Alone
Always and ForeverI walked down the crowded streets and yet I felt
as if I was the only one there. Nobody mattered to me.
Only her. Why do I keep torturing myself? Why can't I just
forget her? Why can't I just be happy? When she left,
she took my happiness with her. The thoughts of her are painful.
They are like knifes cutting through my soul. To stop the thoughts
from entering my brain I put my ipod into my ears and put the music on shuffle.
Fate was obviously messing with my heart, and wanted despritely to give me more pain and suffering.
The song that came on was her and my song. The song that we danced to together on the night
that I admitted my love to her. Memories began to flood over me and tears were threatening to come out of my
eyes. Men don't cry. It's the test of dignity. Those that can bear more, suffer less.
But even though I don't cry, why do I still feel miserable?
My dignity is all that I have left. All the rest, she took with her.
I quickly changed the song. To my surprise, a new song came on. One that I've never heard, by a kpop group named Beast.
"Yosoeb must have stolen my ipod again!" I said to myself as the song began.
I still can’t forget you
I still can’t trust everything
Even today I can’t send you away like this
I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again, the start beginning with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit
I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong
I can’t leave your sweet presence
There is no such thing as an end for us
Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t forget you (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart
I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction...
Sometime during the song, I fell to my knees. And I officially lost everything, including my dignity.
But I didn't care. I let the tears streak down my face and hit the ground.
They stung my eyes, they blurred my vision, they made me lose all sense.
I stopped crying when a figure walked in front of me and stood there, staring at me.
I looked up and my heart stopped. It was her...
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