YOUR' POV

A week already passed since I decided to follow my dream.. I already sent my entry on KPSH4 as an auditionee, and im still waiting for the results to come (if i made it into the shortlisted contestants that will go through preliminary round until the final round or unluckily, they didn't choose me) Everyday, I checked my email account if there’s any progress regarding the KPSH and checked my phone most of the time to find out if there’s any confirmation text or call… i even borrow Yumi’s pc tablet many times.. I can sense that she’s getting suspicious now.why?? I didn’t told her.LOL… “Ughhh..” I murmured as I keep thinking about the result that will come out..  Yumi stopped reading her book and give me a sudden look.. “Is there any problem??” she asked me.. “A-ahh.. Nothing” I fake a smile on her.. She sighed and nodded “Okay, if you say so..” she replied and start reading again.. Phew, that was a close one. *Sigh* Im sorry Yumi,I didn’t want to keep it from you.. i start reading again but still, I can’t concentrate.. “Uh, Grace?? “ – I look at her “..hmmmnn?” I replied.. “..about what I said last week, the kpopstarhunt thingy??”—SHOOT!! That was it!! I started panicking inside.. I really don’t want to tell Yumi about that this--- i mean, not this time. Even though she was my bestie, I have still my pride.LOL xD.. Though it was not really a big deal between us, the thing is, I let a week passed and im still keeping a secret from her... i just wanted to surprise her if I got chosen, but it seems impossible now cause I don’t know if made it or not.. I don’t want to make her upset… Uggghhh.. PLEASE KPSH Staff, let me have thisss.. I put the book I was reading on the table, (Ooopppsss, were on the the library ^^).. I bit my lower lip and slowly look at her “Oh that!!” I exclaimed, pretending that I already forgot about it.. “Yeah.. Did you try it??” she asked me curiously.. I looked down again and slowly closed my eyes.. I shook my head “N-No??...” I was doubting.. I heard her sigh as she go back reading again “Okay..” she replied.. I looked at her abruptly.. “So, that was it??” i was a liitle bit shocked at her answer..  She shrugged “If you really don’t want to join, then it’s okay..” she smiled to me.. I give out a sigh.. I felt guilty.. I just didn’t keep a secret from her, I also lied to her.. I want to take back what I said and reveal to her everything, but she already believed to me easily… Oh, I was her bestfriend, probably, she’ll trust me..  But, It was obvious that im doubting, why didn’t she make it sure?? Other side of my mind was complaining.. You admit it already, she’s trusting you. Besides, it was your fault Explained by the other side of my mind.. I looked at Yumi once again. She’s concentrating reading her book.. I give out another sigh Im sorry, Yumi..

YUMI’S POV

(Hey everyone, Yumi’s here xD Since it was my first POV here, I wanted to introduce myself first… 

I was the “bestfriend” that Grace telling to all of you. Yumi Cruz was my full name.. Im a half-filipino, half-korean. Grace’ already said that to you, right?? xD Well, my father is a filipino, while my mother is a korean... I was born in Bucheon, Gyeonggi Province, South Korea (same as where Grace's future lover, Byun Baekhyun, was bornxD) and we moved here in Philippines when I was 10 yrs. Old.. I was currently studying at UP, along with my bestie .. I met her (Grace) at our first day on university.. I found out that she was a die-hard kpop fan, especially a solid fan of EXO ^^ we share some similarities that’s why we became close at each other and became best of friends.. I admit that I really like her… as my bestfriend, of course.LOL xD -----OOOKAAYY, I know y’all excited so im not taking this too long ^^

I notice that there was something bothers Grace these past few days… And what is it?? I don’t know xD… Actually, she’s not telling me anything… I think it started last week, after I told her to try audition on KPSH.. Did she try it?? I don’t know.. hehe :D ..I was doubting to asked her if she really did.. I don’t want her to worry if she pass it or not. You know, I don’t want to say it but according to what I observed on her, she has low confidence when it comes to herself, especially, her talent.. Only few people in our campus that knows she can sing.. And I can say that she’s a good singer.. the problem is, she has stage fright and was shy to perform on crowd.. She told me once that she never joined any singing contest because she think she can’t beat other contestant and might landed last place.LOL.. She was also invited by the presidents of different clubs in our university to sing on-stage when we have an event, but she refused most of it, though she accept some but it was only a mini gatherings.. But she told me that she really wanted to be a kpop artist and she’s willing to get rid of her shyness and stage fright if she would given a chance to be a trainee and become an artist.. She said that she wanted to become artist, not only to inspire other people by her music, but also to meet and make Exo-K’s Byun Baekhyun fall in love to her.LMAO.. an idiot thinker---OOOPPPPPSSS, just kidding ^^.. OKAAAYYY, that’s enough..Haha.. maybe she would get angry at me when I continue revealing her.LOL xD

But  Im also thinking that she really tried it.. she’s borrowing my pc tablet everyday.. I know it’s not a valid reason to get suspicious at her :P and its usual, since I let her borrow my tablet everyday.. But, I notice that these past few days, she often ask me for my tablet and use it from time to time; when we go to the library, after class and even having our break at the cafeteria.. I also noticed that whenever she borrowed it, she will go away from me or keep a distance between us.. I once tried to ask her why is she doing that, she will just answer “Why?? Are you getting tired of letting me borrow your tablet??” ---Of course not, she’s my favorite bestie J but whenever she used it, she will hide it under the table or cover it by her looooong hair xD.. at first, I thought she was only watching s---LOLOLOLOLOL.just kidding..hihi xD (she’ll probably kill me if she knew about this, so just SSSHHHH xD).. until I caught her one day (not really..haha.. actually, I caught her that she was hiding something to me but still, I didn’t know what it is :D)

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“Yumi, can I borrow your tablet for awhile??” Grace hurriedly asked me after our math class.. It was already 3:00 pm in the afternoon, and it was the 5^th time that she borrowed it from me.. “H-here..” I handed it to her hesitantly.. Seriously, what is she doing with my tablet?? I thought.. I took a glanced at her and she was on my other classmate’s chair.. It was 5 seats away from my chair.. Usually, if she use it, she will just took a chair and place it beside me or just sit in front of me.. she was focusing on it.LOL .. I decided to find out what is she doing by myself because asking her directly is useless.. she will just deny it or she will change the topic.. I tip toed towards her so that she will not notice me.. I tried to peek at the screen but I felt that she already knew that I was behind because she immediately close the bar.LOL.. She’s hiding something.. I stopped peeking and I stand properly.. She turned to me while smiling awkwardly.LOL.. I fake a coughed and smile to her and I asked with a suspicious tone “What was that, huh??”. She looked back at the front again and hesitantly answered “P-” LOL.(hahaha).. I place my hand on my mouth.. I know, she’s lying.. But I was still shocked because she said that with a voice that was enough to be heard by our classmates.. All our classmates who was on the room that time looked at her.. “H-hehe.. Just Kidding” while laughing awkwardly.. After hearing what she said, they finally turned back at their businesses.LOL.. “Yah, I know your hiding something.. what is it??” I asked her again.. “Hahaha.. Secret!!” She answered while giving back my tablet.. “Hey, Come on.. I can keep it.. tell me, please” I begged her.. She suddenly turned serious.. “I was only fixing something, okay??” and she turn back--- Okay, I surrender.. I know she’s not really going to tell me what is it, so I didn’t bother to ask again that day…

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hmmmn, im getting suspicious Grace. Tell me what is it.. Each day passed and im getting more curious and until one day, I was luckily got a chance to ask her if she did try auditioning (it was on Grace’s POV).. And once again, she denied it.. Though, I sense that she’s doubting when she said “No”, I decided to stopped asking her because I think that she have a problem or something that really bother her and im also worried about her..

The next day, she came early at campus.. She was sitting on her chair and her right arm resting on the table while her chin was on her palm.. I notice that she sighing continuously… She looked anxious and Im worried about her.. I approach her and lend my tablet “Here.You can use it” I don’t know what comes to my mind when I lend it to her.. She looked at me, then smile “You really know how to make me smile, Yumi.. Thanks, but no thanks, I don’t think I need that today.. But Yumi, youre really a good bestfriend to me and I want you to remember that I appreciated every things you’ve done for me.. Im really thankful to have you” .. I blinked many times What was that??What does she mean?? She looked at front again.. Okay, this is crazy (she’s getting dramatic.LOL xD).. I was lending my tablet to her but she just looked away.. But I was really surprised at what she said.. I can’t get over.LOL.. Did she decided to die instead because something was bothering her or does she have a serious problem??LOL---NOOOO.. haha.. Im a lame thinker.. I love my bestie.. “Im not going to die, you silly.. I just wanted to say that because I don’t want you to worry a lot about me, Yumi” while looking at me, smirking.. I blinked again many times.LOL.. playing innocent??  She just looked away again.(hahaha).. Is she a mind-reader?? How creepy.. “YAH..” I call her attention and she looked at me immediately.. I pinched her cheek.. “AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWCCCCCCHHHH!!!” she screamed that gathers the attention of the other people inside the classroom.. of course, It really hurts. I pinched it hard.LOL.. I stopped pinching her and she was rubbing her cheek.. “Why did you do that??—O-ouch” she complained while holding her cheek.. “Y-you..you always make me worried” I acted like I was about to cry.LOL.. childish eh?? Im a spoiled brat.. haha.. “I-im sorry” She stand up and was about to wipe my tear.. Yes, a tear, but in the left eye only.(hehe.im an actress) it was only a single tear.. She wiped it with her fingers.. “Im sorry, Bestie, and promised, im not going to make you worry again” she smiled.. then I nodded “You’re a spoiled brat.. “ she murmured while smiling.. I give her a sharp look at once.. “Just kidding.. hehe.. Now go back to your chair, the class were about to start, Yumi dear” giving me her sweetest smile while going back to her chair.. Silly girl, she always make me like this.. I go back to my chair when I saw our professor entering the classroom..

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I realized something new happened to Grace that day; I lend her my tablet but she refused it, she told me those strange words and now, I didn’t remember she borrowed nor ask me the tablet that day.. It was already 5:00 pm, dismissal time… I looked at her while she was busy packing her things inside her bag.. She looked serious.. I came to her as soon as I finished putting my things on my bag.. “Hey, bestie, are you okay??” I asked her.. she looked at me then smiled “Yeah”… “Uhh, want some help??” I asked her again.. “Nope, I can handle this” she answered..  I just looked at her silently… Im also getting affected by that “something” bothering her and I can’t help but to stare at her worriedly.. I understand her if she cannot tell me what is it, but I want to help her.. I was interrupt thinking when she suddenly broke the silence “Do you want to go home with me??” she asked.. “O-okay” I nod at her…

While walking, we remained silent.. I was snatching a glanced at her while she was looking at nowhere.. Gosh, this kind of silence is killing me.. we’re not supposed to be like this..i thought… “Bestie…” she murmured.. Oh, thanks god, she spoke atlast.. “Huh??” I replied.. “…can I borrow your tablet??” she said.. I was shocked—Okay, this is it..  I took my tablet in my bag without hesitant.. “Here..” I lend it to her while smiling.. she smile back at me as she took the tablet I was holding.. I thought she will run away or cover it with anything to hide what she’s doing but I was wrong.. I can clearly see from my position that she was browsing… Facebook. She checked some notifications then slide up and after that, she log out.. She just open her facebook then log out then that was it?? .. I thought she would give it back to me but she continued using it.. She went  to “My Files”.. she open the folder “My bestie” then she clicked the video “EXO-K’s Baekhyun Funny and Cute Moments”.. I looked at her while she watched the video.. I can see that there was a little smile forming on her lips.. I smiled.. That was the kind of Grace I wanted to see I thought..  “Hey, bestie, I download new videos of EXO and Baekhyun also.Go check it..” I smiled while saying proudly to her.. She looked at me, smiling.. “Thanks, Yumi”.. “You’re Welcome” I answered.. I feel a little bit comfortable.. I am now less worried. I hear her giggles while watching the new videos I recommend to her.. Im glad to make you happy, Bestie…