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today is the first day i confess to her...what you expect? Yuri unnie will like me back? Of course it just a fairytale when people said happily ever after....

I used to believe that a long time ago but not now or in the future....for me it’s all lie...

Everything being so awkward for me and yuri unnie....other member doesn’t know what really happen...suddenly we become a stranger to each other.....

Yuri unnie really avoiding me and her look really kill me...she look at me like she can’t even accept me as her friends...

It hurt me really....all our friendship for all this years just lost like it doesn’t meant anything to her....

Now i’m in my room....i don’t have any schedule today...yuri unnie just got back home...

She don’t even look at me...i try to hold my tears....

“yuri unnie...can we talk?” i helplessly ask her this time...

“nothing to talk.....” she just ignore me....i sigh....why she acting like there is no problem when our problem is really big right now....

I just can’t understand her...

“unnie...please...” i stand up....i look at her back....

“yoona...whatever you say is going to be crazy okay....i don’t wanna hear it “ she still don’t look at me...

Is she really hate me now....??

“i don’t ask my heart to fall for you...i don’t want to make thing complicated but i don’t even know when all this things happen to me....if u think this is all my fault then i’m sorry....” i really frustrated now....

What should i do? What?

“then it’s your fault...you are a girl yoona...this is absurd”