PART 9

THE WISH

 

“Dara.. Dara it’s me, Jiyong! are you okay?” ask GD in panic

 

“No! .. you should’nt be here!!” Dara gritted, she tried to move

 

“Oh Dara... please not now...” GD pleaded

 

“Let me go, i just want to go home!” Dara cried just like a little girl, her wispy voice breaks GD’s heart

 

GD also cries, he hug Dara with careful so that Dara doesn’t get more pain. He can’t believe that Dara is okay now the fact that she doesnt want him but for GD it’s better than anything.

 

“I’m here..i’m right here Dara, we’re gonna home Dara. They will come to help us” he carresing Dara’s back

 

“Why you’re here? You shouldn’t be here with me. You...you should stay with her! I hate you.. i hate you”, she cried again

 

“I’m sorry..i’m so sory..i’m so sorry..” GD wishpered to her and let his tears falling trough Dara’s cheek, he hug her and make sure that Dara won’t hurt, and for the firs time Dara feels so comfortable.

 

After minutes past, Taeyang, TOP, Daesung, Seungri and Helper team arrived. There’s a lot’s of struggle to take Dara and GD out from there because GD’s leg is hurt and Dara can’t move her body perfectly. When paramedic team laid them on a stretcher and start to lift them,they’re stare at each other with teary eyes. Inside them, they were thankful that they were together on that moment.

 

 

At the Hospital

 

Dara lied comfortably on the hospital's bed, she’s sleeping like there’s nothing happen before. The scar on her face slowly dissapear, and Dara’s condition is getting well. It’s been days since the incident but she refuse anyone to visit her, except her mother. Her mother taking care of her, cleaned Dara’s body with her own hand and also feed Dara like she’s still a baby, somehow that’s the reason why Dara’s condition getting better.

 

Dara disturbed by something while sleeping, she smell something good in her dream, she consider to stay in her dream land and ignore the scent, but the scent getting stronger and stronger until she realise it's a flower scent, she finally decide to wake up.

 

“Dara? you awake?” ask Mrs. Park with a bright smile, she carresing Dara’s hair gently

 

“Yes, eomma” she reply with a weak smile, she moves her head to search the source of the good scent.. she found it, it’s right beside her, a perfect boquette of white roses, Dara’s eyes widen, she took it slowly and smell it with eyes closed..she loves white roses.

 

“Did you like it?” ask Mrs. Park smiling at her

 

“Yes eomma, it’s beautiful...” said Dara

 

“Thank God you like it! A few hour ago Dennis come to see me and ask me to give this to you. I ask him to see you but he said he just wait until you let people visits you” Mrs. Park explained, she sounded exultant.

 

“Dennis? He’s here?” Dara asked

 

“Yes.. and everyone who loves you is here too. I think this time you should let them see you, they missed you like crazy, specially the girls. They said they’ll gonna bite your face if they finally see you.” She laughs

 

Dara also laugh and throw her sight at the bouqette again, she knows that she should end this trauma things. Since the first day Dara in Hospital, Dara plead to the Doctor that she just want to see her mother, she refuses anyone who want to visit her include Thunder and the girls. Lot of them worried that Dara get traumatic and pull her self from people, specially Yang Hyun Suk, he thought this will be the end of 2NE1. But her mother convince them all that Dara just need a little time to take a rest and ask them not to worry about that but pray for her cure.

 

GD who also get intensive care in hospital insist to meet Dara or beg to Dara’s mother to visit Dara, but failed because Dara refuse him.

 

Few hours ago, Dennis Oh holding a bouqette of white rose while GD sat on a bench in front of Dara’s room. GD eyes stuck on the white roses and then get up and greet Dennis, saying that Dara wouldn’t meet anyone so he suggest Dennis to go back home, but Dennis insist to stay there just want to make sure that the flower accepted by Dara. GD chukled and decide to leave because he felt uncomfortable. After GD left Dara’s mother show up and suprised for the beautiful flower that Dennis brought for Dara.

 

Dennis knows about Dara’s condition from Bom, he also finally knows that GD is Dara’s lover before. YG try to cover up this incident from media because it will be going to be a huge news if they know that Dara’s in a hospital and the future of 2NE1 will be the issues for all media and people, YG doesn’t want that happen, so Dennis feels so lucky that the girls want to share about this secret incident to him.

 

The next morning, 2NE1 member go to hospital in a rush, they wears some undercover to protect them from media and when they meet Dara they start to ambush Dara’s tiny body and nagging all time, Dara’s room become chaos because they share a lot of things at each other. Dara’s mum just laugh and happy to see that Dara finally decide to let people who loves them to see her again, she left them to give spaces. “I’m going to the cafetaria girls, enjoy your time” she waves

 

“Okay eomma..” Dara nod to her mom

 

“Bye Mrs.Park” said the girls in unison

 

“I can’t believe you could do that, Dara-yaaaa...” Bom protested

 

“Ya! Onnie... you don’t love us anymore don’t you” said Minzy like she’s going to cry

 

“Of course not Minji-yaaa.. i would never stop loving all of you, you all knows that” Dara hold Minzy hands and give her guilty face to all of them

 

“Yeah.. we know! But we all getting crazy because we don’t know about your condition and it make us very deppresed you know! Listen onnie... once again you got into hospital again and make us miserable like this..i’m gonna hate you  arraseoo??” said CL sternly

 

“Arraseo!! I promise.. i would never make all of you feel like this anymore, i promise this would never happen again... i can’t imagine that i’m loosing you guys just because of my fault” Dara started to cry

 

“YAH!! Not kind of promise like that! Just promise that you don’t hurt anymore.. ” CL added and hug them all

 

“Onnie.. look who’s been worried all this time?” CL teased Dara with a bright smile

 

“All of you” said Dara

 

“LOL.. that’s true but it’s a guy, the gorgeous one” CL added the others giggling

 

“I don’t know who’s you’re talking about” said Dara, although that question took her attention but she tries to look doesn’t care

 

“Hmmm... i think she knew it  already” said Bom after looking at the white roses beside Dara and show them the card “Dennis Oh” she smile happily

 

The girls scream out loud and Dara can’t hide the burst on her face.”Ohh would you guys stop screaming?” she protested

 

“I’m glad Dara, that Dennis give his attention to you..you don’t know the moment i tell him about the incident he get panic and asking a lot of question about your condition like it was his nightmare.. gosh i almost thought that he’s your boyfriend” Bom explained with an admiring look

 

“Why did you tell him about my condition Bom? You know only YG family who can only knows about my condition, he’s not the part of YG family, can you imagine he could spoil it anytime he want to the media” Dara protested logically

 

“Of course not.. he’s not any type of people like that, and i know you don’t think about him like that too. Just admitted it Dara, that you also glad he care about you” Bom

 

“Yes, of course i feel glad. Anyone must be glad if having someone who cares about ourself” Dara added

 

“But i think it’s not only Dennis who cares about Dara Onnie, we all knows that GD oppa was right here too, he’s waiting for Dara onnie like crazy... he beg Mrs.Park just like a kid because he want to go to see you” said Minzy with a serious tone, all of them becomes silence

 

“Yeah.. GD oppa is right there, keep visiting you even he’s only at the outside you room..” CL added

 

“Dara...” Bom started to talks but Dara knows where’s the topic going to where

 

“I don’t want to talk about it Bommie, i guess my brain can’t contain another problem.. just let’s not talk about it” Dara beg them

 

“Okay.. i understand! Just want to let you know.. that he’s already know that you and GD have a relationship before..” said Bom huskily

 

“What??” ask Dara panic

 

“Well.. it’s because the whole story makes me explain that GD try to save you because once he loves you... nothing else, oh pleaseee.. Dara don’t mad at me juseyoo..” Bom begged, CL and Minzy already know that Dara’s reaction will be like this...

 

“I can’t believe it Bommie..is that necessary?” Dara groan

 

“In my opinion, yes.. you should tell him that you have  pasts with GD and let Dennis know so that he can get you and love you.. let him heal your pain, you know it’s time for you to realise that you need somenone to love..” Bom explained

 

“Aigoo... no! Okay yes.. maybe i should find a guy so i can be happy but, please... i need time. Not now... okay! Aishh...forget it, let’s change another topic or i ask doctor to kick your asses from here” said Dara while covering her self with blanket without looking at the girls

 

 “Aishhh.. this brat! Araseo..araseo...now let’s talk another fun topic” Bom breaks the situation into laughter in a sudden. Dara actually knows that GD always stand there, outside her room every morning just want to know about her condition, at first she’s happy that GD still care about her but then she remind her self again that GD is not really there for her, he abandoned her, he left her and found another love, it’s over for them even though GD still put attention to her, for Dara it’s just a guilty feels not love, the one that Dara expected more than anything.

 

After hours of hapiness with the girls, finally they left Dara. The next hours YG and the rest of YG family alternately visiting Dara. Most of them angry with her because they make them feel worries, Dara said apologize and promise them that she won’t make them worry about her again. Bigbang member except GD is the last who visited her, Taeyang stay for a while when Daesung, Top and Seungri left Dara

 

“Noona... i just want to say i’m sorry” Taeyang hold Dara’s hand with guilty face

 

“For what? i should’ve thanks to you because..”

 

“No, it was my fault that you got into that accident. I should protect you and never let you get into trouble..” He explain while rubbing Dara’s hand

 

“No Taeyang, you did nothing wrong! It’s my fault. I was careless, i’m the one who ask for apologize. Please.. never talk about this anymore, unless you want to get revenge to me because making you suffer, so please... forget this, i want to thank you for saving my life... “

 

“No, it wasn’t me.. it’s Ji...”

 

“Please... can we not talk about him?” Ask Dara again

 

“Okay Noona, i wil do anything to make you feel better...well, i should go. You have to get rest, it must be tiring to meet all these people while you’re not completely well”

 

“No problem, i guess.. i feel better now since i feel the love from all of you, thank you Taeyang” Dara smile and hug him

 

“Yeah... you already promise to us that you will never make us worry again, keep that okay”

 

“Okay” Dara raised her thumbs and smiling

 

Right after Taeyang want to close the door, GD already standing there with a worried face

 

“How is she? Is she okay? Should i come in?” ask GD in a panic tone

 

Not far from them, TOP, Daesung and Seungri standing there waiting for Taeyang, they already know that GD need seperate time with  Dara, that GD must be planned for this, GD want to be the last people who meet Dara on that moment.

 

“Just go inside..you see by yourself. We go back first, okay?” Taeyang pats GD’s shoulder and left him, while thinking hard about what will happen between GD and Dara after all this incident.

 

The doors knocking, the nurse is try to make Dara’s comfortable and cover her with a blanket until GD appear from the door. The nurse sighed and about to complain

 

“It’s okay, Ahjumma.. let him in” Dara pleaded to the nurse, she knows GD won’t stop seeing her just because of nurse policy, beside.. Dara wants to talk with GD and thank him for saving her life. It’s time to finish all the things.

 

“Hi Dara...” GD pull a chair and put it beside Dara’s bed, he try to hold Dara’s hand but Dara refuse it

 

“Hi..” Dara greet him awkwardly

 

“Are you okay? Why you do this? Why you let us feel miserable like this? We thought something bad happen to you...I thought-”

 

“I’m okay GD. You don’t have to worry, i already promise to them and now i want to tell you too... that i will never make all of you worry about me again. Thanks a lot GD”

 

“Good.. i’m glad to hear it”

 

 

Silence

 

 

“GD... “ Dara call his name started at him

 

“Yes, Dara?”

 

“Thank you.. for saving my life”

 

“I thank you for still alive, Dara. You don’t know how much i suffer because seeing you on that situation, I don’t know what to do with my life if something bad happen to you..”GD explained

 

“Why GD? Why you keep doing this to me? How can i move on if you act like this?“ Dara's eyes suddenly got teary

 

“What do you mean?” He stared at her

 

“You're saying something that hurts me, you say that you worry about me and looks like you suffer because im like this, but its all nonsense to me. Actually..you shouldnt try to find me and save me, you already have Kiko in your life, why you’re wasting your time for me? you’re torturing me right?” Dara said in breathless, she’s trying to hold her cries

 

GD stand and grab Dara’s body and hold her tightly, he cries... and she’s also cries

 

“I’m sorry Dara.. i’m sorry! Yes i’m evil! I don’t know why i still care about you, the more i try to forget you the more hard to do it.. you always appear in my sight and makes trouble everywhere like you’re teasing me to not forget you..i’m human too, i have no power.” GD still hug her tight

 

Dara then let go of GD’s embrace and wipe her tears, she doesn’t look at GD, GD still standing there, trembling because of the pain seeing Dara like that.

 

“You love her so much right?” Dara ask in a whisper

 

“Yes, i love her.....” GD down his head and fisted his palms

 

Dara close her eyes and tears flowing down, she breath deeply

 

“Okay then..i’m sorry and from now,  i will never “tease” you again like you’ve said before... maybe it’s my fault that you couldn’t forget about me or can't stop taking good care about me..” she look at him gently

 

“No.. i don’t blame you Dara, it’s my fault.. it is my fault! I make you suffer! I broke your heart just because of my ego. Now i still can’t forget you.. i do still love you and its break my heart too”

 

“Don’t you dare to say you love me! don’t talk about love if the fact you just give a bad name to love..”

 

“Dara.. did you still love me like i do?”

 

Dara’s heart pounded so hard, that question... breaks her heart

 

“Leave me, Jiyong! And i don’t need to answer your question”

 

“Dara..answer me please, if you still love me.. i will leave her and come back to you..”

 

Dara raised her brow, it shocked her more than before

 

GD try to reach Dara’s hand  “I miss you Dara...i can't li-”

 

“Is that what you do when you try to get her and abandoned me?”

 

“What? no, that’s....”

 

“Please leave me now. I beg you...”

 

“I’m sorry Dara, it’s not what you think... i”

 

“Please G-Dragon!!” Dara’s body trembling so hard, she can’t hold it

 

GD cries and wipe his tears. "I'm leaving, get well soon, Dara" He fastened his step and left Dara...at the outside GD took a seat and crying, he bend his body and cry with no sound.

*

An hour later, Dara’s feel better. She doesn't crying anymore. She can calm her self and try to let her imagine good things until the doors knock again.

 

Dara thought it was nurses who want to check her condition but there is no voice, she turned her body to see who’s coming and surprised that it was Dennis

 

Dara smile and welcome him

 

“Hi Dara..” Dennis greet her polite

 

“Dennis.. woahh, it’s late! is it okay for you?”

 

“Well.. it’s okay, i just finished my work. And i heard that you’re doing an open house so.. i’m willing to see you as fast as i can”

 

“Thanks Dennis... you’re so sweet, and thanks for the white roses” Dara put a sight to the bouqette

 

“It's a pleasure to me if you like it. So, how  about your condition? are you okay now?” ask Dennis worried

 

Dara is about to cry, it’s already thousand people who ask the question but it’s weird because this time Dennis makes her crying because of the question

 

“Yah.. what’s wrong Dara? are you still hurt” he goes panic

 

Dara shook her head, she finally realise that GD’s attendance before who makes her like this, she just can’t hide the pain.

 

“I’m sorry Dennis.. i shouldn’t cry like this in front of you” her tears flowing down

 

“Well.. no problem Dara, i'm sorry can i?" Dennis ask permit to wipe Dara's tears from her cheek, Dara nodded slowly

 

"I actually. feel honored because it means you feel comfortable with me. Let me tell you something. I want to be close with you, i alwayas want to say this since i first met you.. so please make your self comfortable with me, i wouldn’t mind.. i will help you... glass princess..” He sit beside her and hold her hand.

 

“Why you alwasy calling me glass princess?” She smiled

 

“Because i know you’re a fragile woman, your eyes tells everything, and... of course because of that broken mirror incident also” Dennis smiled

 

Dara chukled

 

“Well, i feel like you know everything about me, i don’t even don’t know my self”

 

“Well, most people are like you.. don’t worry” he laughs again, this time his smile paralized Dara again

 

And then suddenly, Dara realise that she's really happy to see Dennis, yes she feel comfortable with him. Even he's just a new person who come to her life, she feels that Dennis is really care about her. She want to feel this moment again and again, then the idea pops out from her head.

 

“Uhm..Dennis..’

 

“Yes, Dara..”

 

“Can you granted my wish now? the wish that i can claim anytime i want? when i won the drink battle? I think i need it now” Dara bite her lower lips nervously

 

“Oh really? No problem, I’d love to.. i hope you don’t ask me to get you out from this room”

 

“No.. i wouldn’t ask for a simple wish”

 

“Then what is it if you think its hard for me?" Dennis ask with a curious tone

 

“Would you be my boyfriend?”

 

Dennis eyes widened, he absolutely don’t know how to react. He always think that someday he’ll gonna make Dara to be his woman but he never thought it will be this fast. Dennis parted his moist lips with confuse

 

“Can you granted my wish? You don't have to know the reason, just approve it. Even if you don’t love me... can you?” ask Dara again

 

Dennis talk to himself, yes it’s his task to granted Dara’s wish, that’s the game. Why it’s so hard for him? He likes her, she’s perfect and her beauty beyond average. It’s not a hard decision to fulfilled Dara’s wish. But the fact that Dara doing this because she’s obviously try to forget GD is the most heartbreaking for him. But inside his heart he want to protect her and give her affection, he finally give up, his body weakened...hoping that someday he won’t regret this moment.

 

“Well... okay then, it’s easy” he smiled

 

Dara smiles

 

“Thank you Dennis.. thank you!” Dara feel so relief, she finally have reason to make Dennis become her new happiness, even though she know that it's not right

 

 “But i have one wish” Dennis added

 

“What is it?”

 

“Don’t let me fall in love with you, okay. Because, if that happen, i won't let you go” He’s smile

 

“Don’t worry Dennis, we’ll broke up as soon as possible, just don’t let me fall in love with you also” Dara and Dennis giggled and hug each other, proclaimed that they’re now a lover

 

**

 

“Ji.. listen to me, pleasee..”

 

“Leave me alone, Dara..i’m not worthed” he sulk his  body to a comfort couch 

 

“No, don’t talk like that Ji! you worthed, you worthed to me...please, look at me”

 

“Dara! I make Bigbang fall because of this scandal, people are hating me because of this.. and the boys, Oh God.. what have i done to them?? Their faces.. i know they upset! !! I can’t even create any song... i’m useless..” he yelled and cries

 

“Ohhh Ji...” Dara cries and hug GD from the back, try to comfort him

 

“What should i do? I’m the one who responsible for this.. Bigbang, how about VIP who always loyal to us, and Sajangnim.. he must be upset and you... Dara, how can i protect you if my condition is phatetic like this?” He turned and faced Dara

 

“Stop it Ji, stop torturing yourself, it’s your fault.. true! But you can fix it. The boys will support you and Sajangnim loves you, he will always understand you. The loyal VIP will support you, and me.. can you just look at me? I’ll support you  until whenever... just stop being like this”

 

Dara’s phone ringing

 

“Pick that phone”

 

“No..”

 

“I bet It’s from CL, you have to perform this night! answer her and leave me here..”

 

“Noooo.. i want to be here with you, Ji”

 

“2NE1 also important.. you should take responsibility to this.”

 

“Araseoo...arraseo...”

 

Dara take her phone and talk with CL, a long debate and finally she decide to left GD with regret. GD keep pushing her to go even though he’s still in deep depressed.

 

At the club

 

“This place is so good”

 

“I told you, darling... this is the most famous club for kpop celebrity, you’ll never get bored to this place”

 

“Yeah.. i like it! I think this will be my favorite place in this country”

 

“You have a good taste, sweety. Hey.. look at him”

 

“Who?”

 

“The one with a white cap, he’s drinking at the bar”

 

“Who is he?”

 

“Lol.. you didn’t notice him right? he’s G-Dragon”

 

“Who? Who’s G-Dragon?”

 

“Oh my God, you didn’t know him? He’s Bigbang member”

 

“Oh ...wow, really? I like Bigbang..”

 

“Sure, he’s my favorite.. the leader”

 

“Wow.. he’s cute”

 

“Be careful, he’s already belong to someone..”

 

“Who?”

 

“Sandara Park from 2ne1”

 

“No.. i don’t know 2ne1”

 

“You moron... it’s the same company with Bigbang”

 

“Aaaah... “

 

“But i think it’s only a rumour, no one could find a proof about their relationship..”

 

“Oh my goooddd... Ken, he’s cute...”

 

“WTF.. i’m talking here”

 

“Lol.. so its not clear if he dating or not?”

 

“Yeah maybe, i don’t know”

 

“I’ll try to find out my self..” she walks toward GD’s and take a seat beside him, and finally she took GD's attention only a few minutes

 

“Hello..”

 

“Hello..”

 

“Are you alone?”

 

“Yes..”

 

“I’m Kiko Mizuhara” she gives her hand

 

“G-Dragon”

 

“I know, you Bigbang leader right?”

 

“Yeah, and i know you too...”

 

“Oh really?”

 

“Verbal favorite model right?”

 

“Oh.. he told you that?” Kiko laughs endlesly, her laughs so loud and it gives positives aura around her and for GD specially

 

“Yes, and i think i know the reason why..”

 

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