I am walking slowly to my house…….yes, very slowly……..

I think I left the school about an hour ago and it almost dark now.

but who cares???

NO ONE RIGHT?

I walk along the road very slowly, begging for time to pass very quick.

So when I arrive, I will just have to go to bed.

I don’t want to arrive so soon……coz I will be alone at home.

And …… and I ……. I hate it so much.

While walking, I close my eyes and take a deep breath.

‘Today is a long day……..’I sigh.

Everybody at my school is excited…….. smiling, giggling, laughing like a mad person.

My class is very loud with everybody’s chatting.

They are like “HEY!!! Today I gave the chocolate to oppa and bla bla bla………… and then he said bla bla bla…….after that we bla bla bla…………KYAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!”

Then another will said “REALLY?!?!? Me to bla bla bla bla” and so on, and so on, and so on…….

Even the teachers are also as excited as ever.

Our teacher, Miss Young came into the class with a bright red face.

I can tell that she is celebrating her valentine day with Mr.Soo……..everyone can tell.

They are so happy and excited today and I’m happy for them.

Yes….at least I’m happy for them. That’s great.

While I’m busy with my thought, all of sudden there’s a strong breeze.

It mess my hair and I have to stop to fix it……well not fix much coz my hair is always undone.

“I have to tied my hair or at least do something with it” I murmur to myself.

Suddenly, I feel a light on my hair.

I was stunt.

Soon, as fast as lightning, I turn my back but only to see no one.

No one was there but I can feel  SOMEONE.

SOMEONE THAT ALWAYS BEEN WATCHING ME.

I was panic and my feet are trembling.

In a blink, I started running up on hill to my house.

I rush to the door and open it before slam it hard.

I was breathing hard and lean back to the door.

I place my ears to the door and try to hear something but all I can hear is my breath and pumping heart.

After a quiet silent, I slowly begin falling to the floor.

While hugging my knees I was hardly controls my tears.

‘Who are you???’ I whisper and I stay like that for some little time.

I open the toilet door and walk in my room.

Ahhhh……… it’s so refreshing after taking my bath.

I took a towel  and rub my hair to dry it.

While doing it, I glace outside the balcony and it look like it’s going to rain.

I walk to my bed and sit on it while my back are facing the balcony.

 While combing my hair, I was thinking about the thing that’s happening.

“HUH!!!! even thinking of it makes my mind aches!” I sigh loudly.

I thought that there is no use anymore so I get up and walk to the  switch.

When I’m about to reach my hand to the switch, suddenly I heard a knock on my balcony’s door.

I was shock. My heart almost pop out. What’s that?!?!?

My legs are trembling and my heart are pumping madly.

After a while, I force myself to the balcony.

With shaking hands I swing the balcony’s door widely but  there is no one.

I walk further outside but the is really no one.

When I about to close the door, I notice that there is something on the floor.

I slowly walk outside and pick it up with my shaking hand.

It’s a ROSE.

My hand were shaking so hard, my legs were weak and I can’t hold myself anymore before fell to the floor.

My vision started to get blury.

My heart broke. It’s really broke. Shattered into millions pieces.

I shouted!!!! I cried!!!! Hard. Really hard!

Finally!!!  after been acting to be strong for many freaking years!!!

Again and again to be like a doll! To be like strong! To be a puppet!

“STOP !!!!!  STOP DOING THIS !!!! STOP DOING THIS TO ME !!!!!”

“ WHO ARE YOU !!!! WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME !!!! I SAID COME OUT !!!! ”

I throw the rose to the floor. Its petals was shattered.

I hug my knees tight and sob even more.

“ Please……. Please…….. someone…… safe my from this feeling…….. I can’t take it anymore” I whisper.

In the night, I keep begging and begging for someone to help me.

‘Yes…..please help me’

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HELLO MY FREIND!!!!!

I am truly sorry if this chapter make you waiting so so long.

my computer is having some problems and it takes week to recover.

but here am i with the new update.

from now on myunsoo is going to appears so our waiting is over!!!!!   ( wepppyyy!!!!!!<3<3<3 )

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