MONTH OF MARCH

Donghae POV

  I can't do this. I can't take it. I need to end it with Siwon.He's a great guy, but he's just not mine. He's just forcing himself into this.

 -LATER AT LUNCH-

   I got up from my seat and walked to Siwon and his group of friends.

"Hey Siwon, can I talk to you?" I asked

" Sure." I led him to behind the library.

"What did you want to talk about?" he asked

"I can't do this anymore." I said sighing

"What can't you do anymore?" he asked

"We need to end this. " I said

"What?! Why?" he asked his eyes getting bigger

"I'm going to say this but please don't interupt me ok?" I asked looking him straight in the eyes as he just nodded

"Your just forcing yourself into this relationship. I can see it in your eyes, Siwon. You like- no not like, love Jennifer. And don't deny it.What I want is for everyone around me to be happy and I can't do that if your lying to everyone including yourself." I said sincerely, honestly I hate people who force themselves into something, people should do what makes them happy.

"What I don't like Jennifer I love you!" he said with pleading eyes

Lies. He's even forcing himself to say ' I love you'?

"Then look me in the eyes and say that you don't love Jennifer." I said staring at his eyes

" I don't love Jennifer." he said but his eyes showed sadness

"You lie to yourself too much." I said

"I want you to close your eyes and tell me who's smile you see?" I said. I tried this before and I found someone I could never stop thinking about.

After a couple seconds I heard him lightly whisper "Jennifer" I couldn't help but smile hearing the mix of emotions in that small whisper.

"How did you do that?" he asked his eyes showing utter shock

"I only asked you to close your eyes." I said as I started leaning against the wall starin at the blue sky

"Go to whoever you saw and hold onto them. Don't try anything around them because the person you saw can tell if your lying to anyone including yourself. No hard feelings kay?" I said as I turned and started walking not waiting for a reaction.

"DONGHAE!" He yelled

I turned around

"Thank you!" he said as he ran off trying to find Jennifer.

FInally it's done! I got that off my shoulders. I walked to my group of friends while humming to Super Junior's "Happiness" (really good song)

"HAI~ GUYS!" I half yelled as I jumped to Daina's arm and clung to her arm

"Hey hae." said Heechul

"So what you talking bout?" I asked

"Your boyfriend is cheating on you." said Maria while pointing to Siwon and a blushing Jennifer

"SIWON!" I yelled and put up a thumbs up when he saw me

He just smiled at me. I walked up to the new couple ignoring the ' GO get her' comments from my children

"So you finally did it?" I asked Siwon

"Uh yeah, actually I told Jennifer what you did." he said shyly scratching the nape of his neck.

"Thank you, Donghae." said Jennifer

"No problem it was suffocating to see the awkward tension between you guys." I said smiling

"Congrats." I said as I turned around and walked up to the outside stage (yeah my school is weird)

"SIWON IS DATING JENNIFER, CONGRATS YOU SUFFOCATINGLY SLOW COUPLE!" I yelled into the microphone and as I walked off stage I could see the shocked expressions from the crowd that gathered. As I was walking off stage I swore I saw Eunhyuk smile.

"WHAT THE HELL?! LEE DONGHAE GET YOUR OVER HERE!" yelled Carolina, while making weird gestures for me to get over there

"Since when did you two break up?" asked Tiffany as I sat down on the cold floor next to Jessica.

"Like 10 minutes ago." I replied with a shrug

The 'interogation' from my friends continued for another half hour till the bell rang indicating that we have to go to 5th period

-After School-

 I was walking with Heechul to the park next to my school.

"I talked to Eunhyuk earlier." she said waiting for my reaction

What did they talk about?

"I told him you were dating Siwon." she said

"WTF WE'RE NOT DATING!" I whined extra loud

"What did he say?" i asked once i've calmed down

"He just got really quiet." she said as I could here the teasing dripping from her voice

"Oh."

Did he get jealous? Does he like me?

"Well I gotta go  now, bye Hae!" she said as she jogged to the nearest gas station

I swear, Heechul can be a total at times (most times) but sometimes she's so kind (very rare)

A/N:Well hello! Sorry for the late update. Also the next few chapters will probably be flashbacks, AND the birthdays are going to be different from the celebrites birthdays.