YOUR POV

"...hoping you'll see what your love means to me, Open arms..." -Listening to the angelic voices singing, as they end their performance of their trademark EXO version of the song "Open Arms" on their Dream Kpop Fantasy Concert in Philippines. Oh well, it was only a fancam that was uploaded to youtube.. thanks to that kind uploader :) 10 months has already passed since their last performance here in Philippines. I wasn't able to watch their live performance, simply because i have no money that time, lucky right?LOL.. I gave out a bitter sigh. Whenever i remember that, i feel frustrated. They were here in my country that time, were breathing the same air, having our foot stepping on the same land, but they are still kilometers away from me. I feel frustrated because i wasn't able to see EXO and of course, Byun Baekhyun. Oh, i forgot to mention, i was still on province that time xD.. hmmn, Fangirls life is quite hard, isn't it?? :) After giving out another sigh, i stretched out my arms and neck.. I yawned first before i took a glance at the wall clock on my upper left side.. it says 10:30 in the evening.. It's still early to sleep .. But before i go back to my business again, i decided to take a few minutes to rest.. I just left my pc open and took a mini stool, placing it beside my window and position myself on it.. I just look outside the house, staring at the moon and stars shining brightly in the night sky while my left hand resting on the window pane, supporting my chin when suddenly, the cold wind blew inside the room and that makes me shiver.. i took my jacket and wear it before i go back to my position.. "Oh, my Baekhyun.. i wish you were the one who's hugging me in this cold night" i murmured unconciously and then i smiled bitterly when i realized what i said.. "How i wish" i said again.. I remember the first time i met him, as my BIAS :)

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"Here we go again" i said while checking the notifications in my facebook page.. It was a page for the kpoppers who are asking for the picture of their favorite kpop idol or their bias.. I checked some of the request so that i can start giving out PRs.. 

FBUSER1: pr. Chanyeol EXO

FBUSER2:  TEENTOP Chunji

FBUSER3: ..baekhyunn exo...

FBUSER4: i want EXO Baekhyun plss.  

And bla bla bla... there were too many requests.. So i start finding the images... I was not familiar at EXO and Chanyeol and Baekhyun and whosoever... I tried my best to familiarize the faces of the kpop idols that the likers requesting from me.. and TA-DAH, its DONE I rest my back on my swivel chair while rechecking the photos that were requested and then, PAUSE. I suddenly stop scrolling the mouse when i notice a photo of a cute guy with a cute eyesmile.. I admit that i was attracted to him.. Love at first sight, eh?? :D I checked the name and it was "EXO-K Baekhyun".. I continue scrolling down and i notice that most of the PRs are Baekhyun's images.. "He's cute" i said while staring at his photo.. And since that day, i always search photos of EXO and Baekhyun, mostly. I started to like them all. They all look handsome. Its raining handsome men, yeah !! xD I also searched their profiles and facts about them. Everyday were still the same until one question was form to my mind, "They all are good-looking people and no doubt that they gather many fans already even though they were still rookies and also considering the fact that they are SM boys (you know what i mean?? ^^), but, are they talented?? LOL.. you're right, if you guess :) HAHA.. They became my no. 1 boy band bias (replacing UKISS xD) without listening to any of their songs.. Apparently, they caught me with their fresh and nice looks.haha.. So i start searching their songs on youtube.. I click the "EXO-K MAMA MV" and then put on my headset.. I didn't know that there was a narration, so i didn't bother to watch the entire of it and jumped to the part where they start singing.. "it's kinda.... weird??" i murmured as i focusing myself on the pc screen while my eyebrows were meeting.. "Careless, Careless, Shoot anonymous, anonymous. Heartless, Mindless, No one who care about me" .. Okay, i feel my breathing stopped for awhile.. "...Irheobeorin chae Oemyeonhaneun geot gata Chameul subakke eobseo Nuneul gamjiman~" .. "GOSHH!!!!!" i scream loudly.. i almost fell from my chair.. "U-UN-BE-LIEVABLE!!!" im stuttering.HAHA.. i go back to my chair and continue what im doing.. I placed my hand on my chest "Oh my.. my feels--- AAAAHHHH!!" i was getting crazy as i continue listening to the song.. LOL.im crying now xD They were soooo GOOD!! Super Talented Gorgeous looking people, you can barely witness that nowadays.. I thought i was going to faint as i witness the entire performance of EXO in their MAMA MV but luckily, i wasn't.LOL and fortunately, mom and my brothers were out nowhere that's why i can freely squeal and scream on the top of my lungs or else they will mistaken me using addictive drugs and finally send to rehab.LOL.. well, im an addict already.haha.. because of EXO xD.. After that, i continued searching and listening of their songs, watching them on variety shows and fanvids :D

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Smiling like an idiot, i finally get back to my conciousness and ended up my night dreaming.LOL (night dreaming while the eyes are open^^). I decided to go back to my pc and finish what im doing.. (what im doing??idk.LOL.im just watching EXO vids recently though i already watched them many times before, without getting freaked out xD).. I notice a notebook on my side table. I took it to look what's inside of it.. "My Slambook!" i exclaimed smilingly.. I read it with a smile plastering on my face.. (wanna know what's the content of my slambook,right?? hihi n.n)

My Slambook :)

Name: Grace Mendez

Pet Names: Grace, Dess (LOL)

Gender: Homo--- LOL. just kidding xD .. IM A FEMALE :)

Birthdate: November 22, 1997

DOB: SECRET (LOL)

Address: SECRET TOO :P (LOL)

Religion: Christian

Hobbies: Many to mention xD

Ambition: Marry Baekhyun??? LOLOLOL.. i also wanted to be a kpop artist or just follow my parents, lawyer..

Motto: What you reap is what you sow, what you sow is what you reap :)

OKAAAAYYY, i yawned for the second time.. (PS: im also reading LOL).. finally, i decided to shut down my pc and read my slambook instead. I positioned myself on the top of my bed and continue reading..

Favorites

Food: foods that are interesting to eat and delicious

Color: Dark Colors

Place: Any memorable place

Artist: EXO, UKISS, BIGBANG, 2NE1, SNSD (KPOP) Taylor Swift, Carrie Underwood, David Archuleta, Austin Mahone and many more :D

Movie: Many to mention :)

And bla, bla, bla.. (my favorites are not that important xD) ..

All about Myself

"Uh, all i can say about myself is that im a shy type person at first, but when you became closed to me, you can say that im funny and cheerful one.. people usually telling me that they like me because im a kind person (LOL) and a quite one, but my mother is against with it. She always telling me that im a talkative one (hehe) I don't have any special talents, i guess?? but i can sing, and they say that my voice is good, i may not good at dancing but im in the process of learning and enhancing it, as well as acting.. based on my looks, i can say that i have small nice eyes, double-lid, head that was medium size, small nose and a medium sized pinkish lips LOL.. I was currently living in the city with my mother and 3 brothers.. Im the oldest and the only girl in the family.. As you can see, i didn't mention my father, well, he was living on his hometown, far from us.. We prefer staying separately from him because our parents wasn't in a good relationship. I cannot say that they are really separated because they cannot afford to nullify their marriage ar divorce.. I cannot say that were that poor, just between the mid-class and poor (haha).. I am currently studying at University of the Philippines, taking Political Science :) Many people told me that im smart, but i just smile at them :) ---------- Okay, im not taking this too long.. im dreaming of becoming a kpop star and go to korea and meet my oppa's and have my Baekhyun LOL xD.. well, though it seems impossible, ill still pursue my dream :)"

I laughed silently while reading the last part.. after that, i put the slambook back to my side table.. i look at the wall clock and it was already 11:50 pm.. "i guess, i need to sleep now" i said as i lay myself on the bed.. "Goodnight Baekhyun, sweetdreams my dear" i murmured smilingly as i slowly close my eyes and let myself drown to sleep.. Dreamland, here i come xD