign the contract only right?"i ask that manager

manager pov

"i will replace kwangmin..but i just need to sign the contract right?", ask kwangmin's twin

how should i respond this..?actually he needs to be as kwangmin until kwangmin back..how should i do..?if i say he needs to stay being kwangmin till kwangmin back, he is going to refuse..i will persuade him later again..right now, the contract more important

"yes2..u just needs to sign the contract, then everything settle", I lied to innocent boy

"what time?"i heard he ask me

"i will come to pick u at 12:00pm...just wearing casual cloth..for your hair color, we can just said u dyed it for debut"

"ok" he give me quick answer before take a leave