I'll never be quit the same and I knew it … I knew that all what I'm going through will turn me to someone else… and since the morning of that day when she cut my forehead hair and gave me bangs to hide the scar she caused me yesterday night…

I went to school holding my head heavily on my shoulders and keeping it down not daring to look at anyone, without me being weak the mocked me and now that all of them know how weak I am it must be even more funny to deal with me …

"late again dirty "shirt" ?!!" he said with a smirk on his face, his hand reaches my cheek and touches it gently, and then without a warning I got slap so hard making the pain of my head wake up again, and as I couldn't hold my legs anymore I was about to fall when a warm arms held me up….

"what are you doing? Why you slaps her? She is late but this doesn't give you the right to hit her, even if you are the student's president!" said jun.k after helping me stand properly

"it is not your ing business, she is late and she will be punished the way I want her to be and now both of you get lost!" said taecyeon almost screaming

"I don’t understand why he is so mean toward you while he is known for being nice toward everybody else! This is just weird!" said jun.k

"I'm already late for class, and I don't feel like talking right now so can you let go of my hand so I can go to my class please?!" I said trying to pretend to be as strong as possible

"I will let you go now , but you own me some explanations" he said as he let go of my hand… "and wait.." he said making me stop " let's have launch together!" he said with a nice smile on his beautiful face and as I realized my thought I snapped out and ran to the hell that was waiting for me

I was sitting in the back yard of the school where few students usually come, I was looking at the cloudy sky and thinking that my life is as cloudy as this thing above my head but the only critical difference is that those black clouds will bring rain and life while my life doesn't hold any kind of hope inside of it

"there will be spring and summer and the sky will be colored with shining blue, if this huge limitless sky holds hope for the coming spring you should hold the same amount of hope the your life will change to the best"  jun said patting on my shoulder

How did he knew that I'm her I thought as I hear him asking me with his deep voice: "so what's taecyeon's story?"

I look at him with a frown on my face and he smiles as if encouraging me to talk

"I knew him since we were five, we went to the same kindergarten, lived in the same neighborhood and had no one but each other as friends…" I said before my voice started shaking

"and?" he said with another smile of his

" as we grow up our feelings toward each other grow too and …( tears started to stream) taecyeon use to be someone important in my life but I let him down that's why all the love we shared turns to hate in his heart" I said with a flood coming out of my eyes and this is when jun.k got closer to me, hugged me and gave me his shoulder to cry on

"wah, look at the love birds" a strong voice said making me get away from jun's comfortable hug

"! Then it is true you spent the day at his house… looks like someone needs to be reminded where he lives", said taecyeon look at me and jun

"Let's go now we will deal with them later" said one of teacyeons group

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Huuuf, it is the last class for today I said to myself while throwing my body on the chair beside the window as a girl came closer to me and asked me to follow her, first I didn't response but then I thought that it might be important so I walked after her and as we got out of the classroom she came close enough to whisper in my ear: "I have a message from the student's president, he is telling you that if you want your friend jun safe then stay at school and meet him in the gym at 4, and ah… if you are one minute late then … you know what will happen" she said and walked away

I felt so weak again, I felt useless once again, and with drums rushing in my head I decided to go not caring about the consequences …

Ahhhh, I scream in pain as I got punch in my stomach, I try to get up to get kicked on my back and then I couldn't know where I am being beaten up… with the pain and the blood coming out of my mouth I was on my way to blackout as I heard taecyeon saying: " leave her here and let the knows where she is and if he dares and come do your job with him too"

Suzy,suzy !! do you hear my voice? Answer me!" he said with his unforgettable voice"

I managed to raise my body a little with his always warm hand holding my back and with my hurting lips I managed to stutter:" ju … jun..i I I do don't think y yyou sh should b b be here ittt is too daaangerous"

"Are you saying that it is dangerous for me but not for you, you are all beaten up and it is dangerous for me? What about you? Who did this to you? Was it taecyeon and his guys?"

"It's ok, let's get out of here now" I said with a fake smile and as I was struggling to get up on my foot jun.k holds me in his arms and walked out of the gym …

"We arrived" he said as he puts me down in front of my home… I must have slept in his arms; I blushed for the idea and nodded for him with thanks as I entered the Dracula's house…

taecyeon use to be someone important in mylife but i let him down that is why all the love we shared turned to hate in his heart

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