"When are you coming back?" Jaekyung asked me, her eyes were red because of tears. My flight to L.A was ten in the evening and Jaekyung wanted to be here at the airport with me before my flight. She was crying and I cried too. I told her everything that happened to me and Sungjae's last meeting; and that I felt sorry for not taking her advice.

I wiped the corner of my eyes then shrugged. "I don't know. I'm not really sure if I'm coming back here in Seoul."

"Come back for me, please.." She cried, and I hated seeing her crying like that. "Sungjae's not the only reason for you to come back. I'm here, your best friend, so you still have reason to come back here."

I laughed softly at her. "Don't cry, will you? It makes my heart weighs a thousand pounds seeing you like that."

Jaekyung chuckled, but she wiped her tears anyway. "I will not cry if only you will promise you will back."

"I promise." I told her.

"Pinky promise?"

I rolled my eyes but with a smile on my face. "We're not kids anymore but for you, yeah.. pinky promise." I intertwined my pinky finger with hers. We hugged each other once more before I started to walk pulling my luggage with me. I waved again at her as I felt myself slowly sinking into the reality that this was goodbye. I would never, ever, see Sungjae again. Or even Jaekyung.

I don't think I'll be able to come back after what happened...after what I did.

I know I made a promi