PART 1

U look tired today...something inside me feel so much worried for you...people see you so active but i know how u really is...u really easy to get sick...

U would have fever if aircond to cold...u easily tired if you not eating properly...who is she? She is my member in my group...she is my roommate...she is my yuri unnie....

I just closely looking at her today..it’s been a months since we made comeback but our schedule is still busy...we had japan tour and now we prepare for world tour...

Why yuri unnie? I don’t know the answer...but i feel like i have more feeling to her than other member...i easily get effected if something happen to her whether it bad or not....

The feeling i get to protect her is  more compare to other member...once i said to myself that i feel like that just because we are close and she is my roommate but now i don’t think so....

That feeling grow everyday and keep stronger at the end of every day.....

What should i do? I don’t know....she play with hyoyeon unnie now....she look happy but i know she tired....

After we finish our schedule we head straight to our dorm...she sleep beside me...i don’t know why but i can’t sleep..i feel tired but somehow my eyes don’t want to travel to dreamland....

I looking at her face...a few months ago i really sure i’m a straight person but now..it’s very complicated.....

Two months ago in our room something happen...something that make my heart beat like crazy...no one been able to make my heart feel like that...