Meaningless Memories
The truth about 2PM-Junho-
I saw Taec sitting in the kitchen and having dinner.
'' Did you order some food''
[...]
''Taec? Are you ok?''
Finally he looked at me like if he saw me just then.
T:''What? Ah sorry I was just thinking''
[...]
J:''Call him''
T:''What? Who?''
J:''Don't act dumb with me! Jay, call him!''
T:''There is no reason''
J:''No reason? He is our brother! We all call him.''
T:''What? All of you?''
J:''Taec the friendship with Jay never disappiered. Maybe the media and netizens think that there is nothing left about what we were before, but that's just stupid! What I fell for him..well what we fell for him never changed.. He is a friend..Our friend.. Why is it so hard for you to remember this?''
-Taec-
I don't remember..
I can't remember...
the happy days of us together..where are this memories?
Everytime I try to think about it... It fells like hurting myself with a knife..
I even see the blood..
I deleted all of those memories..the only thing I know is.. he isn't a friend to me.. If I have to blame somebody to fell better.. I blame him..
He just run away from here, he left me
I don't want to see him, I don't want to hear his name again.
So I am the only one feeling like this?
Does he even think of me?
Why didn't you tell me?
Was I that meaningless to you?
So I didn't mean anything to you?
I gave you everything, believing in you...
we laughed together, cried together, suffered together..but in the end it doesn't even matter to you?
Fine, to me you're dead now.
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