Chapter 40: I Love You

      Your POV   Why can't I say 'I love you' to Myungsoo? It's not that hard...It just... you know. I just can't. Stupid, isn't it? Am I really love him or not, huh? Why are you so stupid?    I talked to my self like that for a whole day. It's not like I'm crazy or what. I just... i don't know.       "Hey, what are you thinking about?" "Oh, oppa! Ani..nothing" I lowered my head, "Eyy, don't lie. Just tell me what happen. Is it about...L?"   I slowly nodded, he just smiled. Weird, eh?   "If you have a problem, just tell me, arasseo?" He winked, I stuck my tongue then smiled.    I just thought that I have to 'confess' to Myungsoo.      --     L's POV    "Hyung, what are you thinking about?" Sungjong tapped my shoulder, I looked at him, "uh sorry,  what did you say?" He chuckled, "seriously hyung, what's on your mind? ~~~~~ Noona?"   I slowly nodded, "what's the problem now?" Hoya hyung asked   "Nothing much. I just feel disappointed because...", I sigh, "because she never say 'I love you' to me. Weird, right? We're in a relationship and she said that saying 'I love you' is embarrassing." I rubbed my neck and fake laugh.   "You're not a child anymore, L. Don't be like that. It's normal to a girl." Dongwoo hyung said, "What kind of normal?! I had a girlfriend too before and she can say 'I love you'!" I shouted and gulped, "Sorry. I don't mean to shouted like that, hyung."   "Yah, ~~~~~ is ~~~~~. She's not Dasom or Yerim. Don't you know ~~~~~'s feeling or what? You're her first boyfriend, L.  So, It will be hard for her to say 'I love you' to a boy. "    SungGyu hyung is right. Why can I forget that I'm her first boyfriend? Why can't I understand her feeling?    I stood up, "I'm going to ~~~~~'s place. Thank you hyung. Thank you so much" I give them a bright smile then left.       I drive my car to ~~~~~'s place, I knocked the door.    "L.Joe hyung..is ~~~~~ inside?" I asked him, he shook his head, "she's not here. She went somewhere"   "Wha-- where?" "I don't know either. But she said she wanted to practice somewhere."    I nodded and bowed to him, "thanks for your information hyung" I ru